HMS MELITA

[Composite screw sloop]

1889: Joins Racoon fleet exercises Spithead Review - Visit of Kaiser and German Squadron - Fleet exercises in Channel - Visit to The Elms - Appointed to Melita - Passage to Malta - Conversations with Prince Louis of Battenberg - Commissions Melita - Princess Louise of Battenberg - Senior officer at Alexandria and Port Said - Meets Miss Ker 1890: Visits Cairo and pyramids with Miss Ker - Social life in Alexandria - Visits to Port Said - Proposal and engagement to Miss Olga Ker - Olga returns to England - Visits Malta and Sicily - Visits Suakin, Sudan - Treatment of natives - Malta. Lord Charles Beresford. 1891: Collects 4 ton capital from Cyprus -To Suakin - Battle of Tokar - Port Said - Visits Beyrout and E. Med ports - Salvage of Seignelay - Malta - Cruise in Adriatic and Ionian Sea - Disappointment not promoted - Alexandria, Port Said, Suez and Suakin 1892: Promoted Captain - Returns to UK.

1889

IN LONDON - ON LEAVE

23 July - Tuesday

Stanhope & I went up to town by the 12.50 train. Buz met me at the station and took my luggage over to Paddington.

I rushed in to the city and did a lot of business, and got out to Kensington at 7 pm. Found I had left my Portmanteau at Paddington so had to run there and get it back and eventually spent a quiet evening with the dear girls.

The following day we all went to Dr Greville MacDonald, with whom I had an appointment, and my heart was in an anxious state.

He saw me and I felt had diagnosed my complaint aright, when he said “What’s the matter with you is, the two sides of the mucous membrane of right nostril are always touching each other and thus keeping up a constant inflammation, affecting eye. Your case is most hopeful and cauterising it half a dozen times might cure it, but, in any case, will very much alleviate it.”

I left the house, my heart very full and thanked God for the hope I had. I felt it hard to realise that my years of trial were coming to an end. No one knows what a trial these last nine years have been to me and I had almost reconciled myself to leaving the service, so bad did I feel at times. I earnestly pray the means for my cure will have God’s blessing.

AT PLYMOUTH - JOINED RACOON

Slept at the Royal Hotel, Devonport, and at 9 am on Thursday the 18th July, hoisted the pennant. Busy settling down reading stations to men, who came on board that morning. Getting stock in.

The next day left the harbour, had full speed trial and inspected by C-in-C. Exercised closing watertight doors and after swinging ship left at 8 pm for Portsmouth.

Came through the Needles this morning, took wrong billet by mistake. Shifted berth and moored by 11 am. Most of the ships here. Not bad considering that at 9 am Thursday, all the ships received new men and are now stationed ready for an action.

AT SPITHEAD

24 July - Wednesday

Since our arrival last Saturday, it has been blowing and raining the whole time. I’ve not troubled the shore in consequence or visited ships.

Last Sunday, I was unable to hold Service as no Prayer or Hymn Books have been supplied, my demand for them being sent back. I have written a letter about it.

I caught a chill on Sunday night, and had a terrible cold all Monday and Tuesday. On Monday I was on my back nearly all day. I am counting the days to the time when I shall be under Dr MacDonald’s treatment.

28 July - Sunday

Been more or less seedy all the last week. On Friday I went ashore and met a lot of old shipmates at the Club. Found Gladstone rushing about endeavouring to buy Hymn Books. I wrote a pretty stiff letter about their not being supplied but got no satisfaction, so must buy some for the men.

A fine collection of ships here now. On Friday, we dressed ship for the Queen. The yacht passed within 50 yards of our stern and Queen rose up and bowed as our bugler saluted.

Klein [?] cruising about in the Wave with his brigade of R.N.A.V. They were coming to church on board here, but missed doing so through my mistaking the time and poor fellows, after a two mile pull, they arrived just as we had finished service, much to my regret.

8 pm. To my great delight this afternoon the First Lieut came to me and said Dr Lory had requested permission to hold a voluntary service on forecastle at 6 pm. Of course gave my assent and lent my Harmonium, as my cook plays. Loring & I had a nice spiritual talk together and there was a very good meeting on just abaft Top Glt. Fxle. I did not think it judicious to attend as it prevents men going, for fear of being said to curry favour with the Captain, but D.V., I intend dropping in some Sunday.

29 July - Monday

Shah went by in Victoria and Albert down the lines of ships. Queen on Saturday and Friday, on Friday she passed close under the stern of Racoon and acknowledged our salute from our bugle. We dressed ship each time and manned nettings. I must say, I think our Most Gracious Majesty shows and evinces precious little interest in the Navy. She dislikes the service. Why? Except that they are too independent for her. I do not know.

Buz came down to the ship to pay me a visit.

1 August - Thursday

Colonel Hibbert came to ship on a visit to his son, a Lieut. Put up in my cabin. I had a small dinner party.

2 August - Friday

Ships in very good line, numerous yachts about, a lot of ladies came off to the ship. I had all Mr Burns’ party from the yacht Capercailzie, a large steam vessel of 500 tons. Our acquaintance began on Thursday night by our exercising our Electric light and turning it on, the yacht anchored not far off. We saw everyone very distinctly and handkerchieves being waved, and much laughter and they evidently enjoyed seeing the light.

They remained at attention the whole time their ships were passing through the English lines and, I am sorry to say, when the Yachts and first few ships of the Germans had passed, some of our ships let their men stand about. The Emperor as far as I could see, stood on the Paddle Box, bareheaded most of the time.

4 August - Sunday

Yesterday the inspection day. Rain and heavy gale from SW rendering all idea of Emperor going round out of the question and a signal was seen flying. “Inspection on Monday instead.” Wind moderating, I lunched on board Yacht. Banquet took place last night as it could not be put off. Fortunately for us all, the weather moderated, but in going ashore in the steam cutter we were very nearly swamped.

Providentially a Steam Pinnace was passing, close to us and I hailed her, and sent our men back by her to ship, and I went on, and even though thus lightened, we had a narrow escape from being swamped. God was very good to us.

On arriving at the Victoria Hall, I soon took in the situation viz: that our committee had not realized the magnitude of having 400 to dinner. The Cloak Room was a small room fitter for 40 than 400 and when at last we sat down to dinner, marching down to the strains of the old tune Roast Beef of Old England - the waiting was execrable and food not to be got. No potatoes for anyone. It was simply disgraceful. I understand the wine was not good.

I was sitting at the centre of one table and had two very good fellows (Germans) on each side. The speeches were good and received with much enthusiasm; the fourth toast “German officers & Navy” being drunk with all honours and singing, etc. Admiral Von Kall, in replying, paid us a high compliment in telling the German officers never to forget that when their Navy was first started, their best officers were sent to the English Navy to learn their duty and that all they had learnt, they had acquired from the English Navy. Admiral Baird replying, said that we had learnt as much from them as they had from us.

A lot of speeches were made, all very good and finally at 11.30 pm we broke up. I got on board at 2 am. The Hon. Sec’y. apologised at having had my name printed as sitting at one of the tables, knowing I did not wish to go, but, he told me, he was obliged to take me.

Looking up to the Gallery, who should I see, looking hard at me and trying to attract my attention but Miss Harward and her sister. I did not recognise them at first, but when I did, they were so delighted. I had not time to run up and see them. Altogether the Banquet as far as the feeding went was a failure, but the political effects must have been good.

I must say, the Admiralty as usual gives very little encouragements on these occasions.

Last Wednesday (31 July) Buz and I went to a meeting at Miss Weston’s, of the Naval Christian Union and it was most edifying to hear the men testifying. The question was a practical one of living as a witness on board ship, and it was the unanimous testimony that men must not be blanket Christians, but kneel down openly. I spoke a few words at the end, saying I was of the same way of thinking. I suppose there were over 100 ‘out and outers’ there this evening.

Dr Lory held the voluntary service forward, and I attended. A good few of the men there. We prayed and sung and Lory spoke very simply, and very well and to the point. Afterwards I had a very nice talk with him, he is a very earnest Christian and a great help to one.

5 August - Monday

As we got up, we found the deck crowded with officers of all kinds. We were bustled round the stern, and introduced to the German Emperor, who shook hands and a bow to the Prince of Wales and it was over. A lot of ladies were standing behind, I had no idea who they were.

Going away it was just the same and it rather annoyed me to see the netting rail of Yacht lined by ladies and Princes who seemed rather amused at the acrobatic feats of the Admirals, Captains, and Commanders getting wet and into their boats.

Prince Henry of Prussia was there and I saw the Princess of Wales and her two daughters. I believe there were many other Royalties. I saw and shook hands with Admiral Hornby. Admiral Baird ran away too soon and I heard the Prince of Wales order him to be sent for. The Emperor is of medium height, short left arm. Looks a self willed young man and evidently fond of being ‘The Hub’, but of being popular. Is of robust build, with a light moustache. He was dressed in Admiral of the Fleet (British) Uniform, as was the Prince of Wales. I think everyone was very disgusted with the business and I think it was a mistake having the Reception on board the Yacht.

Signal to unmoor at 3.30 am tomorrow morning.

9 August - Friday

On Tuesday at 3.30 am we unmoored, and at 5 am Racoon was steaming to the Eastward through the lines. Inconstant soon followed. On getting outside the Needles, found it blowing very fresh and a very lumpy sea. There being no signs of C & D Squadron, I was sent back and I found them anchored in Yarmouth Roads. I was ordered to recall Inconstant and then return, so at 2 pm I was at anchor in Yarmouth Roads, off Isle of Wight.

