ADMIRALTY

(Whitehall, London)

1902: On leave at The Elms and Quinton Castle - Joined by family - To Admiralty - Search for accommodation - Death of Rose Ker - Movements of family - Accommodation difficulties. 1903: E. Coast tour - S. Coast tour - Drinking habits of C in C Med. - Olga in Switzerland - Meets Robbie in Paris - Leave in Switzerland - Visit from Nini - Naval gossip - Olga returns - Olga not well. 1904: Dick and Nini Ker - Tour of Ireland - Rejects appointment to RNC Greenwich - Dinner Savage Club - Meets Battenberg family in park - Promoted Rear Admiral - Birth of Madge - Family to Ireland - Leaves Admiralty.

1902

IN LONDON

10 June - Tuesday

Saw Fawkes who told me, that I would succeed Norcock. No chance of getting anything before. Saw Angus MacLeod, D.N.O, who has been sorely tried by domestic trouble, then visited Birch and thanked him for helping me with Hoare. Admiral Durnford noted Hoare’s name for me.

Met Sir John Fisher, the first to congratulate him on taking his seat as 2nd Sea Lord. Had a long yarn with Lord Walter Kerr. Lunched with the Jacksons. Met Poë at the Club. He told me that there would be no promotion by selection from the Captain’s list.

Dined at 60 Eaton Place and so finished a busy day.

AT THE ELMS

12 June - Thursday

Came down to The Elms. Taylor not at all well. Edmund Rich arrived, now a Lieut in the R.E. of 7 years standing. Miss Williams staying here. Raining, cold and raw neuralgia in the side.

13 June - Friday

Called at 4 pm to ask after Taylor, he was better, but, not able to see me. At 6 pm he died suddenly. I went down and had a talk with his sister, Mrs Palmer.

15 June - Sunday

An excellent service from the Rev’d Vashon Baker at St Ann’s and my thoughts went back 16 years ago, when Taylor preached the funeral sermon on my dear father.

Sir John Fisher writes that I should see Lord Selborne, so am going up next week.

17 June - Tuesday

Taylor buried, a beautiful reverent and peaceful funeral, grave lined with flowers. Hymns sung round the grave by the combined Choirs of St Ann’s and St Michael.

18 June - Wednesday

To town and saw Lord Selborne who asked me a lot about Destroyers. Had lunch and tea with Francie, who told me the great grandmother of our great grandmother was a daughter of Van Dyke. She has a lot of Forman relics, one a glove that has been in the family for 300 years.

Olga writes that little Loui has a slight bronchial attack. I wish I was with them.

19 June - Thursday

Heard from Olga. Dr Peronoi says that there is a slight knotting of the intestines, that gives her the pain in the side, cannot but feel a little anxious.

Biked into Loughborough with a letter for Olga.

20 June - Friday

Heard from Olga that Loui had a mild attack of Whooping cough. Received a telegram from Olga that visit to Dufour postponed.

21 June - Saturday

Telegraphed to Olga, heard that Loui was alright.

Biked 9½ miles to vicinity of Nottingham and back.

22 June - Sunday

Douglas from Thrumpton preached funeral sermon at St Ann’s.

23 June - Monday

Biked to Thrumpton and had tea with Lady Byron.

24 June - Tuesday

Heard the news about the King’s illness. Do not feel sanguine about his recovery.

25 June - Wednesday

Biked into Loughborough with letter for Olga to go by early post.

26 June - Thursday

Heard from Olga of her interview with Bourget, the specialist. Feel somewhat uneasy, telegraphed to Olga.

29 June - Sunday

This day 1876 I lost the best of Mothers, a sweet woman and devoted Christian. How the time flies.

30 June - Monday

Nurse, Loui and Stevie started from Yverdon. Olga writes that Dr Dufour says Loui’s eyes are very good, but she must wear spectacles until she is 15.

2 July - Wednesday

Children arrived, having slept the night at St Pancras. Looking very well.

8 July - Tuesday

Corrected Stevie (a mistake on my part). I am very fond of the lad, too fond of him. Children enjoyed making hay last week and are very happy here. Charlotte very kind to them . Yesterday a feud of some 8 years was buried, by Charlotte going to tea at the Yearsleys.

11 July - Friday

Biked into Loughborough this morning. 7 miles each way and after dinner took a turn to Castle Donington, 5 miles off.

Have got about £50 towards the repairs of the Coffee House, which are now being carried out.

13 July - Sunday

Olga starts from Yverdon today. Had a very good address from Mr Gill, both in the forenoon and afternoon. Walked down to the Soar with Stevie in the evening.

14 July - Monday

Heard from Olga, and feel very uneasy at the accounts she gives herself. Have packed ready for a start in case telegraph is not favourable and she is delayed coming over.

Later Stevie had a most merciful escape from being killed this afternoon. While at the Station, Mrs Yearsley’s pony taking fright, suddenly backed into the palings and our carriage, which was also trying to get out the way. Stevie nearly got jammed between the two, and only by being very sharp, escaped his head being crushed by the cart against the palings.

The driver of the Bus there, said it was a very close escape. Most thankful to God for his merciful preservation of the lad. Stevie on his return thanked God. At 8 pm heard from Olga that she was delayed until Wednesday.

16 July - Wednesday

A telegram from Olga that she starts for certain on Friday. Sent last night in reply to one of mine.

Biked out to call on Mrs Foley, staying with Mrs Benney, some five miles beyond Loughborough. Had tea with the Martins, where she had gone, and made the acquaintance of Miss Foley a nice girl. Biked back in an hour and ten minutes, the 11½ miles, roads very dusty. Sophy here.

21 July - Monday

Olga arrived last Saturday, from Lausanne, where she has been under Dr Bourget. She is not at all well I am sorry to say.

This day ten years ago, Olga and I paid a visit to The Elms, just after our marriage.

28 July - Monday

Still at The Elms. Olga better. Country very delightful.

29 July - Tuesday

Biked out to Beaumanor, Mrs Perry Herrick’s, some 3 miles beyond Loughborough. Found her out, and on my return home found I had lost my silver pencil case in the Park and got wet in the bargain, through the rain.

30 July - Wednesday

Took the train to Loughborough and then biked to Beaumanor Park. Had a look for my pencil case, could not find it, then went on and called on Mrs Perry Herrick, and had a long yarn with her. She was having a C.E.T.S. fête in her grounds.

I could not stay, but had to go on to a large party given by Mr and Mrs Hayward of Quorn in the village Hall. Dancing and croquet. Met Mrs xx, a cousin of Commander Vaughan Lee, her brother being Lieut Sells in the Caesar.

My appointment to the Reserves in today’s paper.

VISIT BUXTON HYDRO

11 August - Monday

The Peak Hydro, Buxton. Came here with Olga last Friday week, to take the Bath, and drink the water. There are a large number of persons in the Hydro, a mixed lot, some very nice, however, as there are spacious sitting rooms and a very large concert and ball room and meals are at separate tables, one can intermingle or not just as one wishes.

General and Mrs Lane are here, cousins of our friends the Lanes at Malta. Olga better than she has been for months. It is very cold, wet, and disagreeable here. Mr and Mrs Beaumont, two very good professional singers, are here and constantly getting up Concerts.

Today Baldie is 34 years of age.

14 August - Thursday

My 52 birthday spent at Peak Hydro, Buxton, in company with my beloved wife. Feeling very well.

Heard from Custance that my remarks on Battleship speed are being printed in conjunction with May’s criticisms on them.

Wrote Battenberg on the German peril, and Lambton asking him to approach the King regarding His Majesty authorizing his T.A. subjects, to drink his health in water.

AT THE ELMS

15 August - Friday

Olga returned to The Elms, Sutton Bonnington. She has benefited by her stay at Buxton.

16 August - Saturday

Met Colonel and Mrs Ruck in the Gardens. He is now at the War Office. Saw that man Johns who behaved so badly to Buz; did not make myself known to him.

This evening, The Waterman by Dibdin was acted at the Hydro. It was very pretty and most refreshing to hear the old sea songs again, The Jolly Young Waterman and Bay of Biscay. Mr Beaumont sang them very well, he has a beautiful tenor voice. He is principal tenor in the Carl Rosa Company. Mrs Beaumont sings under the name of Madame Adelaide Mullen.

Have accepted invitation to Miss Behrens’ marriage to Mrs Sassoon’s brother. It takes place onthe 30th September in the West End Synagogue. They are of the Reformed faith (Jewish). Mr Behrens engaged in trade in Manchester, is a cousin of the late Frank Behrens, who left Francie and Ted £50,000.

17 August - Sunday

An excellent service and sermon at Trinity Church; Rev Mr Green. Much enjoyed it.

21 August - Thursday

Went in a Char-a-Banc to the Cat and Fiddles Inn, some 1700 feet above the sea level. A very pleasant drive. Beresford writes in low state of mind and says he has been informed that he will not be employed again and is going to America next month.

22 August - Friday

Returned to The Elms.

23 August - Saturday

My beloved wife’s birthday - ever dearer to me.

AT QUINTON CASTLE, CO DOWN

31 August - Sunday

Quinton Castle, Portaferry. On Tuesday 26th, Nurse left us for good, after 9 ½ years service. Faithful service it has been, but it was time she left for many reasons.

On Wednesday 27th Olga, self and the two children left The Elms at 3.30 pm for Quinton, via Derby, Liverpool, and Belfast.

