Diaries of George King-Hall

Olga and I arrived here this morning in the Colleen which shortly after left for Queenstown. Lou and Madge here, both looking very well. Nini, Rivers and Walter also here. Nini leaving to-morrow for London, having turned this place over to us, with her motor. Whether we can afford to run it is open to doubt but nous verrons.

Yesterday, Olga, Lou and I motored to Ballywalter where the Dunleaths have a cricket week. A Couple of Teams staying in the House. Lady Dunleath very pleasant.

This morning a telegram, saying poor Stevie has Sinusitis and has gone to Hospital.

Olga, self, nurse, Lou and Madge motored into Belfast, both the girls under Dentist. Madge shewed extraordinary character. We then motored, after doing a lot of shopping, out to Rathmore, Dunmurry and had tea with Gerald Coates and his wife (my cousin) Louise. Olga liked her very much.

Stevie arrived from Dartmouth having spent Sat to Monday with Mabel in London, who was most kind to him. He has done very well at the College and looks very well and is a great pleasure having him home with us.

Heard from Olga an extraordinary story of Hon E. W’s illness, giving birth to one of the boys. It appears that when in India, she drank some water with snakes spawn in it and incredible as it may seem, when she gave birth to the child, several snakes up to a foot long came out. The Doctor fainted and Colonel W. turned sick at the sight. E.W. told Olga this story of her illness, herself.

My 58th birthday. God has blessed me indeed through so many years. I worship and adore Him and my Saviour the Lord Jesus Christ. I pray I may always do His Will, by and through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.

I motored into Belfast today with Stevie and Nurse Balneaves, who is leaving us for Admiralty House, to take care of Lady Paget’s child. Poor nurse very low.

Bought Bikes for self and Stevie. The latter biked back 30 miles to Quinton Castle.

I left Belfast at noon and soon after leaving Newtownards the motor broke down, and another motor coming along, I stopped it and asked them to take me into Portaferry, as they told me that they were going that way. Three gentlemen, Fergusons by name and their mother. They kindly brought me all the way to Q.C. where we gave them tea. They were charmed at seeing the Castle. I had spent an hour and a half in the Car, on the road, whilst Fellowes had borrowed a bike from a farm and gone into Newtownards for assistance.

Yesterday we had a most successful party, having asked all the women and children over to tea from Tara Coast Guard Station, about 26 all told. They had games. Stevie and Lou leading most capitally in it all. Took many photographs.

Stevie been rabbit shooting at Castle Ward twice, each time shooting 13 rabbits, using 12 bore double barrel the first time, and the second time my 16 bore. The first time that he has ever shot. The Bangors very pleased with his shooting and like him very much. I lunched one day there. Kathleen Ward there. Lady Bangor bad with gout.

This day, the Wilsons of Belvoir Park motored down. Mrs Wilson and the three girls and also Alex Wilson. They came to lunch and the girls bathed off the rocks, and after tea they left and we had a visit from Mrs Head, daughter of the late Colonel Saunderson. Mrs Bower and her naval cadet son also came.

Colonel Nugent of Portaferry Park came with the Langhams to tea and when they had left, Olga, Stevie and I motored to the Wilsons, Belvoir Park, about 30 miles and arrived in time for dinner. Mrs Wilson and the whole family most charming.

A beautiful house in a large park, about 3 miles outside Belfast. Once belonged to Lord Deramore, father of Eva Ker who married Olga’s cousin, Alfred Ker of Montalto.

Lord and Lady Leitrim arrived for the week-end. I had met her before at Mulroy. Both nice people. She is pretty, slight and graceful, has bad health. He is quiet going fellow, following in his father’s foot steps, and carrying on his work at Mulroy.

Olga and I motored into Belfast to do some shopping. Weather very showery and damp. Alex Wilson runs a large Dairy of 45 Cows, all milked by machinery. The Byres are kept beautifully clean.

Attended Service at Newtownards. Very well conducted by Rev. Mr Carmody, who preached a most excellent sermon, from the heart to the heart. I remained with Miss Wilson to Communion.

Mr Carmody came to tea. He and I had a long, long, talk together on the deepest subjects spiritual and also scientific. A most interesting person and earnest X.tian man.

Stevie yesterday shot rabbits and a couple of hares. Is making quite a reputation for himself as a good shot. He is made much of, as he is bright, energetic and amusing and lays himself out to please. My only fear is that it is tending to make him selfish and self concentrated, as I cannot help seeing this in the Home Life, where he cannot stand not having his own way. However, he is high principled and steady and fond of his parents and family and is improving as he grows older.