Next morning, we got underway at 3.30 am and steamed down in company with C and D Squadrons to Plymouth, passing B Fleet on the way. We arrived at Plymouth 8 pm. Racoon went up harbour at once to coal. The next morning, we commenced coaling and at 9 am having finished went out into the Sound.

I went ashore and saw Commander in Chief and then on to the Hunt-Grubbes to lunch meeting. E.D. and Ella there, who are paying a visit. It was very pleasant meeting them and I took them back with me to the ship, where they spent the rest of the afternoon. Lady Hunt-Grubbe and the two daughters - Mary and Olive coming off as well, to 5 o’c tea.

AT PLYMOUTH

10 August - Saturday

Dined last night at the Hunt-Grubbes. Met General and Mrs Elphinstone there, both very pleasant people. Went on to Lady Dowell’s who had a small dance, chaperoned E.D. and Lel. Got into a conversation with the youngest Miss Dowell.

12 August - Monday

Yesterday dear Buz was 21 years of age. Wrote him a line. Went ashore about 1 pm had lunch with the Hunt-Grubbes, and then took E.D. and Lel out to the Cemetery where we visited the grave that holds the remains of our loved ones; first Willie in 1856; then our mother in 1875, and dear Meta in 1881. We had a silent little prayer at the side of grave.

Attended evening service at Dockyard Chapel. Dr Dickenson preached, very disappointed at his sermon (too fond of telling anecdotes) and not spiritual enough to my mind.

Went ashore this afternoon saw Mary H-G beaten at lawn tennis in tournament. A nice girl. Came off at 7 pm having had a little walk with the girls.

13 August - Tuesday

E.D., Lel, and Olive Hunt-Grubbe came off at 11 am, and at 1 pm we lunched with Captain Warren of Inconstant who amused us very much by his observations on people in general, showing he is a keen observer of human nature. After lunch I took the girls for a sail, and returned to tea on board; the officers coming also, and we had a very pleasant party, and at 6 pm I sailed the girls ashore. They having had a most Enjoyable day, as they said.

14 August - Wednesday

39 years of age. Truly I can repeat the 103 Psalm with all truth. How merciful, how loving, how tenderly, has the Lord led me, the past 12 months - spiritually and temporally - truly it is good to wait on the Lord - and my earnest desire and yearnings of my heart are that I may grow in grace and love and live for the Lord Jesus who has done so much for me and mine. I am utterly unworthy of the least of thy mercies, my Lord, my God. They are so great and abound, I cannot recount them. I see, I thank my God - How He leads me in Everything - Small and great - Appointments and Stations “Ye are my Witness. Come out and be yet separate” saith the Lord. Let these be my motives for the forthcoming year - and I know, that He will guide me as regards the Social duties, that my official position entails on me. Amen.

DEPART PLYMOUTH - FLEET EXERCISES IN CHANNEL

15 August - Thursday

Started at 6 am. Commander-in-Chief saw us on board Vivid. Nasty day, tumbling sea, mist at time and strong winds and breeze. My nose and eyes giving me much trouble.

16 August - Friday

Up nearly all last night on deck, cold wind and driving thick mist touched my nose up and eyes very much. Anxious work going along 8 knots in a fog. At 11 pm lost sight of No 34 Torpedo Boat.

17 August - Saturday

At 11 am yesterday steamed to meet Inconstant, and at 1 pm sighted her, and soon afterwards four Ironclads and one cruiser belonging to Atlantic Fleet.

After making number, Inconstant ordered me to return and look for No 34 TB and rejoin her South of Portland, but, in case I did not find her, to go to Prawle Point and communicate with C-in-C by telegraph. I steamed hard, and saw nothing of her, so at 4.30 pm I steamed for Prawle Point. At 5 pm it came on thick and dirty and I had to ease down from 12 kn to 10 kn.

At 10 pm I managed to pick up the Start Light, and very soon afterwards, it came on to blow, with a nasty mist. I could not see the land. I laid to until 4 am then steered in for the land, and at 5.30 made it. Fortunately the weather cleared up, and I soon picked up signal Station on Prawle Point, and got my message through to Admiral.

Heard at 9 am 34 TB was in Port and I was to go to my station, so, off I went and at 1 pm picked up Inconstant, communicated by signal and then steamed down to La Hague and took up station for cruising. The Fort at Alderney practised her guns at firing, which brought down Inconstant, thinking an enemy was about.

18 August - Sunday

Nothing of note happened during the night. At 9 am made out the Inconstant, and closed her. On going aboard received mails and heard that nothing was known of Admiral Baird’s whereabouts, and that Admiral Tryon’s Fleet might fall back on our line, viz La Hague to Portland.

Received mails and employed the rest of the day cruising up and down. At 9 pm saw Electric Light flash from Cherbourg, 18 miles, and also the glare from St Catherine’s, which by our bearings must have been 52 miles off.

There were not more than 12 men at the voluntary service this evening.

19 August - Monday

This morning at 2 am sighted Inconstant. Exchanged Private Signals with her and parted at 3 am. Met her again at 10 am and paid Capt. Warren a visit and learnt the news from him.

20 August - Tuesday

Last night the Barometer, having gone down a good deal and the sky looking very threatening. At 11.30 pm I packed No 23 Torpedo Boat off for Portland until weather cleared up and at 4 am it came on to blow very hard from the Westward with a lump of a sea making Racoon knock about very much. Everyone feeling it more or less. Running down to station before sea, she rolled her gunwales to water’s edge and lapped in water. Over 30.

Met Inconstant at 6.30 pm. Heard that Camperdown, Hero, Immortalité and Mercy had been captured by Admiral Tryon and christened with Irish names and added to his force. Admiral Baird had returned to Queenstown to coal and left again. Lt Colville of No 55 reports that enemy’s Torpedo Boats passed him last night.

Shall be glad to get out of my boots, when war is over.

Cruising off Cape La Hague. Dined with the Ward Room Officers.

22 August - Thursday

Blowing hard, and a lump of a sea on made the ship knock about very much last night. Steamed to Portland for coal, arrived there 6 am, and, commenced coaling at 8 am. Had a yarn with Schomberg of Boscawen and Needham of Prince Albert. The General Admiral (Russian) here coaling.

Feel very tired, up all last night. Received a mail.

23 August - Friday

Finished coaling at 11 pm last night, and at 1 am left Portland. Passed Prince Albert at 3 am. Picked up Inconstant at 6 am. Had some of the officers to dinner this evening.

24 August - Saturday

No 23 Torpedo Boat leaking badly. I took her back to Portland and resumed my patrolling off Cape La Hague.

25 August - Sunday

Dear Francie’s birthday. A fine lovely day, had Divine Service on board and Dr Lory had a voluntary service on the fore part of the Upper Deck, which I attended. Received mails from the Inconstant, and heard of Anson and Collingwood having captured Aberdeen and Peterhead.

26 August - Monday

Last night at 11.30 pm, Daniel the officer of the watch reported a suspicious steamer ahead. I ran on deck and thought there was something up, for lights came and went. I turned my electric light on her, but could see nothing as she was too far off but my light was the signal for the stranger to blaze into me. I legged it off at once for Portland, in order to reach the Inconstant as I thought the stranger was an enemy, for I could not get the Private Signals answered correctly.

The stranger came after me, but as I was very soon going 14 knots, I dropped her. We went on exchanging signals, until I was sure the stranger was the Inconstant, but evidently she did not think I was Racoon for she went on firing for some time. At last she ceased, and I turned to go back, having my lights burning, but Inconstant put hers out.

Suddenly we were all dazed by her Electric light shining on us, that I thought she was into us, and I went full speed astern. I then turned my light on her, and saw distinctly it was Inconstant some 400 yards off. She was not yet quite satisfied with my identity, for she carefully looked me over with her light. At last we separated, she then making signals, which I could not understand.

This forenoon we met again and I went on board and saw Warren, and it turned out even when we parted last night, he was not quite satisfied as to my identity. He had sent Lt Colville (No 55) to torpedo me. I suppose he could not find me for I certainly was not torpedoed. Warren had fired nine heavy guns at me. I’m glad I did not fire. The mistake was kept up simply through the Private Signals being too complicated and also through the lack of good signalmen.

28 August - Wednesday

Patrolling all yesterday and today. Warren and I stopped close to each other yesterday and I lunched with him. We should be at Plymouth tomorrow.

RETURN PLYMOUTH

30 August - Friday

Wednesday night picked up the Inconstant for an hour we thought she was a torpedo Boat. The night being very clear her lights were seen a long way off, but they appeared near.

At 4 am yesterday we picked up Prince Albert and steered for Plymouth, having five hours’ fog on the way. At 2 pm arrived and we went straight up the harbour to buoy off Keyham, and so ended our share in the Manoeuvres.

Met E.D. this morning, who came down from Lancaster, Ella going on to Montgomeryshire. We lunched at the Hunt-Grubbes and I saw her off at 2 pm. Troubled with a large boil under my right arm.

2 September - Monday

Wrote Lord Walter Kerr today about a ship.

8 September - Sunday

Paid Racoon off on Friday 6th, and, after seeing the Admirals up to town, had the pleasure of meeting E.D. and Buz.

On Saturday to the Admiralty. Found none of the Lords there but Admiral Hotham, with whom I had a long chat, about the ships. He showed me his minutes on the improved Medeas - the new Battleships. He asked me to come and see the Controller on Monday. I had Stanhope’s, Hibbert’s, and Mr Lob’s, also Abdy’s services noted and my reports on them.