We picked up Pauline at Liverpool (daughter of Isabel Hawker, Olga’s cousin) and after a very pleasant passage across reached Belfast at 8 am on Thursday and eventually started from Newtownards in a Bus (which we had ordered previously) at 10 am and after a 20 mile drive, which took us 3 hours, reached Quinton and found Rose Ker, Nini and a Miss Hill staying there.

The place looks very pretty and most picturesque and is an ideal Summer residence.

Biked into Church and heard a very good sermon this morning.

1 September - Monday

Biked with Pauline into Portaferry House, to lunch at the Kennedys, then over the ferry and called on the De Ros. Found Lady de Ros sketching on the rocks, and then onto Castle Ward, and found a large party there, the Cosbys and others. Lord Bangor looking very well, and the same as ever.

4 September - Thursday

Crommelin biked over from Tubber with his nephew and niece to see Quinton. Olga rather better, the children very well. Quinton is very pretty and picturesque.

13 September - Saturday

The days go quietly along, biking, walking, talking and reading. Enjoy my stay all the more since Olga can bike along with me.

Last night at 9 pm helped to smoke out a bee hive. Yesterday afternoon, Olga and I biked down to the Coast Guard Cottage and visited the families. The women much pleased at seeing Olga.

I fear Stevie developing fast. I am sometimes anxious as to how he will turn out, so excitable, and imagines things, yet withal a very affectionate boy. It would break me down, if I saw a repetition in him, of all the cares I went through as a young man, but please God it will not be so. Lou a dear little thing. I pray she may be guided and taught to look to her Saviour, while of tender years.

17 September - Wednesday

Biked to Portaferry, and took the Coast Guard boat for the Sunbeam. A swinging tide running out, about 7 to 8 knots, and had some difficulty getting to Sunbeam. Lunched with the Brasseys, Lord and Lady Bangor, Miss Emily Ward, General Ward, Mrs Ward also there. Lord Brassey improves in appearance as years go on. Lady B rather plain, but pleasant. They have a nice little girl of about 7. After lunch we landed and walked through the Castle Ward gardens.

Brassey and I had a long talk over the Naval Reserves and we both agreed that the chief dependence for our Reserves must not be placed on the Mercantile Marine and we also agreed that the further Education of Mids in the Mercantile Marine should be assisted by the Admiralty, for those who were young, to be Reserve Officers.

20 September - Saturday

Flora, Miss Tippinge and Pauline left yesterday. The Kennedys came over, a party of six. Stevie sky-larking hurt himself somewhat.

22 September - Monday

About ten days ago Fawkes wrote and asked me whether I wished to take a G.S.P. at the end of the month, or wait about 10 months for an A.D.C., even then I should receive no pay. So considering all things, I selected the G.S.P, though if I had been well off I’d rather have taken the A.D.C.

D.V. I shall do with the first months G.S.P. as my dear father did and put the remainder by for Stevie’s schooling when on ½ pay as an Admiral.

It is time Stevie went to school. His mind is quite disorganised through lack of steady work and being under regular discipline.

23 September - Tuesday

Much capsized by reading of the death of Admiral Watson at Malta from pneumonia, after a few days of illness, poor Mrs Watson. How terrible these partings. May the day soon break in its glory, when parting will be no more.

We start tomorrow. Olga, Stevie and self leaving Lou behind to come over later. Raining hard all day. Children have given away their toys to the C. Guard children at Tara Hill. Jones the C. Guard in charge.

24 September - Wednesday

Left Quinton at 1.30 pm in company with Olga and Stevie. Poor little Lou crying reminded us of a little lamb bleating for its dam. After a 3 hours drive we arrived at Newtownards.

LONDON

26 September - Friday

Arrived at Liverpool yesterday morning. Olga and Stevie went on to London and I out at Derby to The Elms. Picked up my luggage at The Elms and on to London to our lodgings, 52 Hereford Road, Bayswater. All of us thoroughly tired out.

Had a nice letter from Lambton who had mentioned my wish to the King that he should make some public declaration regarding Total Abstinence drinking the King’s health in water. The King said he did not mind what it was drunk in, but does not see his way at present to making a public declaration on the matter.

28 September - Sunday

Busy yesterday with Olga, house hunting, and went over a very nice little house No 54 Brompton Square.

Heard a very good sermon both morning and evening from Rev. Mr Stuart, St Matthews Church, St Petersburgh Place, the Church my dear father and I used to go 26 years ago, when Archdeacon Hunter was there.

Called on the Andersons, found Lady Agnes in, and made the acquaintance of Dr Emerson.

29 September - Monday

Negotiating about 54 Brompton Square, I have a half fear that it may prove too much for us on ½ pay.

30 September - Tuesday

Too much premium required for No 54 Brompton Square.

Olga, Stevie left this morning at 11 am for Lausanne. May God bless the lad going out from his father’s roof into the world.

Dined with Francie at 60 Eaton Place. Had a long talk about Baldie, the girls and my removal of Stevie from Emsworth and explained the reason to Francie. She thinks I was right, but ought to have mentioned this to Buz. Of course the place did not agree with him, and this was the reason I gave.

3 October - Friday

Heard from Olga last night, arrived at Lausanne all right. Ella came up yesterday and stayed the night. We had a long talk over Stevie’s removal two years ago, and I hope and believe that now, all is smoothed over.

On Wednesday, I took over from Norcock at the Admiral Reserves Office.

Custance does not know who is going to succeed him. He did not think Battenberg ought to, but says Royalty is getting too much of a hold on the Navy and we both agreed that Fawkes was influenced too much by titles.

Jimmy Bruce and I lunched together. Bruce told me that Fisher was hated by the men on the Flag List, and that Lady Annabel had told a close lady friend of his (Lady Bruce) that Fisher was most anxious to get rid of Lord Walter and step into his shoes.

Of course I know this well enough from Fisher’s own lips, but it is a curious state of things, the first and second Naval Lords, standing to each other in this position, according to Bruce.

4 October - Saturday

Getting into the work of the office by degrees. Saw Sir John Fisher, who gave me poor Burgess Watson’s last letter to his wife to read, written on his wedding day. He had just gone on the sick list. Poor fellow that day week he was buried. From his letter, I could see that the Mediterranean is not what it was.

From Fisher, I went on to Gifford’s office, and on my asking if he was in the same house, he said “Yes,” and came out with me - others being in the office, and breaking down, told me that two months ago, he lost his wife suddenly. I was much affected. Heard from Olga this morning, longing to see her again.

5 October - Sunday

Went to the Presbyterian Church close here. Good preacher, but not enough of the Lord Jesus Christ.

6 October - Monday

Paid a round of visits at the Admiralty. Lord Walter, Sir Evan MacGregor, Fawkes. Told the latter Court influence was making itself felt too much, which Fawkes did not like, especially as he has been one of the worst offenders.

7 October - Tuesday

Heard from Lord Knollys who had showed my letter to Lambton to the King, who could not see his way to making a public declaration about Total Abstainers drinking his health in non-alcoholic. But the King authorized me to let anyone know, that he did not mind it.

8 October - Wednesday

Walked to the Admiralty today in an hour. Have felt my left knee off and on, ever since.

Heard from Olga. Poor little Stevie, feeling the re-action a good deal. Weeping, poor little fellow, however though as Olga says, it is a baptism of fire for him, yet it will be a good thing for the lad’s character. He is finding what he much needed, his level.

Saw Willie May, the Controller. He has the secret of perpetual youth, and as cheery as ever.

It is lonely in lodgings, longing for Olga, but she is right to stay with our little boy for a bit. She writes she is feeling very well.

12 October - Sunday

Better news of Stevie. He is finding his level happier. Lou arrived at The Elms yesterday.

Took the Communion at the Presbyterian Church this morning. I much prefer it to the Anglican form, so much simpler and primitive.

13 October - Monday

Custance and Raban lunched at the same table at the Club. We were talking about spending one third of a million pounds on works at Halifax, Raban being the head of the Works Department, and asked Custance, head of the Directorate of Intelligence, who said it ought to go first to the North Sea defences. We had a great talk over the German animosity to England.

Then Custance told us the following story, which he vouches for as being absolutely true. An American yacht, met not long ago the Hohenzollern up one of the Norwegian fiords. The Emperor went on board, without ceremony or waiting for anyone to call, and began talking and abusing the English, and not only us, but his English relatives. One of the guests on board the yacht was an English diplomat, who kept his counsel and said nothing, but took care to report it all to his superiors.

The Emperor was not aware there was an Englishman in the party. This happened not long ago. So much for the assumed friendship of the Emperor for England.

16 October - Thursday

Heard from Francie yesterday, very painful to read and most painful for me to answer. I wrote long letters to Francie and Lel re Stevie’s removal from school two years ago. Francie wrote in a way she had no business to, regarding Olga.

This morning, I felt I had written very strongly and so wired to Francie and Lel that I was writing again, which I did, and calmly reviewed the whole case.

18 October - Saturday

Rob turned up at the Admiralty. We had not met for over five years. He is looking very comfortable, looking well, and none the worse for his S. African campaigning and matrimony.

20 October - Monday

Not out yet as who is to be new Dir. of Intelligence. Lord Walter & Custance against Battenberg, who but for his sympathies, is undoubtedly the man for the place.