Dowager Marchioness of Dufferin came to lunch. Told me she had written asking us to come and stay at Clandeboye.

The trip has done my Olga much good. She is so much liked by everyone and always looks so graceful and thorough bred.

Stevie also much enjoyed himself. His first visit to a Country house party, and made himself most popular and liked. He looks so keen always and talks well, perhaps too much. Sometimes has very good manners.

Left in motor at 2.30 pm and called on Mrs Selina Maxwell at Groomsport. Found her at home and also Mrs Bobby Maxwell and her three boys staying with her. We stayed some time and had tea there. I liked them both. Selina Maxwell is mother-in-law of Mrs Bobby Maxwell and an earnest X.tian woman. Gave the three boys a letter of introduction to Curzon-Howe.

[The youngest of the three boys was Paddy Perceval Maxwell, who married Madge in 1929].

Motored home in a violent easterly gale of wind and rain. Fellowes had some difficulty in steering the car. Found the little girls well, Lou having done the Housekeeping very well during Olga’s absence.

Raining and blowing easterly gale. Kitty Wilson arrived in their motor. A case of two is company, three none.

Mr Stewart’s bull jumped hurdles and followed our cow up to Court. Nini in great state of terror. I sent up to Mr Stewart and also told him, when I met him, of the danger this bull is, for once before last week it was found in the upper yard.

Mr Stewart went to drive it back along the grass by the Terrace. It charged him, hit him in the stomach and trampled on him, making him insensible. His brother and George Smith managed with some difficulty to pull him clear and haul him on to the terrace steps. The bull standing by to charge. I was informed and rushed down with brandy. He had partially recovered and was taken home by his wife and others.

Kitty Wilson went home, having enjoyed her visit here. Rather a relief to us, as it is rather a struggle here, even a girl visitor, and children are so lacking in thought and selfish, which I suppose we equally were so in our youth, through lack of experience.

Poor Stevie had a collision on his Bike, with the Postman in drive, at a corner, and got a very nasty knock on his shin.

Week gone quickly. Wet and stormy, a few visitors. Lady de Ros and her two daughters, Mrs Ross and Miss Dawson to tea yesterday. Mrs Ross very pleasant and cheery. Lady de Ros rather heavy.

Yesterday, Lou, Stevie and self bicycled out to Portavogie, 7 miles and turned into a very nice clean cottage and had a very good tea there for the sum of 2/-. We returned about 6.30 pm and had a very enjoyable afternoon. I much enjoyed going out with my children. Dear Olga not able to accompany us.

Last Monday, all the maids, 4 in number, were sent up to Belfast in the motor for a day’s outing which they much enjoyed.

Our dear boy left us at 3 pm for Belfast to return to the RNC Dartmouth. We shall much miss him.

Last few days very damp and touched up my rheumatism a good deal, especially at night time. If I get the Reserves, the first thing I shall do is to go through a course of waters at Buxton.

Madge sick last night. Lou also not been very well the last few days from a chill.

On Saturday, I accompanied Rivers to the Infirmary, Downpatrick and had an 8 mile drive on the Strangford side in an open car, each way.

Lou not been very well, the last few days, slight inflammation of the bladder. One sometimes feels how isolated this place is from Doctors etc. Weather all this week been very cold and damp. Wind NE.

Left after lunch for Clandeboye, about 2 miles from Bangor. House Party. Lady Antrim from Glenarm Castle, Sir Gilbert and Lady Parker. He is Governor of Barbados. Mrs Wilson and Alec Wilson, Rev. Forsyth, Chaplain to Lord O’Neill, Shane Castle. Dowg. Lady Dufferin and Lady Hermione Blackwood and three little girls of present Marquis, only of the family present.

Attended service in private Chapel, read the lessons for Forsyth who conducted the service.

In afternoon we all went up to Helen’s Tower, 2½ miles from the house, in the Park, some walking and others driving. A very fine view obtained from the top, of Belfast and Strangford Loughs. It was built by late Lord D. in memory of his mother and opened in 1850 and in one of the rooms is an account of its being opened by Lady D’s mother and amongst those, signing the document is Richard Ker, Olga’s father.

In the evening, some stupid games of drawing. After the ladies had retired, Wilson, Forsyth and myself had a long talk on spiritual matters, until midnight. Both Wilson and Forsyth are inclined to higher criticism and I noticed in talking to them, how much is assumed and other possible solutions altogether left out of sight, the tendency being to cast doubts on the written word.