At 12.30 drove with E.D. to Dr Greville MacDonald and very soon underwent my first operation of having my nose cauterized inside. Not feeling it on account of cocaine.

E.D. to Mrs Streatfield to lunch, I to the Club. Met Jim Barrow and others there, and then, on and picked up E.D. at Mrs Streatfield’s. The latter evidently very nice manners but only saw her for a few minutes. She seemed very pleasant as also her sister Miss Arkwright.

A nice long talk with E.D. this evening. A capital sermon this morning at St Pauls, Onslow Square on Jehoshaphat, Micaiah and Ahab.

9 September - Monday

This morning, went to the Admiralty, and saw Admiral Hopkins the Controller. I had a long chat with him about vessels in general. He asked me to go and see Mr White the Chief Constructor, and sent a message over to him, so, I went to his room and had a long chat with him. Then saw Custance & Dickinson and lunched at Club, met Capt. Durrant and Sir G Tryon, who told me he should like to see me at his office some time in the afternoon. So I paid him a visit and he then explained all his reasons for having placed the ships as he did.

At 5 pm I went into the city to see John Taylor, but found him out.

10 September - Tuesday

Operated on again today by Greville MacDonald. Some difficulty rendering the nose insensible. The uncertainty of it, made me quite faint, and I just managed to keep up. Rather tried me, I earnestly pray that I may be blessed with a cure.

13 September - Friday

Operated on by the Doctor, very successful. A nice letter from Lord Walter Kerr.

15 September - Sunday

Attended service at St Jude’s, Kensington.

17 September - Tuesday

Went to the Doctor this morning (4th visit), but in consequence of my nose being impaired he could do but little - so I go again on Thursday.

Yesterday I met Lady Hall and took her to Mrs Rich’s, 104 St George’s Square. She was looking very well. Previously to meeting her, I had been to John Taylor of Tokenhouse Yard. I found it was hopeless getting him to take the Coffee House up, so I must now see if John Cory will take it over for the Salvation Army.

18 September - Wednesday

Dined last night at Riches. Met Mr and Mrs Stevenson there, found out we were Mids together in 1865 and 1866 in Narcissus. He left soon afterwards. I remember Stevenson having drunk too much with some Germans, who were visiting the ship, got overcome, was promptly cobbed by the Seniors of mess and sick into my Basin in Chest.

George Stapleton to 5 o’clock tea, to meet Lady Hall who came over yesterday.

Called on the Stapletons with E.D, having previously called myself on Mrs Durrant.

19 September -Thursday

Had a most successful operation by Dr Greville MacDonald. I found out he was son of George MacDonald. He told me his father lived up to the writings and was such a good man and you know he said sons are very critical.

Lunched with Mrs Payne, E.D. with me.

27 September - Friday

Last Friday I went down to Elms and met Taylor at dinner. Found a great commotion going on about Chadburn the organist. Yearsley having dismissed him and requiring Taylor to do the same as Chadburn had been very impudent to Yearsley afterwards.

On Saturday had a good look over the Coffee House having met a Mr Harrap the evening before (of Leicester) (he having been asked by McCash to run over and have a look at it). I have determined, D.V., to re-open it again on a more business footing.

In the afternoon drove over with Mother to call on the Curzons at Lockington. Found the Derby Archaeological Society paying a visit, as they were inspecting Bob Storey’s Church, to which we all adjourned. B.S. with notes, evidently nothing about Archaeology, but a learned don held forth on everything. We all had tea with Mrs Curzon, where I met Mrs Newton and young Jimmy [?]. I was not much taken with the young man’s face.

Sunday. Mother and I went to Early Communion at Taylor’s Church and in the afternoon attended the Harvest Festival Service. Church very full.

Monday. Miller & Taylor dined at Elms, the former a Solicitor in Nottingham. Inclined to have a very good opinion of himself and lay the law down.

Tuesday. At Taylor’s, had to lunch Mr Miller.

On Monday I went to Leicester on a begging Expedition and interviewed several people, raised £3-7- and a promise of a donation. The Mayor did not give me anything as he told me his Mayoralty had cost him £3000. The next man for Mayor, Dr Lankester, told me he did not intend giving any alcoholic drinks at his Entertainments. I did not find a begging mission a very pleasant one. Came to town on Tuesday.

Wednesday. Lunched at Club

Thursday. Re yesterday, went to Doctor (6th visit). Everything went off very well. He told me, two more cauterising would do. I am very busy about the Coffee House, which I intend setting on its legs again, D.V.

Met Francie, at Co-op by chance. She came and dined with Buz and I on the way home. Dear Francie and I had a long chat together on spiritual matters.

28 September - Saturday

Walked into Club and on to London Bridge for Coffee House Books and then back to Club for lunch. Saw Sir Henry Keppel, he is getting rather deaf. Ed & Buz called for me and we all walked back together through the Park.

29 September - Sunday

Service at St Judes in the morning, and in the Evening went to Exeter Hall. Heard Mr Owers speak, (Buz being with me) he spoke with great earnestness.

1 October - Tuesday

With a heart full of gratitude to God, I pen the following line. I went to the Doctor who told me he had nearly finished with me. Then seeing E.D. who always comes with me to the Doctor, which I much appreciate - home. I went to the Club and there received a note from Lord Walter Kerr, saying Lord George Hamilton had nominated me for the Melita.

I at once went round and thanked him and saw Sir Vesey Hamilton, who on my remarking that Bertie was a hard working officer, said, he would not be the son of his father, if he was not. I did not apply for the Melita, and never dreamt I should get her; and wondered who her Commander was, when I saw the officers appointed on Saturday.

Mrs Streatfield and her sister Miss Arkwright came to 5’oc tea, both very charming people. Pleased to hear Mrs S. was a Total Abstainer and after they had left, Miss Newton and her sister Rossie Newton came in, the former just off to Jaffa again to rejoin the C.M.S. station there.

3 October - Thursday

To the Doctor 8th visit. He could not do much on account of my nose being inflamed, so I go again on Saturday. He told me he went out to China in P & O Kashgar, and one thing struck him about sailors, viz the intense love of home they have, and also that they were generally thinking men.

To club, wrote seven letters, then to St James Hall, found it packed some 35 or 40 missionaries taking their leave. Did not wait until the end. Rev Eugene Stock the Sec’y was speaking whilst I was in.

4 October - Friday

Dined last night with the Durrants, meeting amongst others my old shipmate Fane and two nieces of Mrs Durrant; the youngest a very nice girl and pretty.

5 October - Saturday

My appointment in today’s paper. With E.D. went over to the Doctors. My 9th visit, and he finished cauterising me, having altogether removed from my right nostril, a swelling equal to four split peas. He did very high up today, and strung me up a bit, but the knowledge that he was finishing me up, enabled me to stand it. It is pleasant having E.D. with me, as I generally get faintish, she always remains until I’m alright.

Many people answering my Advertisement in Christian for a Manager & Wife for Coffee House. I hope Taylor will help me. It seems so very curious to me that no one in village, I mean parson, squire and my stepmother feel inclined to help in keeping it going. I mean in sympathy.

10 October - Thursday

Last night I spoke to the Band of Hope children for a quarter of an hour E.D. & Lel being with me. Into the city today to Dollands and then to Paternoster Row and Co-Op to 5 o’c tea with E.D. and Lel. Rejoiced to find, I have a day longer in London, as I do not go down to Portsmouth until Wednesday.

At Doctor yesterday and on Monday last. Everything going on well. Tomorrow will be my 12th visit.

Buz went to Cambridge yesterday.

11 October - Friday

To the Doctor today. He wishes me to go every day now. After he had finished with me, we got into a long spiritual talk. Telegraphed to Francie and Ted saying I could not come on account of my nose.

12 October - Saturday

E.D, Lel and myself walked into the Haymarket. Lel to see a Dentist. Then I to my Club, saw Dunlop there, who is going to take my old Cook I am very glad to say and then on to my Doctor, who said my nose was going on splendidly.

Told Dr yesterday, that I generally went into Church to lay my desires before God. I generally go into the one in Waterloo Place.

16 October - Wednesday

On Monday I ran down to The Elms for the night, to settle up about the Coffee House. I think it will run all right now, but it has given me much trouble.

Yesterday I came up and today paid my 17th visit to the Doctor. I asked him his charge and tomorrow I pay him £18.18 - so altogether my nose has cost me £23.

I am going to finish up by myself and earnestly pray I may have been effectually cured. I cannot help feeling ‘down’, at going away so soon again, and shall miss dear old Bertie, not seeing him. It has been very pleasant seeing Buz and the girls.

DEPART PLYMOUTH

22 October - Tuesday

Passed Cape St Vincent this morning. Steaming 11 knots, fine weather. Let me revert to the proceedings of last Thursday.

Wednesday Evening. Dear Francie looking very pretty, spent the evening with us, Buz also being there, having come up from Cambridge for the night to see me off.

On Thursday I paid my final visit to the Doctor, and then to Eaton Place wished Francie good-bye. (Ted being away shooting). Little Mike - a very handsome boy turned up - then home where I found Edward Grogan at Mrs Stepney’s, and at 2 pm having had a prayer with E.D, Lel and Buz, started off leaving heavy at heart. Buz saw me off, and at 9 pm I arrived at Plymouth, being met by Oliver and then drove to the Royal Hotel, D’port, where I put up for the night. Next morning, I went off in a Tug to the Tamar lying in the Sound and, proceeding on board, found I had the C.O. cabin in Saloon. A very large commodious place and at 11 am we left the Sound and old England and soon met a nasty sea and strong wind ahead, which we carried up to yesterday, turning nearly everyone up.