23 October - Thursday

On Tuesday night, I dined at the Trafalgar dinner, of the Navy Club (1765) at the Whitehall Room, Metropole Hotel. We pay 5/- a head, the Club making up the difference 16/-. There were 160 present. Admiral Bedford in the Chair and Sir John French the guest of the evening. The speeches were fairly good. French was originally in our Service and his old Commander was present at the dinner.

Today I lunched at the same table with Sir Harry Keppel, and we had a great talk over old times. He is in his 93rd birthday, and just taking a ticket for Singapore.

Battenberg appointed D.N.I. A very laudatory article (leading) in the Times, by Thursfield, elevating Custance and Battenberg up to the skies.

There is a strong suppressed feeling that although Battenberg is the best man on the list for the place, still it is rather an anomaly that he should be there, considering his relationship to the Russian and German Royal family and the necessity we have for guarding against the designs of both countries, especially that of Germany.

26 October - Sunday

Just returned from Euston Station where I saw my poor grief stricken wife off to Belfast by the night mail. On my return from St Pauls Cathedral this morning, I saw her standing on the verandah, looking so sad, and on going up, she had told me, she had opened a telegram to us from Nini in which it said “Ma died suddenly this morning North Counties Hotel, Belfast.” Poor dear wife, how I felt for her and took her to myself. I hope to follow tomorrow, if I can get away from the Admiralty.

I have not the heart to recount this morning’s proceedings at the Thanksgiving Service. I was in the Stalls of the Choir.

27 October - Monday

Had a wire from Olga that funeral takes place at Wimbledon Parish Church.

29 October - Wednesday

Yesterday engaged all day, arranging for the funeral which took place this forenoon. At 6.30 am this morning, I was at Willesden Junction and met Nini and Olga who had brought the coffin over from Ireland travelling all night, via Larne and Stranraer. They were much broken down.

Mr Berry the undertaker having taken over the coffin, we went on to Euston and sending Olga and him on, I waited in hopes of cutting Gervie off on his way from Venice and fortunately caught him.

It has been a tremendous shock to Nini and Olga and unfortunately Olga was far from well at the time and this has completely knocked her over.

Well at 10.30 am we went off by train and at Wimbledon Olga, Nini, Gervie and self got into a brougham and went up to the Parish Church, where the Coffin was, and the service commenced at once and finished outside at the vault.

It was inexpressibly sad, to see the two poor broken hearted women weeping and thinking that four days previous poor Rose was in the height of health and spirits. It was soon over and we went back very sad at heart. Gervie and Nini remaining in town for the present.

1 November - Saturday

Gervie and Nini returned to Ireland this afternoon. Poor Nini much knocked over, as is Olga. I feel at times anxious about dear Olga, she is so thin and wasted to what she ought to be, and her dear Mother’s death a terrible blow to her.

She was found dead in bed on Sunday morning, her face half buried in the pillows and much discoloured and hands clenched on the breast. Nini went into the room and instinctively felt she was dead and cried out. A most tragic death and an inquest had to be held on poor Rose. Most trying to all concerned.

I heard from Battenberg today. He writes me, that Domville, the C-in-C is getting quite senile. Forgets things, drinks so much sherry, and, nothing is done, and that if we go to war, there will be a Naval Buller out in Mediterranean. A serious state of things.

4 November - Tuesday

Lowry and I lunched together at Club, with Custance.

Such a nice letter from Lord Grenfell at Malta re mine to him, enclosing a copy of the King’s message to me. Lowry is going to Keyham College which is to be made like the Britannia. Later on students at each are to be interchangeable.

12 November - Wednesday

Heard from Custance that Fisher has applied for Portsmouth, the command falling vacant next June.

After rather an unpleasant interview with Mr Hunter, we arranged I should leave the lodgings on the 4th of December, practically forfeiting £6.6 for not going on with paying them until the 31st of January. Mr Hunter has not done badly, but Olga is very lonely over this side, so it is well worth it.

15 November - Saturday

Last night Dr Bullinger dined with us, a very interesting and in some ways remarkable man, a great and critical reader of the Bible, in the truest and deepest sense of the term and there are few difficulties he cannot explain. He is Secretary to Trinitarian Bible Society and Editor of Things to Come.

In the course of conversation regarding the Zionist movement, he told us that he had received an introduction from the Rev Hechler, Chaplain to the British Embassy Vienna, to Dr Herzh, who was then in Bohemia. On meeting Herzh, they walked and talked together for 3 hours. Herzh told him, that £2,000,000 was the price to be paid for Palestine. Everything was arranged with the Sultan, and only the money was needed.

All arrangements for their Government was made and it appears that the Grand Duke of Baden telegraphed to Mr Hechler from Jerusalem on the occasion of the German Emperor’s visit a few years back to that place, that he was authorised by the German Emperor to state that he was quite prepared to put himself at the head of the Zionist movement, but there has been some hitch in the arrangements, on account of foreign complications.

Of course it is very natural that the Germans would like to see a Jewish State in Palestine, for many reasons especially as there would be a neutral, possibly friendly, state on the flank of the great German railway to the Persian Gulf.

25 November - Tuesday

Olga left yesterday for Quinton and arrived there today. Annie and Louie having gone to The Elms this day last week. Negotiating about the lease of No 54 Brompton Square.

Had a talk to Noel today with reference to the Reserves. I suggested having Captains on shore to look them up and take charge of the C.G. District.

28 November - Friday

Dined at Club last night and had a yarn with the Controller. He is bent on building ships that will stand the shock of a Torpedo and is going to have experiments made on Belle Isle.

2 December - Tuesday

Heard from Olga that at 3 am Sunday morning, Nini was woken up by a smell of fire and Olga discovered it in the dining room, that the beams were on fire and room filled with smoke. They all worked away, Gervie being the only man on the spot.

At the time it looked as if the Castle must go, but by breaking through the floor, they eventually got it out, all of them working in their night shirts and dressing gowns. Miss Palk assisting. It gave Olga a shock and as she was not well at the time, has not done her any good.

4 December - Thursday

Paid the plausible Mr Hunter £6.12 as a forfeit for leaving his rooms. A sum I can ill afford.

17 December - Wednesday

About a week ago, I heard from Miss White, my landlady, that the owner of 55 B. Square had been fined last October for keeping a disorderly house, so I promptly saw my lawyer and House Agent, who was that (Wednesday) making the survey. So to cut a long story short, Mr Beard the Surveyor, on report, advised me not to take No 54, considering what I was liable for, on giving up lease. Also Mr Welman my lawyer said the Miss Sheridan would not agree to my repainting the house at the end of three years, but must repoint, so I declined to take the house.

Olga arrived from Quinton on Friday the 12th. Annie bringing Lou up on the 6th from Lady Armstrong.

Have had much worry lately and uncertainty to know what to do, feeling that for all our sakes Olga and the children should not be floating about and I also feel we are spending money unnecessarily.

Last Monday, a threatening letter from Miss Sheridan re taking legal proceeding against me. This would be very unpleasant, for even if I won, I should lose a lot of money. As Colonel Sherrard says - “What a blessing if we can give a right answer to the question ‘What think ye of Christ?’ ”

18 December - Thursday

Communicated by telephone with Mr Welman, Solicitor. He advises me not to take a house at present, until the case of No 54 B. Square is settled.

Miss Paget married today to Major Filney.

Baldie called yesterday. Delighted to have a yarn with him after not having met for over two years. He is afraid that the new Education (Naval) scheme will hit him hard.

31 December - Wednesday

Here at the end of the year, I am as far from having a resting place as ever, which is a pity for Olga and the childrens’ sake. Christmas Day was spent by all of us at Longparish House, Longparish near Whitechurch, an old Elizabethan house, standing very low, the Test flowing about 100 yards from it.

Mrs Tippinge rents it from her Grandson Ryves Hawker, who is at Eton. A nice boy. Olga and Lou stayed there a week. I could only get away for Christmas and Boxing day. Stevie spent the day at Lausanne with the Pennefathers.

Lel leaves on Saturday by the Saxon for Cape, to spend a couple of months with Bertie. This time last year, I was at Malta the C.O.S. Now in lodgings but I have much indeed to be thankful for during the last 12 months.

My great desire is that Olga should get stronger and we should be free from all monetary cares.

The new Education for the Navy, means that Stevie must go up in March 1905.

1903

5 January - Monday

Have taken Beauchamp Place from Nini for 18 months. A box of a house and not much to my taste, very noisy, but am glad to get housed anywhere. I am thankful Olga and Lou have a resting place. Very good news of Stevie from Miss Pennefather.

6 January - Tuesday

Moved into Beauchamp Place.

16 January - Friday

Olga been hard at work during the last week and in a wonderful way, got the house in order and made things comfortable.

INSPECTION TOUR OF EAST COAST

19 January - Monday

Left London this afternoon for my tour of inspection of RNR Bittern in very dirty weather. Arrived at Lowestoft 5 pm, went to Foulshams Hotel.

20 January - Tuesday

On to Yarmouth this afternoon, and put up at the Royal Hotel. Home Squadron in the roads.

21 January - Wednesday

Stevie born ten years ago, at 9 pm. Dr McKillrain attending - he must have thought it a very nautical and original birth. Dear Olga had a very trying time.