Lady Antrim, whom I took into dinner one night, is very pleasant and we had a long talk together on things in general. She is Lady-in-Waiting to the Queen.

Lady Hermione is a nice woman, much engaged in nursing and other work. Lady Dufferin hardly gives one the idea of having occupied the greatest positions any subject could hold, although she is quite grande dame. Lord D. seems to have been most extravagant in every way.

The first evening, just as the dinner gong rang, on leaning down to pick up something for Olga, an enormous crack and tear took place in the seat of my breeches. No time to do anything, so letting them down as far as possible, I placed myself in different postures, standing and sitting and under Olga’s inspection it was decided I could, with care, run the gauntlet of the dinner and the evening, which I did most successfully. The tear was a double one six inches long and 4 inches across the seat.

Motored from Clandeboye to Montalto and found Edith Ker at home, also the son David, a giant 6 ft 3½ ins and a very nice fellow. Edith most affectionate.

We left at 4.30 pm and just got home before dark having motored 110 miles from Clandeboye. I was very glad at having seen Montalto. Money is required there. Dick Ker has run through money, poor chap, he is in hospital at Belfast, operation for piles.

I saw in a book there, by Henry Moore, date 1756, a list of subscribers, one being Mr David Kerr, and as there were a lot of Esq and Mr’s, I conclude the Mr’s were merchants and that Mr David Kerr was the Alderman and that the second ‘r’ has been dropped since.

The Houstons motored over to tea and Captain Bowen-Colhurst of the 2nd Irish Rifles biked over from Downpatrick. An earnest X.tian young man.

Sent motor for Governess and the three little Ladies Blackwood, to Clandeboye. They arrived at 11 am having come over in an hour. Our children much enjoyed having other children to stay. They are nice little things. Doris the eldest - 13, Ursula and Patsy (Patricia) 6 - Madge’s friend. Olga and I had a very pleasant bike ride into Portaferry and back.

Hunter offers to come as Chauffeur by the month. Can we afford it? Nini writes that Etrennes has been turned over to St John and that Miss Halle has retired from it and that now it is pulling round all right. She does not intend to return to Quinton, as she cannot leave Etrennes.

Yesterday the three young ladies Blackwood came down, we sent the motor to Clandeboye for them. Lou and Madge had a pleasant time on the beach with them. They left today. Doris 13, Ursula 11 (did not care for her), Patsy 6 - a nice little thing, so is Doris.

Left in motor for Belfast, Rivers accompanying me. Blowing hard and raining at times and embarked on board SS Antrim for Heysham, leaving at 9 am. A cabin was reserved for me.

Had a rough passage across as far as the Isle of Man. Arrived at Heysham 4 am and left at 5 am for The Elms, Kegworth Station. Arrived in time for B’fst and found Charlotte looking very well. Mrs Bythell not well, but improving. She is 80, a year younger than Charlotte.

Yearsleys dined last night. The conversation and outlook in this place is very localised and limited and I find it very trying at times.

Service at St Michael’s, musical and hollow. Go out driving every day, calling on different people. Yesterday met General Burn-Murdoch at the Pagets. Met Sir Ernest Paget this morning. He is a rough diamond and not much manners.

During the last week been driving about every afternoon with Charlotte, visiting people. Lady Byron and her husband.

Had tea with Major and Mrs Tennant yesterday, at St Ann’s Manor. I consider them the nicest people about here.

I’ve had a very satisfactory meeting of Coffee House Committee and decided to spend about £20 on improvements, of which I have already received £13 in subscriptions.

Lunched with Mrs Walter Paget at Loughboro. C. driving us in. Met Mrs Hunter there, a dear old lady and took the afternoon train to London, arriving at 30 Belgrave Road in time for dinner. Bertie and Mabel gave me a hearty welcome.

Attended W. Chapel, but Dr Morgan not back yet. Did not care for Dr Len Broughton so much. In the evening went to the Congregational Chapel opposite 30 B. R.

Bertie and I went to see Sir John Fisher at the Admiralty, but found he was not coming that day. I met many old friends at the Club.

Bertie and I lunched with Sir John Fisher, only Miss Fisher there. My original intention had been to see Sir John and ask him to get me the RNR, but missing him twice, I decided that it was not intended, I should do so, and I tore up the letter that I had written to him.

I saw May, who told me West had no chance of promotion and also Evan Thomas, and told him not to forget to tell 1st Lord that I was a candidate for RNR.

I went down with Mr Harvey to look at a house, he had advertised in the papers (MP) having had some correspondence with him about it. We left at 7.55 am and got to Felpham, a village near Bognor about 12 o’c.