A good many officers on board, military and Naval and a few ladies, amongst whom being Mrs Palliser and Mrs Pearson, wife of the Captains of the same name.

What I have seen of Battenberg I like. Being laid up with a bad ankle, sprained deerstalking, he has been a good deal in my cabin laying on a sofa. He is, I know, a good officer and a zealous one, and has very sensible ideas on the service generally.

He told me his wife, Princess Louis, was clever and very enterprising, ready to start for China if he was ordered there.

B. told me some interesting things about printing, which he knows a good deal about, as he was brought up to that trade. He is a well read man and we had some interesting talks together on things in general. He made £30, when the Illustrated London News artist had to leave Seraphis, when Prince of Wales was on board.

AT GIBRALTAR

24 October - Thursday

Arrived and left Gibraltar yesterday.

Ruby came alongside the mole.

He told me the P of W asked him to go to the Osborne, but he explained to him, that he was most anxious to live down the general idea floating about, viz, that he would be pushed on in Royal Yachts; and the P of W quite understood his desire to work his way up, the same as anyone else.

Battenburg told me how it was P of W was made an Admiral of the Fleet. He, Battenberg, and his wife were staying for some weeks with the Queen at Windsor and generally breakfasted with her outside in the garden. One morning the Queen said “They have been wanting me to make Bertie, an Admiral of the Fleet, but I shall not do it.”

B said nothing, but pricked up his ears, and when alone with his wife, they talked it over. So two mornings later Princess Louis said to Queen. “What was it about Uncle Bertie you were saying re the other morning?.” Upon which the Queen said “When I asked the Admiralty some years ago soon after my marriage to make my husband Admiral of the Fleet, they refused.”

Battenburg, evidently with much tact told Queen how much the Navy would appreciate it, but she said nothing, but a few days afterwards made the P of W one. B told me that no one excepting his wife knew how it came about and requested me never to mention it.

B evidently has much influence with the Queen. He told me the reason why the Duke of E. has not, for he generally takes his full share of wine at dinner and then he asks the Queen things, not using much tact in doing it.

B told me the Queen is always afraid of apoplexy and sits with everything open. The doctors have told her Suite that nothing startling is ever to be told her after dinner for this reason.

Another interesting thing B told me, was that at the Jubilee Review, he was much struck at no signal being made to the Fleet, and suggested it to the Duke of Connaught, who mentioned it to the Queen, who had it made. The Duke of C. and B. writing the draft out for her approval.

He says, she knows little about the Navy and dislikes the water very much. From all that B told me, regarding the Yacht appointments, not only of Commanders but of Lieuts, he has a great deal to do with them, and has much influence. The P. of W. and Queen evidently are very fond of him and refer things for his judgement. B. says Leiningen is a selfish man, and has no respect for him. He keeps up a separate establishment in London, notwithstanding being married to a charming woman; and that he did nothing for the Navy, though for 17 years he had the ear of the Queen.

B. told me a good deal regarding Emperor of Russia, whom he and his brothers (being cousins), used to play with as children and as late as 1880 were great friends with. He is stupid, self willed and very obstinate, and he said had behaved very badly to his brother Alexander, and that he, the Emperor of Russia has an insane idea that Prince Alexander has injured him in some way or other. We had a long and interesting talk regarding Russia, its state and condition.

He told me that the Duke of Edinburgh drinks too much and that my dear father, some years ago, had tried to make him a Total Abstainer, saying he would have such influence. He told me the P. of W. had often talked to him of my father.

ARRIVE MALTA

5 November - Tuesday

Many days behind in my Journal.

Sunday 27th. Tamar arrived in, and much to our joy we found that we had pratique, not withstanding the fact that there was a case of Scarlatina on board. Battenberg and I lunched with Admiral Buller, and met quite a large party there. Went to service in the Evening to the Presbyterian church, and then dined with B. at the Club.

Monday 28th. We turned over to the Melita and shook down for the night.

Tuesday 29th. At 9 am hoisted the pennant and commissioned HMS Melita, 8 guns with 123 men all told. I read my commission and made the men a short speech.

By Saturday the 2nd. we had provisioned and coaled ship, drawn all stores, sails and stationed men, set up and rattled down Topmast Rigging.

Sunday 3rd. Held my first service on board, much disturbed by the Fearless piper playing away at the head of the Church Party, and in the middle of my Sermon.

B. lunched with me, told me some interesting gossip, regarding Court Life, he told me the Queen worked up to 2 am usually, and it was perfectly marvellous how she got through it all.

Made acquaintance of Captain and Mrs Boyd RE, Earnest Xtians, and also one day lunching with Brenton, met Mr Baldwin of missionary fame.

Monday 4th. Got in Powder and Shell. The Fleet came in, Dreadnought (Flag), Colossus, Temeraire, Edinburgh, Calypso.

Paid Sir Anthony Hoskins a visit, most genial to me, and said, he was so glad I had come out to serve under him. I dined that evening with Admiral Buller, ( a small party) to meet Sir Anthony. At 1 am this morning when on board my ship, I was seized with terrible vomitings, and diarrhoea, and between 1 am and 7 am I was sick 7 or 8 times, straining myself a good deal.

I could not get up, and sent for Dr at 5 am. He dosed me, and I lay quiet all this day, taking nothing but Bovril and Arrowroot, and, I’m better now.

Came into Dock. Bottom of the ship very dirty.

Tuesday 5th. Out of Dock, still seedy.

6 November - Wednesday

Still seedy and others in the ship suffering from Diarrhoea vomiting, and the Doctor analysed the water and found it very impure and more so after passing through the filter. Examined the charcoal and found it in a very bad condition.

7 November - Thursday

Harbour gradually filling up with the Fleet. Sir Anthony yesterday left in Surprise for Naples to meet Lady Hoskins.

8 November - Friday

Went to 5 o’c tea at the Boyds and later met Major Sherrard, Col Morton and Carey-Brenton; Inland China Mission people (men). We all spent the evening singing hymns and chatting at the Boyds, and at 10 pm accompanied them to the P&O Valetta.

The Boyds are very nice people. Carey-Brenton breakfasted with me yesterday morning. B. dining night before and lunching next day.

Read warrants for the disrating of two PO 2nd Class to AB’s. Have taken a very long time to think over it, so loth to do it, but the beginning of a commission must take strong measures.

Attended sale of Edward’s things at Sliema this afternoon. Bought a pillow and bolster.

10 November - Sunday

B. breakfasted with me. Attended service after my own at the Presbyterian Church. Revd Mr Wisely, who has been here 36 years, and is the common centre and rendezvous for all Christians. Spent the evening with the Boyds at Sliema.

11 November - Monday

A great deal of calling going on, which takes up one’s time very much.

12 November - Tuesday

Walked over to Sliema to attend a Bible meeting at Captain & Mrs Boyd’s, held by Col Morton, a good number there the previous evening. Dined at the Wiselys, a farewell dinner to Col Morton. Boyd told me he saw some three or four years ago, the boy sent over from Sicily by the Jesuits, who had been blind, and was cured by a miracle in seeing a vision of the Virgin Mary. He saw the marks on each side of hand and on heart, like a scratch with a thorn. The Bishop, who had been and was performing the duty for the aged Archbishop of Malta, had some doubts on the matter and had the boy examined by three of the RC Doctors and Professors.

They examined the youth and found the marks were chicken blood marks. It was reported to the Bishop, who gave the word nothing more was to be said about it. The boy was withdrawn and to show the power of the RC’s here, no one dare mention it. The Jesuits revenged themselves on the Bishop by having the Bishop of Gozo elected to be the Archbishop of Malta, shortly afterwards on the old man dying.

The Jesuits from all I can hear are very influential at Rome now.

13 November - Wednesday

Out to do our steam Trials and Gun Trials. Got 11 knots out of her.

24 November - Sunday

Last night dined quietly with the Bullers, meeting the Princess Louis of Battenberg there. I must confess, it goes against my grain to see such very great deference shown to Royalty, however those who like it, do not mind it, and those who do not like it, must avoid Royalty.

I had a chat with her, but not having seen her before, am not in a position to say much about her. She is not good looking, but her face is intelligent, and I should think she had a will of her own. The last ten days have been spent very quietly, meeting once a week at the Boyds for a Bible meeting. Captain Hames, a man who has seen every phase of life and tried most forms of religion, taking several meetings.

Yesterday, I am sorry to say Fearless left for Suda Bay, Crete. I am glad I have had the opportunity of learning more of Brenton. What a sterling fellow he is.

25 November - Monday

Tug came alongside and took us round to No 3 Buoy opposite the Canteen, ready for photographing tomorrow after the Admiral’s Inspection this morning. Sir Anthony Hoskins and Admiral Buller came on board at 10.30 am, and had a walk round the ship.

DEPART MALTA

26 November - Tuesday

Dined last night with Sir Anthony, a quiet dinner. This morning I went up to see him, and had a long yarn with him. He lent me a lot of his papers to read. He is certainly very kind to me, through being such a friend of my dear father.

Left at 6 pm for Alexandria.

28 November - Thursday

Find ship leaks about an inch an hour between D & E Bulkheads. Everyone very ignorant of their work. Navigator Officer not a genius. Applied Deviation the wrong way and we steered 24 hours a point and a half out of our course. Fortunately we had lots of sea room.

As for the sails, I find I have to do instructor to all. However, I have a very good ship’s company and a hard working 1st Lieut, Inglefield - son of the Admiral.