This forenoon, I inspected Battery. Saw Colonel Driver the Mayor, and went on to Middleton where Commander Cave-Browne-Cave met me and took me to his place Middleton Towers. a turreted building, surrounded by a moat, very picturesque. A small dinner party.

22 January - Thursday

A 6 hours journey to Hull, where I put up at the Station Hotel.

23 January - Friday

Inspected Nimble and walked down to Marfleet to see where a gun could be fired from.

24 January - Saturday

Crossed the Humber and inspected Cleethorpe’s Battery and then, on return, moved on to Beverley, some few miles from Hull, containing a very fine Minister and an old Parish Church.

I stayed with Captain Cumming, of Galatea who has a house here. Mrs C is a daughter of Sir James and Lady Gibson-Craig who live not far from Edinburgh, an old Midlothian family. They have three children, the eldest Hermione a nice little thing, 5 years of age. The second child unfortunately has been ill for the last year, fits everyday. The Drs say, she will get over them when finished teething.

25 January - Sunday

Service at Parish Church. Curate preached with a great flow and command of words and language but, nothing to take away.

Called during the afternoon on Admiral.

In the evening, I went to the Minister, a very fine building, simple service, place full. Impressed by the volume of sound during the Hymns, and I can understand how people get devoted to their Cathedrals. There is so much historic interest attached to them and when one saw the vergers preceding the Choir, who sang as they came down the Chancel, it touched a chord in one’s nature and one could not help thinking, with interest, how this same scene had been going on, through hundreds of years. A good sermon, in its way, but how rarely to hear the fiery eloquence that comes only from a heart all aglow with the love of the Lord Jesus Christ.

26 January - Monday

Left Beverley, stopped at Scarborough for a couple of hours, inspected the Battery and went on to West Hartlepool. Changed at York and through not being told, did not do so at Thirsk, so went on to Durham and spent an hour and a half there. Though dusk I had a look at the outside of Cathedral. Struck with the beauty of its position.

RETURN LONDON

14 February - Saturday

After visiting Hartlepool, Sunderland and Shields Batteries, I went on to Maryport on the West Coast and then on to Edinburgh, where I put up with my cousins the Grahames and made the acquaintance of many other cousins.

On the 3rd February, returned to town.

Sir Gerard Noel pleased with my report and intends acting on it.

INSPECTION TOUR OF SOUTH AND SOUTH-WEST

16 February - Monday

Visited Sea Salter Cliff (Whitstable) Battery and yesterday Hove Battery. Had the pleasure of seeing my Aunt and cousins after the years. Did not find them much changed. Aunt Fanny said Mrs Fry, the Quakeress, was a great friend of Grandfather’s and knew all his family.

Olga very run down, however I think if Dr Champney’s advice is acted on, we ought to soon pick up. I am afraid even on my salary I shall find London too expensive. So difficult to cut down expenses.

8 March - Sunday

I finished my inspection of the R.N.R Batteries on the 25 February having visited Brixham, Fowey, Falmouth (after 40 years), Penzance, Plymouth and Bristol.

Sir Gerard Noel, I found very angry about the alteration in the Home Fleet and C. Guard, the two being divorced; and I think he should have been consulted and urged Battenberg to have him consulted, as I said he would be very hurt if he was not so. The result was however, that owing to his known opposition to any change they did not do so, but Lord Walter sent a very complimentary letter to Sir Gerard, saying that owing to the increase of work, due to his energy, the change was being made.

I am very glad I refused to have anything to do with B., until the change was officially made - especially as I had sounded Noel on the proposed changes and he spoke strongly against them.

Some intrigue going on at the Admiralty. Sir John would like to be 1st Lord, but has applied for Portsmouth.

A short time ago, a passage came out in the Express saying Sir John was leaving Admiralty as being too progressive. Lord Selborne said to Sir John, you cannot possibly leave now, however Sir John does not see this.

The King has promised Stephenson that he will not sign any other appointment than his to Portsmouth and it is my belief that this is the reason Lord Selborne is trying to put Sir John off. I think Lord S is, like all parvenu peers, rather influenced by Court influence.

Spoke to L. seriously on behaviour to O. Taken very well and had a most excellent effect.

11 March - Wednesday

My father was born this day in 1816. Very busy at the Admiralty with Admiral Rice, on the re-organisation of the Reserves.

Sir John Fisher is going to Portsmouth after all. It will be a relief when he leaves the Admiralty, there is so much back stairs intriguing and plotting going on.

Olga is still in a very poor state of health. Makes me anxious at times about her. She is not in a fit state of health to cope with household matters and must go to Switzerland as soon as I can send her.

15 March - Sunday

Bertie’s birthday. Saw Francie a few days ago who told me of Ella’s entanglement which concerns me a great deal.

Still living beyond my means I regret to say.

26 March - Thursday

Edward Grogan dined with us last Tuesday, young Graham the previous week.

Last Tuesday, went to Lord Selborne’s reception, very crowded, badly managed, no refreshments. Saw a lot of old friends, Beresford, Brassey and Goschen. Had a yarn with Princess Louis very agreeable, pleasant. Surprised to see Ld Radstock there, he half apologised for being there by saying he was Lord Selborne’s cousin.

Told Sir John I had heard he had said there was not much work to do in my office. I told him it was the man that made the billet, not the billet the man, and that if there was an idea I did nothing, I would go off to a Battleship, if I could get one. He said he only meant it for a joke.

However, as I told the ladies, he should not say these things in joke.

I see a great chance of making the RNR a tremendous success.

5 April - Sunday

My thoughts run back to the blessed day we knelt, we two, and thus did pray:

God Keep us both, our hearts entwine

in love’s embrace, and sweet combine.

Ten years and one have passed away.

Since plighted troth, was made that day,

I can love, I’m yours, and you are mine

my heart for aye - your heart enshrines.

To my beloved wife Olga, on the anniversary of our Wedding day.

6 April - Monday

Had a talk with Noel over coming changes. He got very angry and inclined to let out at me. I told him I had been perfectly loyal to him, in everything, but I had a perfect right to my own opinions.

Of course, I think Sir Gerard has been shamefully treated by the Admiralty.

8 April - Wednesday

Biked from Beauchamp Place to Regents Park - 4 Park Square, and saw Waldegrave who tells me, his Aunt is dying, only a question of a few days. God will sustain her and richly bless her and give her a rich reward. Wired and wrote to her. Biked then to Admiralty.

10 April - Good Friday

A most excellent address by Webb-Peploe at St Paul’s, Onslow Square.

Easter Sunday

Olga and I attended service at St Paul’s in the evening. I partook of the Lord’s Supper, enjoying it, as I had never done before .

13 April - Monday

Battenberg told me a few days ago, that Domville was sure to be relieved very soon, otherwise there would be a Scandal. Both Lord Selborne and Lord Walter knew of his failing. Lord Grenfell had told him that things had gone to pieces in the Mediterranean. Half the Captains would not speak to Colville.

The Channel Fleet are going to Brest in June and French Fleet coming to Spithead in August. The King is going to inspect them. Told B. I should like to be one of the Umpires at the forthcoming manoeuvres off Lagos, where there will be 28 Battleships.

21 April - Tuesday

Olga honoured me with a visit to Admiralty and had tea. Of course a lot of men came to my room to see me. Admiral Rice, Captain Fleet. It is decided Fisher goes to Portsmouth.

Had a talk with Tyrwhitt about Domville being superseded, as T. says it is very difficult the King giving him a G.C.V.O, and who is to bring charge against the C-in-C of being the worse for liquor.

I said there is too much at stake to leave him out in the Mediterranean and a man who gives way to drink, I always found, had a faulty conscience and if pressure is brought to bear, will always knock under. T. said probably the summer will be too much for him and so I conclude he will come home and go to the R.N.C.

7 May - Thursday

Much work lately. Appointments to C.G. District practically made today.

Anxious to get Olga off to Switzerland, as I feel sure London does not agree with her, nor with Lou. It goes to my heart to see my dear wife so thin and eating so little.

9 May - Saturday

All the Captains for the New District are nominated and names sent into First Lord. A good many men have interviewed me, to try and find out if they are the ones to be appointed, but I have sat tight. I think we shall make the RNR a great success, if Adm. Rice will be energetic enough, and the Captains be zealous.

16 May - Saturday

On Thursday went up to Liverpool to interview some of the Marine Superintendents of lines regarding the RNR.

Stayed with Tom and Anne Hannay, the latter my cousin. Many years since I last saw them. They are both very stout now, and have four girls, two boys, Nellie the eldest pretty girl, as are the others. Charlie the eldest boy and Buddy, both in their father’s business, cotton brokers. A nice house at Greenbank, Upton, some 4½ miles from Birkenhead.

Had very successful interviews with Cunard, P.S.N. & Co, L McNab RNR and others. On the previous day in London I had seen the P & O, Union Castle and British India. Sir Thomas Sutherland and Sir I. McKay ready to meet us in every way.

Yesterday, was taken over the Ortona, a very fine vessel, beautifully fitted up.

Last Tuesday I inspected the Arethusa, much pleased with the boys. Lunched with Commander Moore and family, and met Com. Trigg of the Warspite.

A crew of boys from the Shaftesbury pulled me down to the Shaftesbury, 3 miles, and I inspected the ship. She is under the London School Board, and Com. Serven has her very smart, no lack of money, a good band. The boys performed all their drills very well indeed. I made a speech to the boys on Arethusa, Shaftesbury, which was much appreciated and heartily cheered, the rigging being manned.