I found the house, small but quite nice and old fashioned. No garden, but its great drawback, too close to the road, only a few feet off it, and with motors rushing by and bye in the summer, it would be unbearable, besides which, the country is very uninteresting and flat, too far from the sea.

A great Trafalgar night dinner at the Navy Club at Whitehall Rooms. 215 being present. John Durnford, being President, and Rudyard Kipling the guest of the evening. Durnford made good speeches and R. Kipling also spoke very well.

Much applause, but what struck me a good deal was that when Sir Gerard Noel got up to propose the Chairman’s health, the applause was most continuous, evidently being marked for some special reason; viz. antagonism to Sir John Fisher and Sir Gerard in his speech skated on thin ice now and then, for he is no speaker.

It was very interesting meeting lots of old friends and shipmates, one Lieut Rason, I had not met for 25 years. He has just come home from being Commissioner of the New Hebrides.

Paid a visit to The Ideal Home at Olympia, going with Nini, very interesting. Visited the stall where the crèche is exhibited. Lady Helmsley being in charge. Nini and Lady Londonderry embraced very warmly and Lady L. said she was coming down to see us.

Then I went to the White City and visited the Fine Arts and Models of ships. I thought the French Section better than the English. Met Colonel Watson and Lord Teynham there.

Left 30 Belgrave Road and came to 27 Halsey Street. Met Lel, who is looking very well and took her out to lunch. She is doing very well with her songs and also accompanies people when in town, charging 4/- each time.

Inspecting Houses. When I went to 13 Elm Park Gardens, to look at house, who should I meet but Mrs Guise, one of the Napiers, sister to the Captain Napier. Mrs Gerard Napier the mother only died a short time ago. We went over house, but rent too much for me, £160 a year. Sent three telegrams to Olga. Letters came from 30 Belgrave Road.

Met Sir Edmund Poë at Club, very old friend of mine, just returned from commanding the South African Station. He told me that Sir John had destroyed the camaraderie of the Service and said Officers were all partisans of Sir John or Lord Charles Beresford and would not speak to each other.

I said I could not credit this. He replied - “You do not hear anything about this as you were Chief of the Staff to Sir John” and we had a long talk together, ending up by Poë saying - “However, everyone in the Service knows you are a man of honour and would never do a dirty thing and no one has ever breathed a word against you.”

Attended West Chapel morning and evening. At the latter service the place was packed, many standing. Dr Len Broughton preached a most powerful sermon for an hour and ten minutes on the coming of our Lord and I was much helped and blessed.

Called on Francie at 60 Eaton Place, looking very well, and then on to Ella staying at 21 Inverness Terrace with the Kesterens and then on to poor Mrs Watson who is so ill and going down with Colonel Watson tomorrow to Tunbridge Wells.

Went down to Chatham to lunch with Bertie, and see the Indomitable. I went all over her, a wonderful construction. The guns were worked for me. I was much struck with the great ingenuity shewn in all the mechanism of loading etc.

Bertie shewed me the very affectionate letter written to him by the Prince of Wales, beginning My dear ‘Kinger’ and ending up in the same way. Quite a long letter. He also gave Bertie a magnificent silver cup, with an inscription on it.

Lel lunched with me today. Engaged a young Italian, to come over to Quinton and help generally in the house. Asked Nini to help, as she is saving £70 by my staying on until the end of January. She will give me £15 to assist in the extra expense of servants. She is a curious person.

Francie told me that Ted and Lord xx some years ago, had lent Sir Henry Drummond Wolff £500 each, upon which Sir Henry had paid interest regularly, until his death the other day. Upon his death, it was found he had died in debt and as the son is no good, Ted has decided to cut the loss.

Arrived at Quinton Castle about noon, having come down in the Reliance Motor Bus from Newtownards. Found my beloved wife looking very well and children also. Stevie sent a wire that he was 2nd out of 80 in the fortnightly exam. Very good. “Christ at the Helm, the Hand Divine, Will Shape our Cause, through rough and fine. (GKH)”

Been under the weather, the last week with a bad cold. Dear Olga troubled also. The week has gone very quickly and nothing much seems to have been done, but I am sure that there is work for me, wherever you are placed, and here I believe it is in the family and by prayer.

Offered Nini to act as Trustee for Walter. She refused and said she had invested Rivers’ and Walter’s money in the best way and so on. She quite misunderstood my motives. If anything happened to Nini, they must have their money, or what is left of it (as Nini is using it) and that means it would be all gone in a very short time. I could not let them starve.