ARRIVE ALEXANDRIA

3 December - Tuesday

On Monday (yesterday) we arrived here at Alexandria, relieving the Dolphin. Neville, I had not seen for years. He was looking very well. I lunched with him and had a look round his ship. She certainly was looking very clean and in very good order. Her 1st Lieut, Harford, was a mid in the Resistance with me in 1874.

Today, made my Official call on Sir Chas Cookson and General de Montmorency, and then a private one on Admiral Blomfield, lunching with him afterwards, and meeting his wife and a Miss Ker there.

Had a walk through the streets, and read the papers at the Khedivial Club.

6 December - Friday

Yesterday, accompanied by Sir Chas Cookson who presented me, I paid my visit to the Governor Sir Osman Orfi Pasha, who ranks with the Mudir of a province. He was educated in England, and of course speaks English very well. We had coffee, cigarettes, then after a chat, took our departure. Tomorrow he returns my visit.

In the evening, I dined at Cookson’s meeting Baker Pasha, who is in charge of the Egyptian Police. He gave me a lot of information, tending to show how very much, very steadily, the prosperity of Egypt was growing under English protection. Lunched today, at Admiral Blomfield’s who is ill in bed from lumbago.

Pleasant letters from Bertie, E.D, and Lel.

7 December - Saturday

This morning Garnet came in, and Corfe lunched with me. The Governor of Alexandria paid his return call on me, covered with gold lace orders. My cook made most vile coffee.

Morice Pasha also paid me a visit as did also Middlemass Bey. Corfe and I went out by train to Ramleh and called on several People, having tea at the Peels and meeting Miss Peel who is engaged to Anstruther of the Phaeton. They seem a nice family.

9 December - Monday

This afternoon paid official visits to the two Egyptian Admirals, then ashore for a walk. Miss not having someone to talk to. Feel sure that for me it is better not to go out into the world, more than possible.

14 December - Saturday

Dear Rob’s 33rd birthday. Last heard of in New York, working on the staff of the New York World.

The Landrail came in here on Thursday last and that evening, it came on to blow hard from the Westward, and it has been blowing ever since, thus preventing my making a start for Port Said to relieve Neville in the Dolphin.

The Tamar came in this forenoon and reports a heavy sea outside and strong easterly current.

Unable to go and see Cochrane on account of being completely laid up by a bad cold, aches, and pains all over. I’m a delicate piece of mechanism and God has been marvellously gracious to me, preserving me in such health and strength.

DEPART ALEXANDRIA

15 December - Sunday

Left Alexandria this forenoon after service and met a heavy sea on the Bar going through the reefs, and for a short way on, until I rounded Rosetta Point. Made sail.

ARRIVE PORT SAID

17 December - Tuesday

Arrived here (Port Said) last night, found Dolphin in and an Italian Man of War. Took over the Dutch House and Admiralty property at Port Said from Neville of the Dolphin. Lunched with Neville, Middlemass Bey there, and at 2 pm Dolphin sailed.

20 December - Friday

Steaming to Malta the Calliope came through Canal yesterday morning. Was received by a telegram from England ordering her back to Aden, so a number of telegrams began to fly about, as she had 7 court martial prisoners on board, besides 23 time expired men and invalids. The result being, they were all turned over to me to take to Malta. A very great nuisance for I was just beginning to settle down into routine.

Yesterday, I had a long talk with Mr Taylor of the Bible society and Mr Locke of the Sailor’s Welcome. The latter though a little rough is a most earnest Christian man and has sometimes found it very hard to make both ends meet.

TO MALTA

22 December - Sunday

Knocking about a good deal. A rough sea and much rain, prevented me from holding any service I am sorry to say. Seedy myself with a bad headache from the pitching and vibration of screw together with neuralgia in left eye, makes me feel very wretched and long for the peace and quiet of home.

Christmas Day 1889

Bless the Lord! My Soul and all that is within me bless His Holy Name. Bless the Lord and my Soul, and forget not all His benefits. Truly the Lord has been very gracious to me, and my dear ones, whom I often think of and especially this day, I know they are thinking of me.

We had a nice little service this forenoon, and the Lord enabled me to speak out a few straight words.

30 December - Monday

Came in (to Malta) last Thursday, and on seeing Sir Anthony he was very gracious, and said how pleased he was at my having brought up the 32 details, instead of sending some of them up by merchant steamer. He said it reminded him of my father.

I dined that night with him, meeting Russian Captain and officers of Vladimir Monomakh. The Captain told me of his having blown up the first Turkish monitor in 1878 on the Danube.

I had a long discussion with Ashmead Bartlett MP on Total Abstinence, he introducing the subject, and I am glad to say I think I managed to show him that we on our side had a good deal to advance in favour of T.A. On his appealing to the Admiral saying, I had almost made him a T.A. Sir Anthony said “I quite agree with Hall.”

I find my old Quartermaster has created quite an amusing sensation in Naval Circles here. The story is briefly this. I had a very old (though not in years) Quartermaster, quite unfit to be at sea and that had only one year more to serve. Whilst at Alexandria, one Middle watch it came on to blow. I rang for the Quartermaster, and asked him why he had not called me. He appeared dazed and at last told me it had been blowing only 20 minutes and gave me a most vague idea as to its direction.

I had him at once relieved, and next morning sent for the Doctor, and said he must be invalided. So that day he was invalided, and sent to Landrail. On signing his conduct sheet I put under the column of Abilities - “Willing enough, but, blind in one eye, squints in the other, deaf in one ear, hard of hearing in the other, and unable to speak clearly, this man was sent from the Excellent as a CPO to do duty as a Quartermaster.”

It appears that Capt. Cochrane of Tamar which ship brought him to Malta, told the story at a Club, and it was soon told every where -but the sequel was more amusing still. The Landrail sent a lunatic from Hospital belonging to Phaeton in my Q.M’s charge and they both fell in on the Quarter Deck of the Tamar, and were reported to the Doctor who asked if the lunatic was quiet. The Sick Bay man said “Yes. Oh then send him down with the other lunatics.” So up came the S.B. man and selecting my old Q.M. as the lunatic sent him below, the real fellow going off free.

After 24 hrs my old Q.M. gathered his senses together and asked to see the Captain, that he might be let out from the lunatics. Of course there was quite a sensation when they found the real lunatic had been wandering about amongst the people, but they soon secured him.

Yesterday, Sunday, I attended service at Presbyterian Church, and heard a very good sermon from Mr Wisely. Spent the day at Sherrards and Boyds; two of the nicest families here.

1890

DEPART MALTA

6 January - Monday

I left Malta last Thursday on the tail end of a heavy blow, and, consequently for the first 48 hours pitched into a very nasty head sea, making us all sea sick. On Saturday, the sea went down, and I commenced a passage trial, averaging 9 knots, and this forenoon, I went full speed, making 115 knots. But as the Chief Engineer Mr Mullinger is ill (kidneys) and two out of my three leading stokers knocked up by debility, I did not continue the trial more than a few hours.

I am to remain at Alexandria as Senior Officer, and if the Admiralty allow me to draw the extra command money it will be a great help to me with the many claims on my purse.

AT ALEXANDRIA

11 January - Saturday

Yesterday, was dear E.D’s birthday.

I start on Monday for Port Said, via Cairo, to meet Mr Attard, the Clerk of Works from Malta, and have a look at the Dutch House together. I had intended going round in the ship, but having Chief Engineer and 1st Lieut in list, besides 20 other men, with this Catarrh, I have decided to go round by train. A long journey. I am strongly of opinion that the Admiralty should hold on to their property at Port Paid, as I am certain that bye and bye a railway will be run to Port Said, and some of the Alexandria trade will be diverted to that place. Sir Ch Cookson, Consul here and the Consul at Port Said, think my views are right.

12 January - Sunday

Not feeling very well today, rather lonely. The effect of this epidemic of influenza was seen in church this forenoon, the singing being very poor, so many being hoarse.

13 January - Monday

I left Alexandria this morning at 9.15 and arrived at Cairo 12.45, driving to the Hotel d’Angleterre and there taking up my abode. I strolled through the Muirki and into the Bazaars and soon found myself chattering with some Jews. One intelligent looking fellow, quite young, in his telling me he was a Jew and my saying how proud he should be of it, said; “I know it, but, why should I be now?”

We had a long and interesting talk together and it ended up on his telling me that he could read the Hebrew Scriptures but did not understand them, that he would read an English bible, if I gave him one. So, I trotted back and soon got him one, writing his name in it.

I then called on Sir Evelyn Baring and we had a long chat together. More especially with regard to the Dutch House at Port Said, and the value of it in war time and also its prospective value bye and bye, when the Railway goes there. I also urged on him the desirability of the Suakin ship remaining at Suez during the hot weather. On his saying he would get me a ticket for Khedive’s Ball, I thanked him and said; “I’d sooner go to bed.” He laughed. His upper part of face, reminds one strongly of the pictures seen of Bismarck.

14 January - Tuesday

Left this morning at 9 am. Arrived at Ismailia 2 pm where I took the Port Boat. Passing the Euphrates in the Canal, I recognized Yonge, the 1st Lieut, and we exchanged greetings. Rollman, Capt-Lieut of Irene was my companion from Cairo, a very interesting companion.

I went to Hotel Continental, having seen Mr Attard, Clerk of Works (Malta), and dined, went on board Landrail and had a yarn with Crofton.

15 January - Wednesday

Most of the day busy with Mr Attard at Dutch House. Paid visits to Burrell the Consul and the Royles and dined with Crofton. The Sailor’s Rest and Welcome doing well. Mr Attard today told me, that a lady, Mrs Watson, on his going away, desired him to remember her to me. My old friend E. G. (Elnith) Curzon, whom I wanted to marry. Lord Teynham’s sister.