21 May - Thursday

Admiral Rice took over from Sir Gerard Noel, the Coast Guard and Reserves.

1 June - Monday

Attended Levée. Sir Edward Seymour arrived very early and we sat for an hour together in one of the Ante Rooms. His breast was covered with medals. The King looked well, and was sitting in a chair, the Prince of Wales standing by his side.

On Saturday the 30th I ran down to The Elms. Charlotte delighted to see me. Found there Mr Hamilton, the new Rector, Dr Plete and his fiancée Mrs Nelson, late Mrs Seed, rather an adventuress, I think. Hair most terribly dyed, a copper colour.

Returned to town to day. Hamilton, a very earnest man and I had some very interesting talks with him.

4 June - Thursday

Harry Kelham, Col 71st, H.L.I. and my 1st cousin, married yesterday to Miss Tattersall, at Holy Trinity, Sloane Street - and a very pretty wedding. He received some handsome presents from his brother officers.

I heard the Kelham family do not like the connection. She is a nice girl, he met her at Cairo and is 30 years older than she is. It is a very good match for her, she has £4 to 500 a year.

Olga and Francie looked the most distinguée ladies there. Rosebud and Lou looked very well.

Feel very concerned at our debts and inability to meet them out of income and we seem unable to live on our large income.

6 June - Saturday

My beloved wife and child left at 10 am for Lausanne. So dear to me. May God bless this dear one.

On my return from the Admiralty found the house so lonely, that I had to go for a long Bike ride. This evening dined quietly with Francie and met dear E.D, just come from Paris. She and Olga must have passed each other in the Channel.

Francie told me she had been to see Pandora the clairvoyant, who had told her a great deal, all about her relations and the girls marrying, and also Bertie marrying a dignitary of the Church’s daughter; and told her that either her father or mother had died of a tumour.

She was told that she had powers of second sight herself, and Francie says she has and knew about Mickey’s accident and also Bertie having been engaged before any one had told her.

She agreed with me, that it was not right going. Pandora is, Francie thinks, the divorced Countess Rosslyn, as she saw in her bed room, articles marked with Coronet and letter R.

8 June - Monday

Went down with Rivers in Steamer from Westminster Pier, a large party of guests to the Annual Inspection of the Warspite, which my old friend Tom Triggs, commands. Lady Llangattock gave away the prizes. Lady Rodney [?] takes great interest in Warspite, her husband being President. Found them both very pleasant.

Met the Fremantles, Bowden Smiths and other old friends.

On my return found Olga’s letter, written from Ouchy yesterday, after seeing Stevie. The letter gave me great joy and I thanked God for His Grace in having heard our prayers regarding our boy who has grown strong and improved in every way and a boy a father can be proud of. Thank God.

I called yesterday on the Hope Morleys, Grosvenor Square. Pleasant people. His father Samuel Morley and my father were old friends and died the same time. They sent messages to each other during their illnesses.

Called also on the Euan Smiths, South Audley St. Many years since we had met.

10 June - Wednesday

Lel came up today and stays with me. Looking very well.

Olga writes that she has been to see Dr Muret and has to go to the Clinique.

Dined last night with Francie. Ladies, Mrs Friedlander (Cape millionaires), Mrs Wrotherley and Lady Mabel Murray, the latter very pleasant poor thing. She endured martyrdom for years through wrong diagnosis of a surgeon.

14 June - Sunday

Heard a most excellent sermon from Webb-Peploe at St Paul’s. Hospital Sunday - Hebrews 6.10, shewing how the whole argument rests on the words in His Name.

Heard from Olga yesterday - Muret had seen her, said she was in a very emaciated state. Please God, she will soon get strong again, in good air, good treatment and free from all worry.

Lel staying with me, very pleasant. On Friday, Francie, Lel and I went to Mrs Lucas, Stornaway House (next Ellesmere House), a most beautiful house, looking into Green Park and Ellesmere Garden. Miss Silver a young girl, brought out by Nellie Johnston and Miss Leyton made her debut there - Friday. She sings beautifully a very rich mezzo, very nervous, and I told her she would be famous some day. She thanked me very much for the encouraging words I gave her.

19 June - Friday

Dined last night with Mr Bell White, Barrister, and Elder Master Trinity, who takes a great interest in the RNR and had asked some representative men of RNR to meet me: viz. Capt. Acton Blake and Wellesley Clarke (Elder Brethren), Capt. Campbell Hepworth CB. (Marine Superior, Meteorological Office), Caborne CB. and Parfitt (Marine Superin. P & O. Co), also Mr Jones, Ass. Reg. of Seamen.

A very swell dinner served up, and must have cost a lot. We spent a very interesting evening and they all spoke so complimentarily of me, taking such an interest in the RNR

Pass Book and Bills, nearly £300 to the bad and cannot cut my expenses down, rather harassing.

Sir John Fisher, Awdry and MacGregor examining Rice, myself and Staff to see if they cannot get rid of our Naval Secretaries and put Civilian ones in. Rice has protested. Lord Walter and Battenberg support Rice, but Committee came to the enquiry fully determined to get rid of naval element. Lord Selborne is entirely in hands of Sir John.

Called and had tea with Lady Fisher yesterday.

23 June - Tuesday

Lel and I dined with Lady Armstrong at the Burlington Hotel this evening. Lady A. and I went to Hamilton’s wedding this afternoon. He married one of Sir Henry Fowler’s daughters. The other has married a Mr Felkin. Mrs F is ugly, but both the girls are very talented and have written very clever books.

24 June - Wednesday

Had a yarn with Battenberg who told me that the Naval element was to be supreme in our office. Rice to be treated as a C-in-C and we were all to leave the Admiralty and find room elsewhere.

ON LEAVE IN SWITZERLAND

25 June - Thursday

Left London for Switzerland. Carried over in the Sussex and arrived at Paris, St Lazare, 7 pm.

Met Rob and went down to their place at Epluche, near Pontmerin [?]. They had a very nice house and garden for which they pay £80 a year. Vicomte and Madame Imtellellay [?] are staying with them.

27 June - Saturday

Spent a very pleasant day at Epluche, lounging about and talking to the Vicomte who told me some very interesting stories regarding spys, German and French, how cleverly he caught one himself, a Major in the German Army, who got 10 years imprisonment.

The Vicomte is a very well informed man and was for some time on General Galifet’s staff - His sister married the President of the Innuit[?].

Left this evening for Yverdon, having first had a talk with R. and Lizzie about the Boulevard Haussmann. They should get about £8000 for the good will of the business at No 40 and as the Galerie Lafayette must have the place before their lease of 7 years runs out, R. and L. hold a very strong position.

Offered to help them if necessary regarding rent though I owe so much.

Saturday - Changing at Conorney [?], I arrived at Yverdon at 10 am and delighted to meet my beloved wife and children again. I had not seen Stevie for 9 months and find him so much improved in every way and please God will be a great comfort to us. My dear little wife, I trust will get strong again under God’s blessing.

29 June - Monday

My dear Mother left us this day 1875.

Visited Dr Mennod to examine my ear. He hurt me, which caused me to call out. Dear Olga stayed in the room with me very pluckily. Dr M. said I had a tumour of the bone just outside the drum of the ear and the eczema had seized on this. The eczema might never get worse, or it might, but the Dr said he could always remove it. I felt rather low over it all, dear Olga cheered me up.

30 June - Tuesday

Very sultry in the forenoon. Relieved by a sharp thunderstorm and rain. Stevie returned to school. He is a dear affectionate boy and a son to be proud of.

5 July - Sunday

Olga and I left Yverdon on Wednesday for Lausanne, where we put up at the Hotel Continental le Gare, as it was necessary to decide on a mountain place for the summer, and this could best be done from Lausanne.

On Wednesday afternoon we took Stevie and his friend a young Pole called Riski out and gave them a good tea and ices, which they much enjoyed. Riski’s father had been exiled at 16, eventually was sent to Baku where he acquired some property which his widow manages now and is very wealthy. He was implicated in the 1863 insurrection. I believe his g.father was a General in the Russian service during the Crimean War.

On Thursday Olga and I went to the Lake of Geneva for the afternoon and had a most enjoyable afternoon having coffee at a small café at Rolle, half way down to Geneva.

On Friday, Dr Muret came and saw Olga and thought her much better, with every hope of her getting over her troubles.

We started at twelve and arrived at Bex about 1 pm and from there took the funicular railway to Villars some 4300 ft above sea level - a lovely spot, magnificent scenery. The Rhône valley at one’s feet, and the lofty mountains all around. Very open good air, but I should not think particularly bracing.

Saturday Lou and Lena arrived. Lena said it was very hot at Yverdon and poor little Lou was almost in a state of collapse. Dr Peronosi was called in.

Today she is alright again. Attended service this morning and Communion. Chaplain preached a sermon - not very profitable.

16 July - Thursday

The time here is flying only too fast, in this lovely spot where Olga and I are leading an idle life, obtaining a thorough rest from everything. Few bills find their way here and the Naval Reserves lie in the land of forgetfulness as far as I am concerned.

There are very few English at these two Hotels. Colonel Palmer and his young niece are here. Very pleasant, he is a great traveller, living most of his time in Italy, Island of Capri.