The Dunvilles motored down this afternoon, the whisky people. No news about Reserves. At times I have a most uneasy feeling they will not come my way. However Proverbs III 5.6 is my support and comfort.

Had a long letter from Elise, telling me of how badly Rob and Lizzie had treated Miss Hudson, getting the latter to invest £1200 in the Tea Shop at 20 Place Vendôme and then spending most of it to pay off debts. Lizzie now has been declared bankrupt and is running the Tea Shop for six years and in that time has to pay 50% of debts. The rent of 20 P.V. is £1000 a year.

Rob does not work and I am afraid has been, from what Elise says, the cause of Lizzie’s demoralisation. It is very sad. Miss Hudson is remaining there, as she has some influence over Lizzie and is hoping to make the place pay.

Got on very well with one outside man only. Tom Smith went off in a huff on Monday, because I insisted on his keeping fairly good time.

Heard from Bertie. Just off to Aranci Bay in the Indomitable for Gun Layers and Battle Practice. He saw Bridgeman at Portsmouth, who said he heard that I was going to Reserves, but I put no dependence on this.

Bridgeman told Bertie that Slade was going to relieve Warrender on East Indian Station as Admiralty wished to get rid of him as D.N.I. Bertie does not think that Slade knows this himself, for Bertie and I met him in a corridor at Admiralty about a month ago. B said “I hear you are at cross swords with Ad’ty. and leaving.” He denied it.

Raining and blowing hard. Not much chance of French barque getting off the South Rock.

Heard from Slade yesterday. He told me that he had not been consulted as to Lowry’s successor at War College, and did not think Bayly a good choice.

Lunched with Nugents at Portaferry House. Met Mr Arthur Nugent from Carlingford Lough.

Those wretched antiquated Lords have thrown out the Licensing Bill. It is time they were mended or ended.

Up all night with Madge, having given her a dose from a prescription of my grandfather’s, which I found some time back and it must be some 80 years old.

I find it a little trying at times, this uncertainty of employment, or otherwise, and shall be glad when I have finished with it all and D.V. spend a few years of leisure on a well earned retirement.

I first went to the Britannia in January 1864 and to sea in the Narcissus in April 1865, when 14½ years old and was on the Brazilian Station and returned home from Australia in July 1867. My father at the time, being Capt. Superintendent of Sheerness Dockyard.

Biked into church. Presbyterian, very old fashioned, which I liked. Tuning fork etc. Reminded me irresistibly of my boyhood days, when I went with my mother to Kirk at Halifax NS.

Cold weather. Walked into Portaferry with Walter this afternoon. Dear little Lou disagreeable cold. She has not been well lately and I rather think internal catarrh. Our dear boy doing very well at Dartmouth.

No news about Reserves. Henderson writes, he hopes, I shall get an app’t. “Ere long.” I hope he has heard something.

Let me remember our dear Lord’s words “Seek first His Kingdom.” I can surely leave everything in His Hands, as regards this life and by His Help be a blessing and help to others.

My beloved wife better since she has worked so much on the Rockery and looking very well.

Drove up in carriage to Newtownards. Took over 3 hours. Very cold and foggy. Arrived Belfast noon and drove out to Belvoir Park, where I lunched, meeting young Mrs Ward there who married Lord Bangor’s eldest son. We afterwards motored into the town and did some shopping.

At 6 pm I left Belvoir in a cab and dense fog and after a 7 mile drive, arrived at Parkmount. The fog being so thick that in the avenue I ran into car with Colonel Fortescue on board, who had run into the hedge.

The dinner party consisted of Sir Robert and Lady Anderson (Lord Mayor and Lady Mayoress), Their Excellencies the Aberdeens, Lord and Lady Pirrie, Sir John and Lady Byers, Sir Otto and Lady Jaffé, Lord and Lady Haddo and a few others. Suite. Captain Coates and Lord Anson.

Sir Robert a strong teetotaller, gave no wine of any kind at dinner, and I admired his consistency and also his witness for Christ, in the form and manner of saying grace before the meal.

After dinner, we all went on to the Town Hall, where a great reception was held of nearly 3000 people. I walked up as one of the suite of their Ex’s. There was good music, the Band of the Rifles, glee singers and Madame Drinkwater (Mrs Hill) sang beautifully. The Town Hall is a magnificent building, the finest in the UK and the large Hall very magnificent.