16 January - Thursday

I left Port Said this morning, and after a tedious journey, arrived at Cairo 6 pm. On arriving at Hotel found a lot of letters. Bertie just from The Elms, I do not think Lady Hall has much kindly thoughts in little things.

I was in Cooks office making arrangements about some trips, and was talking of John Cook being, I understand, a great Total Abstainer, when he walked in. I introduced myself, he knew father very well, and, we had a chat together, ending by his asking me to go on a trip with some Swedish Officers on Monday at Sakhara, which I accepted. Tomorrow - D.V. - I go with the Blomfields and Miss Ker to the Pyramids.

17 January - Friday

I have been to the top and in the bowels of the great Pyramid and inspected the Sphinx and Tombs around. I found the ascent of the pyramid took a longer time than I anticipated. There is no use my writing a long description, suffice it to say that it exceeded my anticipations, in its magnitude, and the skill that planned and built it. It is certainly worthy of being called one of the seven wonders of the world.

I lunched at the Mena Hotel. Everything there is done in first rate style. Mrs Locke King, I understand, supervising everything in order to amuse herself. I should hardly think it can pay. A four-in-hand goes out daily, 10/6 double fare.

I met Mr John Cook in his office yesterday evening, and on getting into conversation with him, and introducing myself (he knew my father well, being a TA), he asked me to come on Monday and join a party of Swedish Officers he is taking out to Sakhara and also asked me to dinner tomorrow night at Shepherds.

18 January - Saturday

Received a telegram this morning from ship, saying “Dingy upset last night - Walkey, AB, missing, am writing.” It blew very hard yesterday, and, I am afraid there must have been a sea on at Alexandria. Dingy sent in for liberty men instead of Gig. It is very sad, our first death. I shall return as soon as the body is found.

This forenoon walked to the Citadel, and saw Mahomet Ali’s Mosque, built of Alabaster. It is certainly very striking, especially inside. The view from Citadel is very good.

Paid a visit to the Museum at Ghizeh. Full of interesting things but, I felt much was lost to me through there being no catalogue to explain things.

Old Bertie writes me he finds the cooking very inferior at Stanford Road. I quite agree with him, but what is to be done?

19 January - Sunday

Attended service at All Saints Church, heard the Bishop of Jerusalem (Blyth) preach. Disappointed at the matter of it, something lacking. Everyone must have gone away, well pleased with themselves.

Had 5 o’c tea at Miss Ker’s cousins, meeting Miss Ker there. Attended service at the American mission (heard a very good sermon) Made Mr and Mrs Gowan’s acquaintance - a very worthy Christian couple, also Miss Arthurs.

20 January - Monday

This morning at 10 am I found myself on board the steamer at Ras el Nil Bridge, meeting Mr and Mrs Cook and the Misses Cook, and a large party of Swedish Officers and military men, and ladies including Countess Lindberg, Swedish Consul General’s wife, and Capt. Von Horn of Sveja.

We left almost at once and steamed up the Nile, and most interesting and novel it was to me. So utterly unlike anything I had seen before, the Dahabeeyahs looking so picturesque with their fine lateen sails, some of the main yards being 140 ft long, - longer than the boat.

After steaming 15 miles up the river. We landed and mounted on donkeys, and rode out to Sakhara, visiting the Itep pyramid and Ti’s tomb and Oona’s Tomb. These tombs being most interesting the rooms covered with sculptures, some coloured, but there is no use entering into a long description. It simply struck me as something marvellously interesting and taking me back 4000 years.

You saw the daily lives and occupations of the Egyptians of Moses’s time. Mr Cooke did the whole thing very well and in the evening we dined with Mrs Cook and the two girls at Shepherds. Very nice people I found them. I thoroughly enjoyed my day and had a most interesting chat with Mr Nelson, one of Stanley’s party.

21 January - Tuesday

Met my friend the Jew, Isaac Ben-Tacar of the Turkish Bazaar, had a chat with him. He told me he intended to send me a present, I begged him not to. Returned to my ship at 8 pm having been away eight days.

22 January - Wednesday

Enquired into poor Walkey’s death.

26 January - Sunday

It has been blowing very hard from the Westward and the North West since yesterday, with much rain. Paid a few calls on Friday, with Mrs Blomfield.

28 January - Tuesday

H. Walkey’s body was picked up this morning by a boatman, and we buried him this afternoon, a large number of men attending. A long weary walk, through very dirty streets, and thick mud outside the gate (Rosetta). Quite did up our men. I suppose they walked 8 miles over slippery ground. Mr Lethbridge, Chaplain of the Forces, performed the service and thus we consigned the poor casket of Walkey to the Earth. I trust that his spirit is now dwelling in the presence of the Lord Jesus.

10 pm. Pulled ashore in my galley and walked up to Sailors’ Home and held an informal meeting of the Merchant Seamen there. About 15 came in and four of my boat’s crews. The Lord gave me wisdom to say a few words to them - no one being able to play Harmonium, I had to do it, and found the pedals very stiff. Feel tired after the long tramp today.

1 February - Saturday

Last night, I had Mon. Gerard (French Consul), Sir Ch. Cookson (English Consul) and Admiral Blomfield with two of my own Officers to dinner, and lighted up the cabin with the Electric Light. Everything went off very well. Dinner most excellent, and they all thanked me for a very pleasant evening. It was pleasant having them to dinner, but I am glad it is over.

I find it difficult to know the exact line to take, going out to dinners, but I am sure looking for guidance in all sincerity and earnestness, one will be led in the right way, but, for myself, I am sure the less I go out, the better for me. It unsettles me and I’ve determined to avoid it, as much as I can, for seeking first the Kingdom of Heaven, it is not helpful mixing much with those engrossed with the pleasure of this life - and, I’ve too much at stake to lightly injure my spiritual life.

I see that if one remains in high official positions a certain amount of Entertaining must be done and one must go out at times, as I very nearly caused offence not going to the French Ball. What am I to do? I can only just tell Jesus everything, knowing he will guide me.

2 February - Sunday

Had service in my cabin this morning, and spoke a few words in that verse. “Ask and it shall be given you ye men most attentive”, and I pray the word may have gone home to someone. Last night, I dined at Admiral Blomfield’s, a large party after which, music and recitations, all very good.

I managed to snatch a few minutes conversation with the Bishop of Jerusalem (Blyth), regarding Palestine, and he told me, that there was no doubt, of late years, more rain had descended on Palestine and that numbers of the Jews were returning there. He said the Rothschilds had wished to buy it up, acre by acre, but the Turks had refused saying, “It was God’s land, and they were taking care of it.” Of course an answer given for diplomatic reasons, but, still a remarkable one.

I took Miss Ker into dinner and had a few minutes of most deep spiritual talk. She told me her mother’s father had turned RC from being a clergyman, and that her mother had since become one; and that last summer a Dominican priest had tried to pervert her.

5 February - Wednesday

Yesterday the ship was crowded with ladies, ostensibly to see a sailing race between our boats and Mahroussa and Port Boats, but it fell a flat calm. So a pulling race was improvised for the occasion. I had Mrs Blomfield, Miss Ker, Mrs Middlemass and others off.

Went today for a donkey ride along the banks of canal and then to Club to see telegrams, and on board to my solitary dinner and lonely evening.

9 February - Sunday

Went with Mrs Blomfield to the German Hospital and made the acquaintance of the sisters and spoke to some of the seamen. Attended the meeting at Sailor’s Rest. Mr Keen gave a very good address and I spoke a few words.

Yesterday, played tennis with Admiral Blomfield and then called on the Joghels [?].

10 February - Monday

To tea at Mrs Blomfield’s and met a good number of people there, collected to hear Signor Furlani play on the piano, which he did very well, and the daughter of the Swedish Judge sang very well.

13 February - Thursday

The Admiral and I went for a long walk out to the fine gardens of Sir John Antoniadis. Met him out there.

After dinner to the Soldiers and Sailors’ Institute, where our men under Mr Mullinger’s guidance gave a very successful entertainment. Everything going off very well.

14 February - Friday

To the German Hospital and had a yarn with the men there.

16 February - Sunday

Yesterday a donkey ride to Mex with the Blomfields, Miss Ker, Inglefield and the governess, Miss Black, and we had great fun. Miss Ker not being very strong, we had to go a trifle slow, she is a very nice girl.

18 February - Tuesday

Yesterday, I rode out on a donkey, to Mex, Miss Ker also, and saw un pauvre Italian. Busy writing letters - soliciting money for the Sailor’s Rest at Port Said.

Last Sunday, Mr Barron, a converted Jew, spoke at the Institute, and one was much edified and much instructed by what he said. He and Dr Dickson lunched with me on Saturday last.

20 February - Thursday

Attended the reception (afternoon) of the Suffolk Regiment and dined with the Blomfields, afterwards escorting Mrs B and Miss Ker to Signor Furlani’s concert. He certainly plays very well indeed, especially staccato pieces.

21 February - Friday

Paid a visit to the Russian officers, to thank them for giving me a passage off to my ship last night in their Steam Boat; then to Mahroussa, to borrow the Khedive’s band for Mrs Blomfield’s party on Tuesday; then to the station to meet the Misses Hunters from Cairo, saw them on to the S.S. Pera for Malta, and then to Mex on a donkey, accompanied by Inglefield, Miss Ker, Miss Black and the Blomfields. My galley brought Oliver and the tea things, so we had 5 o’c tea there. Dined as Hon. Member in the W.R.