Olga getting stronger, I think and thank God for. Lou looking very well, and under the care of a good Swiss nurse.

On Saturday, our boy joins us.

A great delight to me, is to stroll along the woody paths in the morning, reading the word alone with God.

18 July - Saturday

My dear boy Stevie arrived from school, such a dear affectionate lad.

22 July - Wednesday

Went over after dinner and to the Hotel du Parc and played Lord Mar at Chess. Although I had not played for 22 years, I beat him two games out of three; at the same time he generously called my attention to one or two lapses I inadvertently made.

Olga was up there this afternoon having a long confabulation with Lady Mar. She is keen on the Salisbury treatment for Olga to try and I am inclined to think it might cure her. She is not getting on so well as I had hoped.

23 July - Thursday

Stevie and I walked up to the top of the Chamossaire this forenoon, taking four hours getting up, and an hour and a half returning. It must be about 12 miles up and down. Stevie was very plucky, and at one time nearly gave in. The last part was a very stiff climb. S. pluckily stuck to it though, I wished him to give it up several times. The view from the top, 7000 feet, was magnificent. Lake Léman, the Rhône valley, Mount Blanc and numerous other ranges, many of them snow capped.

RETURN LONDON

29 July - Wednesday

Yesterday I left Villars at 2 pm and arrived at Paris early this morning. Walked to 40 Boulevard Haussmann. Lizzie not turned up. Rob, I was informed had been away from home some three weeks.

Had a frightful passage from Dieppe to Newhaven. Was very sick and got very wet through the spray. Arrived at No 28 Beauchamp Place at 8.30, much behind time.

Found a long letter from Nini. Evidently intends I should share half the Agency. It makes one very depressed this inability to live within ones means, which both Olga and I are so anxious to do. I feel it is so bad for Olga to have any money worries, just as there is a good chance of her getting strong again.

It was with great regret, I left my dear wife and children yesterday, who came to see me off at the station at Villars. My heart has been left behind and I shall live in the enjoyment of the last month, free from all cares of every description. I did enjoy being with Olga, talking and walking and sitting together in the woods.

The Mars made great friends with us. I do not think they are well off. Lord Mar told me a lot about the Webb-Peploe family and of the place in Herefordshire.

30 July - Thursday

Dined with Francie and Ted at Eaton Place. Played billiards afterwards. Francie not looking at all well.

31 July - Friday

Bertie and I dined at the N & M Club, Foley dining with us. I had not seen dear old Bertie before last Thursday, for over two years. He is looking very well. It was a very great pleasure meeting him again.

2 August - Sunday

Bertie gone down to stay at the Harveys. I hope l’affaire will come off, as, I hear she is most charming in every way. Lunched with the Inglefields at 10 Ovington Square.

A most excellent sermon from Webb-Peploe, this morning. Went to the evening meeting at St James Hall. Disappointed with address, however, I got something that touched my conscience. Forthwith wrote to Rob. Had tea at Club. Wrote to my dear Olga.

3 August - Monday

Took a Bike to Wormwood scrubs, a part of London, I had never been in before.

4 August - Tuesday

Rob dined with me. Had a turn out with Lena. She is a curious creature, full of imagination and humours.

6 August - Thursday

Nini arrived this morning. Very soon engaged in a very business conversation regarding this house. I pointed out that we had each benefited by my taking the house.

Stephenson told me that the King got a green sea in to his cabin, en route for Galway. Washed him out of bed, and spoilt his cabin things. Tyrwhitt told me King had made him a M.V.O.

Bertie and I lunched together. I think l’affaire will come off. He will be a very lucky fellow, if it does.

10 August - Monday

On Saturday, Nini in the evening began to talk regarding money matters, and it gave me the opportunity of speaking to her regarding her letter to Olga, and Mrs Ker leaving all her money to Nini. I told Nini so far as Olga was concerned, she did not care so much for the money as the way it was done.

Nini was surprised to hear what a small amount of money Olga would have, if left a widow. I also told Nini that if I had known her Mother was going to make a deed of gift of all her money to Nini, I should and ought to have insured my life twelve years ago. I do not think N. has been sympathetic to Olga but it is not her fault, it is not her nature to be so.

11 August - Tuesday

Buz’s birthday, born in 1868.

A very disagreeable day, raining hard. Tyrwhitt tells me that we shall have a surprise in a few days. Redistribution, he hinted at. Met Chichester. Nini and I dined at Harrods. Met Miss Montagu there. She came back to 28 B.P. and enjoyed her cigarette with Nini!

Some little time ago, I was having tea with Nini in the flat she rented, and met Miss Polk there, whose sister married General Charette. She is American and nice looking. In the course of conversation, we were talking of the German Emperor, and I mentioned the incident of the German Emperor boarding an American yacht and abusing the English and the Royal family, and as told me by Custance. It was said to a party of Americans, and an English attaché, who was of the party, repeated it to the Foreign Office.

Miss Polk said. - “Well, the German Emperor went on board my mother’s yacht last summer, but there was no English attaché, on board” - and she professed ignorance of it all, saying there was no one on board except her brother, no Englishman.

However, I said I knew that the story as told me and reported in the National Review was true.

Yesterday Nini told me, that after I left, Miss Polk said “Well it is very curious, but all he said was true, it was said to my brother who was the only man on board, the Captain is English. How he came to know it, I cannot make out, my brother mentioned it laughingly to some people. I expect that the English Captain reported it.”

14 August - Friday

53 years of age. Had a telegram from my darling wife, from Yverdon. How I miss her.

16 August - Sunday

A poor sermon from Mr Sumner at St Paul’s. Walked over to Battersea Park to call on Dr Bullinger, but could not find his address. A fine Park. Nini gone down for the weekend to the Calverts. She is taking a flat in Sloane Street.

I am a little disappointed that after our conversation, she has said nothing about Olga, I am afraid she is fond of ‘bossing’, if to use an American term, holds on to everything she gets, though ready to dispense to her brothers when required. But I have always thought at her Mother’s dress, she might have said something to Olga.

23 August - Sunday

My Olga’s birthday. A very good sermon at West Halkin Street Presbyterian Church, by an old Divine called Brown from Scotland. One of the old spiritual kind, so refreshing and helpful. Yesterday, I had a great talk with Rice on my duties. He said “You do double the work on any Captain before in the post” but is very reluctant to give me administrative work to do and said though very sorry to part with me, if I wished to take a Battleship, I might do so. I doubt getting one now, being so near my flag. He was very nice to me and quite saw things also from my point of view.

Bertie and I lunched together at the Club.

Sir John Fisher hoisting Stansfield out of the Fire Queen, in an oblique way I suppose to get a young man in command, famed by the young ladies.

24 August - Monday

Dined quietly with my old friend Charles Drury, now 2nd Sea Lord. Being alone we had a great talk about every one and every thing. First of all about Fisher, who had told Drury that on two occasions he had prevented Seymour sending in his papers.

First of all when Kennedy went out to the East Indies, instead of himself. The fact being that Seymour was travelling in the West Indies and no one knew his address, consequently he could not be offered the East Indies. He was eventually offered 2 in command of Channel. This he would have refused if it had not been for Fisher. Now, as he is on the list, it prevents Fisher getting Adm. of Fleet. However as Drury and I agreed, there is no one to take Lord Walter’s place but Fisher, and they must bring him back, and when his time for retirement comes, he must be made A of F by order in council and kept on.

We discussed all the intrigues that had been going on and also the matter of Domville, and we both thought that he ought to be brought home. The Prime Minister asked Lord Grenfell in the King’s presence, if it was true about Domville. The latter I fancy said, it was true. On the other hand Custance has written Drury that it is not true. However, so many saying the opposite, there must be something in it, but as the King gave him a G.C.V.O, it makes it difficult to do anything. The fact remains that the station is not in the order it ought to be.

Drury then told me in strict confidence all about the Delhi Durbar and the Navy not being represented there and of all the telegrams and letters that passed between him and the Viceroy and Admiralty; and how he had to go to Aden on account of the Somali affair and telegraphed to Admiralty that he was quite prepared not to go to the Durbar, if Admiralty did not wish him to do so, to shew this disapprobation of the Navy not being represented.

The Admiralty telegraphed they wished him to go if he could. Next day, he had a telegram from the King, saying he had arranged that he should receive the K.C.S.I.

Being sent en clair, everyone knew of it. Next day a wire from Tyrwhitt saying it was to be kept secret, so Drury had some trouble in hushing it up.

He attended the Durbar as the Viceroy’s private guest, with his Flag Lieut. and on the morning of the 1st received a letter from Viceroy saying he had been made a K.C.S.I.

Drury much put out at the whole thing. The King is going to speak to Lord Curzon about the Navy being ignored and Lord Selborne is going to also.

Drury on leaving the station for the Board of Admiralty, wrote to Curzon, thanking him for his hospitality and saying he much regretted that during his command, the Viceroy and the Commander in Chief had never met to consult as to the policies to be pursued in war time. Thought that it would be a good thing they should do so sometimes.

On his arrival in England, he found a letter from Curzon, saying how much he regretted not having done so, and proposed doing so in the future. Altogether I think Drury behaved very well and stood up for the Navy very well.

He told me to shew how opinions differ, that Portsmouth people wished the floor of their Barracks with linoleum, Chatham people not. The latter thought it better men should sleep in hammocks, the former in beds. I think linoleum covered floor and beds are the most comfortable.