There was supper going on all the time and a special room for their Ex’s at which I went also with them, at their table, one large round table, 15, and four others 8 to 10 each. His Ex made a nice little speech, as it was Sir Robert’s 71 birthday and he certainly looks much younger.

After supper, the Aberdeens asked me to come to their private room and we had a long talk for nearly ½ an hour. Lady A. asking my advice about some trouble going on at Cork. They both said how much they appreciated all we had done for them and meant it too and said that “I knew that they would do anything for me” and wanted to speak to 1st. Lord about Reserves, but I begged them not to do so. When I came out all the guests had gone and only suite remained, so I got back to Belvoir about 12.45 am. Found Alex Wilson waiting up for me.

Motor went in and brought Stevie out to Breakfast. He had travelled from Dartmouth via Kingstown. A cold, long and expensive journey. It cost £3.10. He is looking very well, perceptibly older (nearly 16), not much grown and has done uncommonly well at RNC. I am proud of his success.

Started with Mrs and Miss Wilson in their motor for Quinton at 11.30 am. Hardly left the City when the tyre burst, so had to go to shop. Eventually Stevie and I went down alone and arrived 3.30 pm, passing the Reliance Motor bus broken down on the road, where she had been 4 hours.

Captain Moore, District Captain, came to lunch and stayed until 9.30 pm. He told me several cases, where the R.C. Priest had interfered with the R.C. Station Officer in his duty and brought pressure to bear upon him.

Drove with Stevie to Tara W.S.S. and witnessed Captain Moore mobilising and drilling the station which he did very well.

Spent very pleasantly with the children. Lou, dear child, gave me bags worked with her own hand. Stevie enjoying himself. He has done so well at R.N.C, come out 10th and such a good report. Tutor recommending he should have a good time on leave, as he has taken it out of himself working so hard.

Weather bad. Held a little service at home and spoke on Justification to Walter and the three children.

A terrific SE gale. Stevie and I to the top of Keep and watched the waves breaking on rocks. Decided to take furnished house at Brighton, 14 Walsingham Road. I believe we have been led there.

Looking back over the past year, I can truly and surely say “Goodness and mercy hath followed me and all my dear ones.” Dear little Lou persevered through what might have been a fatal illness. Stevie done so well at College and much improved in every way. Going to be a comfort to me in my old age. My precious wife stronger and everything to me. The years as they go on find us closer and closer together, please God, throughout the eternal ages. Madge growing, a clever child. All our dear sisters and brothers spared to us and to one another.

I look forward with hope and confidence to this year, knowing that “He will lead me.”

I am out of debt, or very nearly so, but need to exercise great prudence and care, not to have the load on my mind again, which has borne so heavily all through my life. Praise God for His Love and Mercy, manifested through and by Jesus Christ. Help me to do thy Will. To care anxiously for those near and dear to me and order my life, so as to influence them for their spiritual welfare.

Our dear boy left us for a visit to 43 Ennismore Gardens before returning to RNC Dartmouth. It has been most enjoyable having him home and the time has passed only too quickly.

We left Quinton Castle on Wednesday last, having ordered a Buss from Newtownards. We proceeded to load it up and very soon found that a lot of our luggage could not be carried and so as time was pressing, we had to leave 11 articles, Trunks and Portmanteaus on the ground, getting Walter to hasten off with a telegram to Tara Coast Guard, to wire to Copeland of Newtownards to send a van down. Off we started and driving through the Yard, were brought up by the cross beam catching the 4 Bikes. So they had to be unloaded and loaded up again and at last we got away, myself, Olga, Lou, Madge, Minnie the Cook inside and Aldo the Station man servant outside, who is leaving us in account of his having epileptic fits.

We had a long drive up to Newtownards of three hours, where we took the train and arrived at Belfast soon after 4 pm. Drove across in a Buss and took train for Larne, where we embarked on board the Princess Maud (a turbine).

We had a following half gale and got over to Stranraer after a fair passage, in fact a good passage, and embarking in a third class reserved carriage started off. Lou soon off to sleep, but Madge having slept in steamer, would not go to sleep until about 2.35 am. Arriving in London 7.30 am.

Aldo said good-bye and went off and we drove across to Victoria in a Buss and had B’fst there. Our dear boy Stevie met us, looking well. He had enjoyed himself very much, having been at two dances and going to Princes Skating Rink. Edie also came to see us. We arrived at Brighton 11.20, got into a Buss and drove to 14 Walsingham Road. All of us very tired. Francie and Eddy came down by the same train and went to Norfolk Hotel for the night. This is a nice little house.