24 February - Monday

Yesterday, I had a busy and pleasant day. My own service on board in the forenoon. A visit to Perkins St at Ras-el-Tin Hospital, a nice talk on 23rd Psalm. Then on to the German Hospital and a chat with the English sailors in the accident ward; then to 5 o’c tea with the Lethbridges, (Chaplain to Forces) and another light refreshment at 7 o’c at Institute, after the 6 pm service at church. Then service again at Institute, and Holy Communion at 8.30 pm at Institute, and on board by 9.30 pm.

Drilled this morning, men did very well knowing their stations. Dined quietly with the Blomfields.

25 February - Tuesday

Went to Mrs Blomfield’s At Home, then at 7 pm escorted Mrs B, Miss Ker out to Ramleh, as we were all dining with Mrs Peel. A party of 14. I took in Mrs Peel and sat next to Miss Ker. Did not get on board until after midnight.

DEPART ALEXANDRIA

26 February - Wednesday

Sailed this morning for Port Said, knocking about a good deal.

27 February - Thursday

Firing all day and under sail this evening, tacking and wearing.

ARRIVE PORT SAID

2 March - Sunday

Arrived here on Friday, a hot sirocco blowing. Very trying and found here the Albacore and Cockchafer. Feeling very seedy. Eyes and nose much inflamed.

Yesterday the Orion and Espoir came through Canal. Saw Ian Bruce and Prothero, the latter and Scullard dined with me, also Inglefield. Been very busy arranging matters at the Sailor’s Rest and hope done everything satisfactorily. This morning marched the men to church found it full, so came back, no service. Orion sailed this morning.

10 pm. A very pleasant meeting at The Rest, between 30 and 40 men present. I am leaving this place having been much blessed in settling matters regarding The Rest.

DEPART PORT SAID

3 March - Monday

Left Port Said this morning and after firing with large and small guns, made sail to a nice breeze from the Northward, stopping the Engines.

ARRIVE ALEXANDRIA

4 March - Tuesday

Arrived at Alexandria.

6 March - Thursday

Laid up with a bad cold.

8 March - Saturday

Paid a lot of visits to Ramleh, and asked the three little Miss Peels to tea on Monday.

Last night I took the Bible Class at the Soldiers’ Institute.

Had a letter from my step-mother which much rejoiced me, telling me of her spiritual difficulties and desires. Wrote her a long one back, which I pray may help her.

10 March - Monday

Last night I spoke at the Institute. Determined not to take another meeting, I cannot speak against time, it does me harm.

This afternoon, I had the three little Peel girls and little Blomfield off to tea, taking them for a sail on board Mahsonoah, the Khedives yacht. The Band played Lancers for us.

I have received £15 as yet for the Sailors’ Rest at Port Said.

12 March - Wednesday

Yesterday was my dear father’s birthday. Four years ago I sent him a telegram congratulating him on his having received a G.S.P, which dear man he only held three months, and gave the first quarter away to the fund for Mr Bradford’s Chapel.

Heard from Bertie today and hope he will get the Handy, Experimental tender to the Excellent.

Ordered to refund the 18/- a day I have been drawing.

15 March - Saturday

Dear Bertie’s birthday, 28 this day.

Last night, I look the Bible Class at Institute, and we talked over the Parable of the Sower.

Much searching of the heart on my return to the ship and earnest prayer to God for guidance, and an undivided heart to serve Him and Him alone.

16 March - Sunday

Ker and his sister came off to the service, and I thank God I had written, as it happened, a very appropriate little sermon; and I heard and believe it stirred up one heart at least.

Ker stayed to lunch and we had some nice chats together and then we went up to Ras-el-Tin Hospital, and had a chat with Corporal Clarke, who talked quite sanely, but complained very much of his head and [no one?] knows what is the matter with him. I was sorry to see his eyes had such a startled appearance.

I on board, and then to the German Hospital and saw some of my friends (old ones) and had a long yarn with two new ones; Ch. Engineer and Mate of a steamer. The former told me though many years at sea, he had never come across a Christian officer; (perhaps some were, but Nicodemus, like I was for years). I pray for humility, less self consciousness, and a deeper conviction of my utter helplessness and unworthiness and simpleness, and also of Christ’s love to me.

Evening service at the Church and back to tea on board

18 March - Tuesday

Yesterday I paid Mrs Coles a visit and sitting in the verandah, got a cold.

This afternoon at 3 pm a party of about 20 ladies and men started on donkeys for Mex, which place we reached at 4.30 and had tea in the Blomfield’s House, which was provided by myself, Inglefield and Hogg. We got back at 6.30 pm. Everyone having enjoyed themselves very much. I dined with the Blomfields quietly, and on board early having my cold on me.

19 March - Wednesday

Letters from E.D. and Lel, suggesting that by and bye they should study more, with the object by and bye of earning their own livelihood. Had a long and interesting visit from Mr Rudolph, Missionary, and received £20 by the mail from Sam Smith MP for Sailor’s Rest, Port Said.

20 March - Thursday

Dined last night with Dr Gore at the Khedivial Club meeting Sir William Buller, Mr Caillard, Dr Mackay and others. Got very tired and slipped away at 11.30 pm.

This morning heard from the Admiral that Carysfort was going to relieve me here.

I also had a long letter from Francie who is anxious to have one of the girls permanently with her to teach Mickey in the morning, and the other, E.D. I presume, to study music. Asking me to decide.

I am greatly perplexed and know not what to do. On the one hand, meeting Francie’s wishes, for she and Ted have been so kind, and also of course Lel having practically no expenses, could help E.D. much. Also the two girls being so buried in lodgings. On the other hand, they are so very happy, it forms a home for all of us, and for Buz, Bertie and self. Also it separates the girls who are so attached to each other and Lel I am afraid will find it a great spiritual hindrance living in Eaton Place.

I am severely perplexed and cast-down.

23 March - Sunday

Had a very pleasant morning service. Then after lunch to Hospitals, much cheered and strengthened by seeing and talking to the patients. Paid a visit to the two Bible Women, Miss Higgins and Miss Johnson. Found an interesting Bible Class going on in Italian, and several present who had come in from curiosity under conviction It was a novelty to hear Moody and Sankey’s Hymns sung in Italian. Attended service at Presbyterian Church. Mr Kean preached well, but delivery much too slow. Then on to Institute and after having some refreshment, to the service to hear Mr Judd speak. He spoke straight to the point and then on board.

Had a severe mental struggle this morning. The struggle is hard.

27 March - Thursday

Yesterday, Fearless came in, remaining until 5 pm. Brenton and I had the pleasure of meeting and talking over the Port Said Sailors’ Rest. We decided on building, if we can raise the money. Brenton tells me Burnell the Flag Captain is very rude to Commanders. Admiral wrote me Scout & Surpise are coming in on the 6th approx, to meet the Prince.

Did not go to the Suffolk Ball, as I did not feel called upon to go.

Heard from Bertie, who tells me he does not agree with Francie’s plan of separating the girls.

28 March - Friday

Yesterday afternoon, I had Miss Higgins and Miss Johnson off to tea, two Bible women working in the Greek Attarin. They enjoyed it very much. In the evening, attended the concert given at the Institute by our men, it dragged rather.

On coming off, found E.D’s letter saying she thought of going to Brussels for music, if the home is to be broken up. I have left it to them, though I shall be very sorry at the two girls being separated. Heard from Bertie this afternoon, he is going out in June to Raleigh, flagship on the Cape Station.

It is long since I have felt so low and depressed, such a wanderer, and no home.

30 March - Sunday

A great sense of loneliness and weariness of the soul, sometimes over me at times. I’ve had so much sorrow of the heart during the last fifteen years. I only get relief by taking it to Jesus, and casting my burden on him. I am afraid it is settled our little home is to be broken up.

This forenoon, the Blomfields, Miss Ker and Miss Black, came off to church.

Last night I dined at the Blomfields, to meet the General Sir William Butler, we sat at the table until nearly 11 o’c.

I took in Miss Ker and we had a very nice conversation at dinner. She is only 23.

31 March - Monday

My two friends left for Cairo this afternoon at 4.15. It leaves a blank here. She is certainly the nicest girl I have met for a long time, as true as steel, and very straight. I prize the privilege of being numbered amongst her friends and her brother also is a high principled fellow.

2 April - Wednesday

Mails from England. Bertie now thinks it a good thing, Lel going to Francie and E.D. abroad as they both think it not a bad idea for a year. I trust it is for the best, but one regrets breaking up one’s home very much.

Last Saturday, the M.M. Mail steamer came in from Port Said, with Miss Hogg on board (I followed the steamer in, as I had been out firing the night before with Ker as my guest). I had to go on board and explain to Miss Hogg, that her brother had gone to Port Said to meet her, a long 20 hr journey and he could not get back until that evening. It was great disappointment not seeing each other after two year’s separation.

Sunday next, I expect Scout, and Surprise in.

Dine tonight at Blomfields to meet Sir Colin Scott Moncrieff, to whom I was introduced this morning. The ship under Inglefield’s superintendence is beginning to look very smart.

Heard from Taylor today, that C.H. is going to be closed until the Autumn, the Reading Room being kept open.

4 April - Good Friday

Yesterday, a party of us went out in Tug to look at the new Dredger; Morice Pasha, Admiral Blomfield, Artin Pasha, Sir Colin Moncrieff and self.