(A camp at the Durbar for 100? men for 14 days would have cost £20,000 - that of the Lieut Governor of Bengal cost £25,000)

25 August - Tuesday

Francie’s birthday.

Lena gone off to Dover. On my return found Nini had gone to Hans Crescent Hotel, so am all alone now. House empty.

Long letter from Olga, fear she is not much better.

30 August - Sunday

Very rheumatic. Not in very good state. What with bills, being alone and not a clear view at present what to do, however, all will come out right.

Called on Lady Fisher to say good bye before they went off to Portsmouth. Nini had lunch and supper with me, picnic style.

2 September - Wednesday

To my surprise saw Admiral Rice’s engagement to a Mrs Gunning. Sly dog. He has been shooting and gunning, with a purpose.

Olga went to Zurich yesterday, for a course of treatment at the Sanitorium.

5 September - Saturday

Olga at Uettiberg at the Sanitorium, Pension Anna Bing. I am afraid that the poor dear is very depressed at times.

Yesterday I lunched with Charlotte and Sophy on their way through London to Folkestone. Charlotte has been very seedy, bilious attack, and looks very pulled down.

6 September - Sunday

Stayed in this morning, as it was raining. Cleared up at lunch. Walked into club, with letter for Olga to post. Called Lord Grenfell, Inglefields and Malarl-m [?]. Heard a most excellent sermon this evening from Mr Sumner, Curate at St Paul’s. “Be not faithless but believing.”

8 September - Tuesday

Very bad with inflammation of eyes and nose, which I get so frequently now. Had to come home from Admiralty and lie down. Had a quiet supper alone. Heard from Olga, I really think that the Doctor at Uettiberg (Zurich) understands her case and will please God do her good.

Admiral Rice returned to the office, he marries on Saturday. I told him that I should be present. He half apologised for marrying again, said he felt so lonely in London after such a long happy married life.

11 September - Friday

Francie and Ted called at 7 pm. Francie very anxious to buy a piece of my china and offered me £5 for it, but I have so little I do not care to part with it.

Dined this evening with Admiral Hamilton at the ‘Rag’. Met his cousins there, Com. Hamilton of the Fire Brigade, a capital fellow. Sir G. Price, of Scotland Yard. We had a very good dinner and an interesting talk afterwards.

12 September - Saturday

Attended wedding of Admiral Rice and Mrs Gunning, only a few personal friends there. The new Mrs Rice is a woman of about 45 to 50, pleasant looking. Went to tea afterwards at 1 Courtland Road, Mrs James’s house, one of Ad. Rice’s daughters. The other married daughter there too. Mrs xx, her husband being in the 60th. Miss Rice, a niece, had just returned from a visit to the Dunleaths at Ballywalter, a house party of 45, and we had a talk over mutual friends.

16 September - Wednesday

Buz been staying with me since Monday. Bertie and I dined at Atheneum last night, he is appointed to R.N. College on 1 October. Admiral Rice leaving tomorrow for a tour of inspection in the yacht, taking Mrs Rice with him. He has turned a lot of work over to me.

19 September - Saturday

Heard from Olga this evening, she is much better, I am very thankful to say.

Dined at Atheneum this evening, and had a long talk with Eardley Wilmot on the Education Bill. He told me that he saw Joe Chamberlain and Moberly Bell in close conversation, in the smoking room, the evening before his resignation from the Ministry appeared.

20 September - Sunday

Made some calls, found no one at home and spent the day alone.

21 September - Monday

Had an interview with Lord Walter Kerr this afternoon.

This evening went to the Temperance meeting at St Paul’s Church Room and heard an address from a deputation from the N. M. League.

22 September - Tuesday

Went to Dr Greville MacDonald, as my nose has been troubling me so much. He cauterised it and reassured me with regard to my ear, about which I was a little anxious. We had a deeply interesting talk together. He gave me his book on science and Religion, writing my name in it with his love. He is a very interesting man, a Philosopher, Evolutionist, and Earnest seeker, desirous of living for others.

24 September - Thursday

Dined with Bertie last night at the Hotel Victoria, Lel there also. Soup was not good, and I think was the cause of my being seedy, otherwise dinner was good, band played well. Dear old Bertie is always so affectionate. Today at lunch the three ex-chancellors of the Exchequers were in the Atheneum at the same time. Sir Michael Hicks Beach and Lord Goschen in deep cogitations together. Had a yarn with Goschen this evening. We both thought Lambton had been hasty and Hunter very wrong to say what he did.

26 September - Saturday

Biked down to Richmond through Park, about 17 miles altogether. Much enjoyed going through the Park, I had never been there before. This evening had dinner at xxx. Aerated and opening the conversation with a clergyman next me, we had a good talk together.

He has been working over 30 years in the poor parts of London, and the last 17 at Silvertown E. Has 3 sons in the Ministry, an out and out Evangelical. The Rev Stewart Smyth, the Vicarage, Silvertown E. He told me the drink was the cause of all the trouble in his parish. I have promised to go down some Sunday, and he said, he would like me to give an address from the Lectern.

28 September - Monday

Dined Harrods. Last Friday I dined at Atheneum sitting next Mr Hobhouse MP. We both agreed that this Government had not long more to live, he did not agree with me on the Education bill, I am much against it.

30 September - Wednesday

Last night Olga received her share of a small sum of money, 1/6 of £1700 stock; value about £270. Intend re-investing it for Olga as soon as some shares go up, in which it is invested. Dined tonight at Atheneum, the Premier there.

4 October - Sunday

A most striking sermon from Webb-Peploe this morning, very earnest and helpful. This evening could not get into St James Hall, so turned into St James Piccadilly. Heard a practical sermon from Canon McCormick. An anthem which I always think so much out of place, only distinguished one word, viz. “Glory”. Everything else one great shriek and a very deep bass.

Lunched at Club today with Bertie, Sir R. Harris, who told a lot of the S. African affair and of his instructions from the Admiralty.

5 October - Monday

Dined with Fritz. On my return found a telegram from Olga saying she was starting for England.

6 October - Tuesday

Blowing very hard from SW. No sign of train having started from Folkstone at 7 pm, the time it was due at Victoria. I telegraphed to Coast Guard, as I began to feel anxious.

At 9.15 pm train arrived, Olga, Lou and the Swiss maid. They had a very bad passage, and had to wait 2 hours outside the harbour, to wait for the tide, knocking about very much.

7 October - Wednesday

Olga resting, much better and looking very well. Yesterday, I worked Rice up to seeing the Naval Lords, against the Reserves being moved from Admiralty. Lord Walter said it would be a hard fight against the civilians to keep us.

14 October - Wednesday

A great argument with Battenberg regarding Reserves moving from the Admiralty. He sees no reason against it, unfortunately as he told me, the letter Rice sent in, has been referred to him for remarks.

Olga and I dined with Fritz last night meeting Mrs Hall there.

F. told me they were going to let 60 Eaton Place, that they had stopped paying ‘differences’, over which they were losing heavily and had the S.A. stock now, so they knew exactly how they stood. She will save about £1,000 to £1,500 letting No 60 for seven months.

15 October - Thursday

Angus MacLeod told me that he had been offered Queenstown and Barry, one of Fisher’s men, was to succeed him. He gave me an account of Fisher’s interview with him, how Fisher said “You are trying to wreck my plans regarding gunnery.” MacLeod said “No, I am not, but, as D.N.O, it is my duty to express my opinion.” Fisher said “You know people talk of the three R’s. My three R’s are Ruthless, Relentless, Remorseless.”

MacLeod, said he got quite fierce, and glared with his eyes, saying “Anyone who opposes me I crush, I crush!.” There is no doubt that Fisher has got McLeod out of it, in order to put Barry in. MacLeod says he is glad to be out of the Admiralty, with all its scheming. Lord Walter seems to be quite helpless and as MacLeod says, the Admiralty is practically run by Fisher, though C-in-C at Portsmouth, Battenberg and Tyrwhitt.

Admiral Rice told me that Beaumont is endeavouring to prevent Fisher from returning as 1st Naval Lord. But as I told Rice, there is not much chance of his doing that.

Biked home and found Bertie, who had spent an hour with Olga, Bertie looking very well.

16 October - Friday

Bertie dined with us, and we had a very pleasant evening.

19 October - Monday

Sir James Bruce and I lunched together, he is very shaky. Eats too much in my opinion.

21 October - Trafalgar Day

Dined Navy Club Dinner. Sir Gerard Noel in the Chair (just appointed to China). Lord Roberts our guest - 190 dined. Noel is not a speaker and in the toast of the Royal family quite unnecessarily alluded to Prince Louis of Battenberg, as one of the Royal Family, present as a Naval Officer. Roberts spoke well and to the point. Looked remarkably well. Kennedy as usual made an amusing speech, on the toast of Absent Members.

£1000 cheque given by Admiral Northland to Club Funds.

22 October - Thursday

Took Olga to see Dr Haig the food specialist, he put her back on milk, the exact opposite to the Swiss Doctor, who forbid her milk. Disappointed with Haig, poor Olga. This is the 11th Doctor she has seen during the last 18 months and with 6 others for the family and self, makes 17 altogether since leaving Malta.

If I could only get my Olga well - how happy I should be.