Yesterday walked to Church. Just before reaching the Parish Church, I met a couple bearing Bibles in their hands, so I turned and followed them to a small Hall and found myself with the Brethren, who asked me various questions. I told them my name and said that I belonged to no particular denomination, but went wherever I could hear about the Lord Jesus Christ, so no further difficulty was made and I partook of the Lord’s Supper, about 30 being present.

Much earnestness prevailed and nearly everyone read and discoursed on some portion of the Scripture. I do earnestly desire that I may be loosened from every hindrance that is preventing me from an entire consecration of self to the Lord Jesus Christ. There is something choking my spiritual growth. I believe I shall have the grace and help to enable me to run the course free from all weights if I am downright earnest about it.

This afternoon, whilst out walking with the children, ED and Lel joined us. The latter having come over from Emsworth for the afternoon.

In response to a letter from Admiral Henderson of Reserves, I went up to see him. He told me that he was leaving in June, or July, and that he had, in a letter to Sir John Fisher, said he considered that I was the proper man to succeed him from every point of view and especially as I was willing to keep Manisty, his Secretary, who was au fait with everything. There would be continuity in running the C.Guard and Reserves, in all the changes that were taking place.

He told me that there were several candidates for the post, and he believed Inglefield was one, and we both thought that if this was the case he, having been a Lord of the Admiralty, would probably carry too many guns for me. After lunch, Henderson went to see Graham Greene to interest him, as he has so much to do in all these Committees, especially about the C.G.

I returned to Brighton and feel my chances are not so good as I thought, but whatever happens, I can trust my loving Saviour and Master and give thanks, his Grace assisting me. I thank God.

Unable to find a suitable house. Very disappointing as I get on in years, I feel the need of a home not only for myself, but for my wife and family.

I am very thankful we came here as it led to Lou being thoroughly examined by a Doctor and found what we suspected, that she has dorsal curvature of the spine and altogether is not thriving. So last night she started under Mrs Graham’s treatment massage and exercise, which D.V. will eventually put her right.

Olga and I went to the Countess of Huntingdon’s Chapel. We liked the service very much. The Minister though earnest, was much too flowery and aiming at effect. A good looking man, but his sermon lacked power.

Bertie and Mabel came down to lunch. Bertie told me that Bridgeman, on being asked to go as 2nd Sea Lord, said he would only go on conditions, so Sir John Fisher asked him to come and see him and the interview lasted an hour. Bridgeman said he would not go unless his conditions were fulfilled and a guarantee given.

Sir John argued and appealed, telling Bridgeman that he would be 1st Lord some day and could then do what he wished. “No” said Bridgeman “that won’t do.” Sir John at last gave in, though as Bridgeman told Bertie, he was almost reduced to tears by Sir John, then Sir John said, “Well now it is settled, who is to tell the Cat” and it was ultimately decided that Bridgeman should see McKenna himself, and he stood out with him, the same as with Sir John.

Two of the conditions were that Rosyth should be proceeded and pushed on and a certain number of Battleships built. At the third interview McKenna gave in and told Bridgeman that he had insisted on a minimum number of B.Ships and in fact that this number exceeded what Bridgeman insisted on. He said “If I do not get them, I shall resign and shall expect you to do the same.” “Of course I will”, replied B, “and also the whole Board will resign also.” The only thing left is that he should have a Captain for an assistant to deal with the Lieutenants, instead of a civilian clerk doing so. Bridgeman deserves the thanks of the whole service for what he has done.

Went to St John the Baptist’s Church this morning, heard a most excellent sermon from Canon Flynn. Attended children’s service at 3 pm and a service for men at 3.45, all of which I liked very much. This afternoon, Canon Flynn spoke on the Parable of the Rich man and Lazarus and opened it out in a way I have never heard or thought of and all on strictly scriptural lines.

Yesterday, I took Madge to be overhauled by Dr Uhthoff, a very clever Doctor, he thoroughly examined her and also her eyes. I was greatly relieved, after a thorough investigation to hear the verdict that nothing was the matter with her eyes. Both Olga and I dreaded a contrary verdict. I thank God.

Took Olga to Dr Copeman this afternoon to have her throat cauterised. He did it very well.

Negotiations about 7 Albany Villa in progress. Trustees asking £100 a year. I only want to give £90 a year.

Went to Countess Huntingdon’s Chapel, Dr Figgis and heard Rev E L Hamilton preach, our friend that we knew at Bath some years back, he preached so well.

Took Lou to afternoon children’s service at St Johns, which I am glad to say she liked very much. Alice Startin (Mrs) and Baron Porcelli to tea, the latter a very out and out X.tian man.