I had some very interesting conversations with Sir Colin, who really has been the saviour of Egypt. He told me that Lord Dufferin told him, when he first came to Egypt, that we did not intend to clear out, though at the same time he was saying just the opposite. More shame to Lord D. If we had told the truth then, we should have saved ourselves much trouble. W. E. Forster told Sir Colin, that the worst of Lord Randolph Churchill was that he told a lie, and did not mind being found out.

Heard from Malta, that Carysfort relieves me here about the 15th or 16th and I move on to Port Said.

6 April - Sunday

HMS Scout came in, whilst I was ashore taking Holy Communion with some of my men. Took Battenberg ashore to call on Officials, and dined with him, as he had counted a good deal on my doing so.

7 April - Monday

Surprise came in, took Battenberg and Tillard to call on the Governor, and at 4 pm we all went up to Cairo and put up at the Continental. The best I think in Cairo.

8 April - Tuesday

Saw Miss Ker for an half an hour.

Called on Sir Evelyn Baring, presented to the Prince Edward. Had a chat with him and then a long talk with Sir Evelyn on the ship being stationed at Suez instead at Suakin during the hot months. On to Generals Dormer and Grenfell on the same subject, and got them all to agree and they have all promised to take the initiative, so it ought to be all right.

Had a long interview with the Kers, they had tea and dinner with me at the Hotel Royal.

9 April - Wednesday

Interviewed my Jew friend in the Bazaar and had a look round the shops. To lunch at the Hotel and tea with the Kers. I think them both fine characters and like them both very much and am [8 semaphore signs which appear to read very fond of Olga].

Dined with the Dormers and home tired to bed.

10 April - Thursday

Left Cairo this morning and on board by 1.30 pm and to Athletic sports this afternoon of which I am patron and have promised £2.2, which I can ill afford.

13 April - Sunday

Battenberg lunched with me in afternoon and 5 o’c tea with the Peels. Attending evening service at Mr Kean’s, drove down with Sisters Burke and Keer and on board.

14 April - Monday

Tillard of Surprise very seedy from fever and pleurisy.

Paid him a visit and found him weak.

To Ramleh with Battenberg, paying a visit to Morice Pasha. In the evening Battenberg and Inglefield dined with me.

15 April - Tuesday

Tillard feeling still very seedy, but fever has left him. Prince Edward came down at 1.30 pm from Cairo, I met him at the Arsenal and saw him into the boat. The Khedive’s Barge, taking him off. Afterwards lunched on board Scout meeting him there. He is looking, to my mind very seedy, and Evelyn Baring who was down told me that yesterday he got quite knocked up.

Is evidently delicate and if he was not a Royal Prince, would be called stupid. He wears enormous large dog collars and has a very long neck.

The ships went out at 5 pm. Scout flying the Royal Standard, no salutes. We had a lot of ladies on board to tea.

Sir Evelyn Baring told me, he had telegraphed to Foreign Office, that a ship was not required at Suakin during the hot months and was very nice about it. It is a great boon if we are not sent down, I shall be most thankful.

DEPART ALEXANDRIA

18 April - Friday

The Carysfort arrived yesterday and I started this morning at 5 am for Port Said, making sail at 6 am. Dined last night with Captain Pringle.

Had a long and interesting letter from my friend Olga.

ARRIVE PORT SAID

22 April - Tuesday

Had a pleasant passage round to Port Said, sailing most of the way and found Albacore in besides three Spaniards, the French Seignelay and Russian Vladimir Monomakh.

On Sunday Evening, attended the evening meeting at the Sailor’s Rest and gave a short address. A great number of merchantmen present.

Heard from the Admiral, a very nice letter. He does not intend to send me to the Red Sea yet-a-while, I am glad to say.

Yesterday I left and employed the day carrying out steam trials, a tiring business. Today, I weighed under sail this morning and carried out the big gun firing this forenoon and intend, D.V., to go into Port Said this evening.

23 April - Wednesday

Received mails from England, only 4¾ days from London. Colonel Trotter late Military Attaché at Constantinople and recently appointed Consul General at Beyrout brought a letter from Admiral asking me to take him to Beyrout, if I could.

DEPART PORT SAID

24 April - Thursday

Started this morning with Colonel Trotter on board for Beyrout.

On Wednesday last much troubled at hearing from Miss Ker, of her brother St John being in Hospital with small pox.

It appears that he had been ill from Thursday until Sunday, before the disease was diagnosed, and Miss Ker thought she was going to get it too, as she had been nursing him and felt very unwell.

I think her youngest cousin treated her shamefully, poor girl, now she is living alone in the lodgings for fear of giving infection to her friends and relatives.

Heard from Bertie and E.D. of its being practically settled that E.D. was going to the Revd I. Jenkin, 74 Rue de Stassart, Brussels.

Bertie left in the Union Steamer Moor for the Cape on Thursday 17th inst, in order to join the Raleigh.

AT BEYROUT

26 April - Saturday

Steaming slowly back to Port Said, having disembarked Colonel Trotter this forenoon. I lunched with him on shore and met the Vice Consul Eyres, who knows Bertie very well. Afterwards I went out to the American Mission and saw Drs Post and Bliss with their wives. Saw a lawn tennis match between two English and two Americans, the latter beat a very close match, one of the English had a leg bandaged up.

Up at 7 pm.

RETURN PORT SAID

28 April - Monday

Arrived at Port Said this morning.

29 April - Tuesday

Yesterday afternoon Mr Mullinger, Ch Engineer, asked me leave and took a small Hand Bag away with him, saying he was dining out. Not turning up this morning, the 1st Lieut reported his absence. I had the town searched and the Colliers at 4 pm, but this evening Col Harington found out he had left at 2 pm in the Steamer Marian bound to Constantinople, so I wired to the Admiral.

Saturday. Wired last night to S.N.O. Constantinople regarding Mullinger. Received a telegram from Malta this morning saying Mullinger had been arrested this morning so am afraid I shall have to go to Malta to try him by CM.

Much surprised at finding from Harington on Wednesday, that Mullinger had been in a gambling Saloon up to 6 am with young de Glanville, belonging to the B & F Bible Society. Last night de Glanville came off and begged me not to say anything to Mr Wheatley about it. A most painful interview. I am undecided.

It appears Mullinger has been swindling people for some time past, not sparing even the nursing sisters at Alexandria. A most plausible scoundrel.

Dined last night with the Royles, long. Did not get away until 11.30 pm very tired.

7 May - Wednesday

Am busy looking after the Dutch House. I shall not be sorry to have a cruise by and bye and see some other places.

9 May - Friday

Oliver, after laying ill in my cabin a couple of days, went to Lady Strangford’s Hospital last Wednesday, with a bad attack of intermittent fever.

Yesterday we had our Athelete Sports, which went off very well. I gave £2 toward them.

Have made the acquaintance of a Mr Lazareth a Jew, at the Hospital. He was landed from the P&O, dangerously ill from Haemorrhage. Have had several very interesting chats with him.

Been seedy today, my eyes trouble me very much. I get low at times. Such a struggle to keep one’s head above water financially.

Had a very pleasant Bible Reading at the Admiralty house last night.

Suffering from toothache, so must go to Cairo and have it stopped on my way back from Suez, to which place I am going on Monday to examine a steam launch for Government.

Have such nice letters from Olga Ker.

16 May - Friday

Kantara on Canal. A Red Letter Day to me and the beginning of other hopes and responsibilities and I pray God much happiness.

This morning on my way to the Station, I called at Moharen Bey Duprey and found Olga Ker (O.K) up. Gave her my B-[?] and going away told her what I intended doing. Last saw her bright face and salutation from the balcony of the house.

In train after leaving Cairo engaged in very earnest prayer to the blessed Lord Jesus for guidance, and for help and strength for myself and dear one, and do pray I may leave myself in His loving Hands.

17 May - Saturday

Scene yesterday morning is still imprinted on my mind, that sweet loving figure on the balcony, waving a kiss. I fancied her eyes were full of love,

What a long time I have been trying to conceal from myself how very fond of her I was, and yet not concealing it so much as trying to put it away, but ever fruitlessly, for fear she would not have me, and also that my views might not suit her. Then seeing my way clear to coming forward, having the privilege of helping my loving sisters.

She is as true as steel, a loving heart, clever, but so humble and self deprecating to herself, so honest. I admired her so much.

When talking of spiritual matters she was so straightforward about it all. I pray she may be blessed in her seeking and helped by our dear Lord.

For months I have thought of her. At Alexandria how I loved, yet dreaded meeting her. I thought it could never be. She never thought what my apparent indifference and avoidance of her at times cost me in mental struggles.

From the first moment I saw her, I liked her. How well I remember Crofton telling me I should lose my heart to her, she was so fascinating and I laughed and said I was case hardened.

On Monday last I went to Suez in the Steam launch, the Indian Government is trying to sell the Admiralty. Wired my approval.

On Tuesday went to Cairo and at the Hospital found St John Ker going on well. Spent the evening with Mrs Ker and Olga Ker.

Wednesday paid Waller Bey, my dentist, a visit and that afternoon Mrs Ker, Olga Ker and I drove out to the Mena Hotel and dined there, first having a look at the Sphinx.

Next morning at 5 am we mounted donkeys and saw the sun throwing its rising rays on the face of Sphinx. I took Olga Ker into the Centre of the Pyramid, and we spent the rest of the day in the Hotel, driving back at 6 pm, and having a scratch meal at their rooms, the Maison Du Bray Bey.

Next morning, i.e. yesterday morning, called on my way to the station and at 7 am had two cups of tea from Olga Ker, feeling very heavy at heart.

Said goodbye to her, kissing her dear hand, telling her, half afraid of doing so, that I intended trying to win her a