25 October - Sunday

A few days ago, I had a letter from Raymond Blathwayt, a journalist, asking me whether I would like to take charge of Dr Barnardo’s Home for Sailors Boys in Norfolk, a Salary of £250 a year, and a good house. I sent a letter to Lowry, asking if he knew any men, and I got half a dozen good names, which I sent in to Blathwayt.

30 October - Friday

Returned from The Elms where I have been staying since Monday. Found Charlotte well, and Mrs Boughey staying there. Rev R Hamilton, Rector of St Annes, dined one night and we had several talks together over the Coffee House. He is a nice man, ultra-high and I should thing narrow. I asked him not to start a branch of the CETS as it would clash with our present Band of Hope. He consented. Mrs Hamilton is very pleasant.

I wrote to Nini, regarding Olga at my death, asking her to definitely let me know whether she would give me a promise, that in the event of my death, she would allow Olga £100 a year, as was practically promised me by her mother, before I married. I wrote a very nice and affectionate letter. Nini has replied very affectionately and has promised to see what she can do after consulting with her lawyer.

Rob and Lizzie gave a dinner party at the Grosvenor Hotel, Bertie and Lel, and Alec Davies being there, Olga joining later.

Rob and Liz have sold the goodwill of the lease for £6000, as they could not afford to wait any longer. Rob repays me my £70 back and intends lending me £200, to be repaid on my hoisting my Flag. D.V.

Rob says that if Ted had lent them the money this spring, they could have got £12,000.

2 November - Monday

Tim Barrow told me that he had been told by someone high in authority, that a rumour had been spread, that he had been in an asylum, during the time that he had been laid up on account of his terrible Bike accident. He suspects J. F. as being the person to start it.

7 November - Saturday

Sir J Fisher, with Lord Esher, Sir G Clarke, nominated by the Government to report on best plan of carrying out Report of War Commission. Wrote J F told him that I felt certain that he would be made a peer. I told Lord Cromer this, when he was Sir Evelyn Baring and he only laughed at it, but he was.

At times anxious about several things. Olga’s health and finances.

10 November - Tuesday

Last night I had a long talk with Francie and the previous night with Bertie, the result being that, I am relieved from helping the dear girls. They both saw I could no longer do it without getting into great difficulties.

Heard from Sir John Fisher, that he intends to make the War Office “Sit up”.

14 November - Saturday

Rice went away last evening on leave and inspection duty. Very seedy, gout in the head.

15 November - Sunday

Heard a most excellent sermon from Webb-Peploe, on our inheritance. “All that belongs to Jesus Christ as the heir, belongs to us.”

Francie told me of E.D’s proposal. I think it is a good one, as my impression is that we shall find Bertie engaged before the end of the year. It is arranged that I cease from paying to the dear girls, as in fact I could not do, on ½ pay as an Admiral.

My precious wife still far from well. May God bless her, spiritually, and physically.

20 November - Friday

Dear Bertie dined with us last night. He is very pleased at having the King Alfred, on a trooping trip to China.

It is decided that the Reserves Office move from the Admiralty. Lord Selborne and the civilians have been too strong for the Naval Lords. I gave Sir Charles Drury very strong reasons for our not moving.

Rice far from well, gout very bad and his nerves quite gone. I advised him to go visiting, which he intends doing. He tells me Fisher, through Lord Selborne, wishes Winsloe to come as Junior Lord, but Lord Walter objects. Rice thinks Lord Walter will have to give in, being weak.

23 November - Monday

Dear Olga been rather seedy the last few days, been very trying for her.

24 November - Tuesday

Admiral Rice returned to the Office, but not much better he tells me. I saw Dr Clarke this morning, I gather my ear is not so well. At times it depresses me, I sometimes dread what might happen. Read the 42 Psalm and prayed this evening, received comfort.

27 November - Friday

Lunched with General Wright, R. Adm. MacLeod today. Both full of Fisher’s proceedings, the former having a Battle Royal with J. F., as the latter has ordered men from Gosport Barracks to embark direct, which is always done from Head Quarters in London. The question is before the Board now, but everyone says, the Board are afraid of J. F. who practically runs the Admiralty.

My poor little wife, very unwell, cold, sick and eating hardly anything. Doctor in nearly every day.

28 November - Saturday

Saw Twynam this morning, and I told him how my darling had been reaching through the night. I had a talk with him, he told me he was not satisfied, with Olga’s condition.

On returning this afternoon from Admiralty found Twynam had met Rivers, when he came to see Olga this forenoon, and told Rivers, Olga’s state was serious. My poor darling in bed and a nurse to come in, to attend on her.

4 December - Friday

Last Sunday Twynam came and ordered a nurse to be sent for. She arrived at 6 pm and has been sleeping in the same room with Olga ever since. I am most thankful to say, my beloved is better, the ulceration in stomach is improving, and she feels much easier, taking jellies every hour during the day, but it will be some time yet before she is out of bed.

Frederick Inglefield appointed Junior Lord of the Admiralty, a very good appointment. Dear Fritz very kind sending things to Olga.

9 December - Wednesday

My dear girl slowly improving but, I fear will take a long time before she is right. A capital nurse looking after Olga.

Rice not well again. Sir Gerald had told Rice that he had spoken most strongly to Lord Selborne, in Lord Walter’s presence, against Sir John Fisher returning as 1st Naval Lord.

11 December - Friday

Dined with Francie a few nights ago, meeting the Rubes. He is a partner in Wernher, Beits firm.

Mr and Mrs Rube are very nice people. Miss Wrotherley and ‘Puff’ Gore, son of Lord Harlech. A good sort of fellow, though not clever.

Met Poë yesterday at the club. Does not know whether his flag is to be up for one or two years. Says that every one has lost respect for Lord Walter Kerr being so weak, and yielding in everything, so as not to lose being 1st Lord.

Francie and I had a very animated talk last night, on the old topic (re Stevie and Baldie). I think dearest F. is very injudicious, meaning well.

16 December - Wednesday

Olga down and practically well, I am very thankful to say. New scheme for Retirement out. It does not affect me.

19 December - Saturday

Bertie and I to Harrods from the Admiralty, Bertie to buy a Pianola, got a very good one for £31.10 after over half an hour’s bargaining and hired a good piano at 12/6d a month.

Gave Bertie my letter to dear Lel, and also to Bertie a long explanation of everything, from our point of view. I sincerely trust that now everything may be buried in the past.

21 December - Monday

Bertie had a talk to Francie last night. Lel visited Olga, very affectionate. So all is well now. Olga sick five times last night. Bertie sent a fan to Miss A Harvey. I foresee it will come off. A charming girl.

Christmas Day 1903

Stevie arrived last night looking very well, and so much improved in every way, physically and morally, a boy one can be proud of. I trust will grow up a God fearing Christian man.

Flora Tippinge and Ryves Hawker came to lunch. Francie and Eddy came round to see us. I’m much surprised to see what a great change had taken place in Stevie and how he had developed so well in every way. Stevie having a slight cold, we did not go to church, but had some Christmas Hymns at home. I have taken a fortnight’s leave so as to be with the children.

27 December - Sunday

Stevie taken ill yesterday with a slight gastric attack. Doctor again today.

Olga still feeling very poorly.

29 December - Tuesday

Olga had a very poor night’s rest, sick several times. Stevie still in bed. Doctor coming today.

31 December - Thursday

The last day of the year, filled with mercies from a loving Father, who has been long-suffering and of a very tender pity to a weak creature, which as I was redeemed by the precious blood of a loving saviour. My dear wife better, after a long wearing time and many doctors. My little boy Stevie home with us, a bright good boy, and little Lou a dear little girl.

God keep and bless us during the coming year.

1904

9 January - Saturday

Bertie left yesterday week, in the King Alfred, with relief crews for the Glory, taking Sir William Kennedy and Colonel Boycott out with him as guests.``

Stevie being unwell, I was unable to take him down to see Bertie.

The children are better, as is Olga. Nini arrived in London from Quinton yesterday, morning.

Edith Ker has left Dick after 30 years of married life. She has always accused Nini and Dick (who are first cousins) of flirting with one another, but last year Nini and Edith made it up in this house. However, Dick rode over to Quinton and saw Nini without mentioning it to Edith. She found this out and also opened a letter of his to Nini, which was couched I understand in the ordinary affectionate terms. However the result is that Edith has gone off to her brother, Mr Rose in Wales, and Dick remains at Montalto.

The children have gone off to the Court Theatre with Nini to see the piece SnowDrops.

15 January - Friday

Stevie and I walked into the Admiralty in the afternoon we went to the Polythenic together, to see the Cinemetagraph of our Navy and very good it was. Afterwards we joined Olga, Nini and Lou at the children’s party - Mrs Perry’s.

16 January - Saturday

Stevie went off this morning by train from Victoria for Lausanne, travelling with a young lady, Miss Hipwell also going over there.

17 January - Sunday

Olga and I to hear Dr Pentecost at the Westminister Chapel both last Sunday and this, and heard most helpful addresses, and I felt personally I received a direct message from God.

20 January - Wednesday

A long letter from Edith Ker to Olga, telling the whole story of how Nini had come between her and Dick Ker. I am much afraid that all she says is only too true. It is hard after 30 years married life.

21 January - Thursday

Stevie, 11 today. Sir Harry Keppel’s funeral took place.

Nini told Olga she and Dick were not going to meet again.

24 January - Sunday