Olga and I to London to attend McKenna’s reception. Olga to her Club and I to rooms Mrs Callin, 6 Norris Street, Haymarket (Club lodgings).

We looked at all kinds of things for house and called on the Watsons. Mrs Watson improving. The reception very crowded and we met numbers of old friends, who all seemed very glad to see us. Got home about midnight. We heard afterwards, that a suffragette got up on a chair.

Returned to Hove. Saw Mabel and Bertie last night. Breakfasted at club. Douglass told me he thought that it was time for Fisher to leave and that Vavaseur had taken offence at something Fisher had done and instead of leaving him £3000, left only £1000 and also substituted someone else as Trustee to will and only left ... ...... [?], enough to keep up estate, on condition he changed his name to Vavaseur.

Ella came over for the day, from Emsworth - most enjoyable. Adm. Hoskyns and Gracie H. came over with Ella and came to tea.

Hoskyns told me that the feeling against Moore, Bacon and others was very bitter, as it was considered they told Fisher everything. I hardly think this is possible.

Took the chair at a Lantern lecture on Miss Weston’s work in Navy. Olga and Lou accompanied me. Room very full.

In Bed all Friday, Sat. and Sunday with bronchial cough. Still have it on me. Dear Olga been most sweetly attentive, nursing me night and day. Lou also now laid up.

Better today. Hope to get out tomorrow. Lou down with cold and temperature. Dear Olga managing for everyone.

Lou not quite convalescent. Madge in bed, temperature. Convalescent myself. Olga pulled down. H. Parlourmaid has to leave suddenly and Minnie the Cook heard today of the sudden death of her brother in Canada, leaves tomorrow, so we are in a whirl rather.

Heard from Battenberg, who agrees with me that it is a pity the personal jealousy and dislike between Fisher and Beresford should have come to such a head.

Yesterday an old female, collecting for the Albion Refuge Home called. She discovered I was living here, by seeing an old service envelope lying in the gutter just outside my door. She had collected from me at Southsea, some years back, but is now in a bad way and lately come out of the workhouse and is afraid she will have to go in again, as she is unable to collect much. She gets 1/6 in the £1. Gave her tea and relieved her necessities.

Left Hove for Portsmouth and got on board Indomitable in time for lunch. She was lying alongside the Jetty. Bertie had our cousin Marian Richardson to lunch and Ella who joined me on the train. Marian Richardson a smart young woman, from Chicago and rich, married our second cousin. Richardson, son of Archdeacon Richardson of London - Ontario.

Today is Bertie’s birthday. I remember his being born in 1862 at Falmouth in the afternoon.

Ran up to 20 Knots, trying the new Vernon Torpedo, that runs up to 7 and 8000 yards, at speed of 35 knots. The air is heated. Runs very successful.

Ran 25 to 26 knots in Sandown Bay, trying Torpedoes which went off very successfully.

Richardson has invented a process of hardening armour plates and the trial of one of his plates, ½ inch, on board Excellent stood the firing of rifle bullet at 5 yards which penetrated the ordinary plate at 70 yards.

Bertie told me that the King told him to give all the details of the trip to Quebec, so that he could tell the Emperor of Germany, when he paid his visit to him. Bertie replied “Sir John Fisher impressed upon me that the particulars of the trip were to be kept secret”. The King laughed and said “Sir John talks a great deal too much himself.”

Bertie said that, in reference to Beresford’s appointment to Channel Fleet, Bridgeman then second in Med. was used as go between C.B. and Lord Tweedmouth, then in Admiralty yacht. C.B. said he would take it for six months, Lord T. sent Bridgeman back and said he must say “yes” or “no.” He shillied and shallied, first saying he would and then he would not and at last just as Bridgeman was going over the side of the Surprise he said, he would take it under the usual conditions.

Bad weather all today. Last night the Fleet Engineer told me that the Engineer of Fairfields Works on the Clyde, where Indomitable was built, was told by his wife that she was standing on a jetty near which the ship passed on her way down the Clyde, she heard a boy in German say to his mother “If we had known she would have passed so close too, I could have brought father’s cap and thrown it on board to him.” Evidently shewing that a German workman had been employed on board.

Landed and had an interview with Miss Weston and Miss Wintz, who are being bitterly attacked, publicly and privately, the latter being headed by Capt. J. Hall of the Submarine Service. I am to be a Trustee and have advised Miss Weston to form an advisory Committee, etc.

Lunched at Emsworth with dear Baldie and Lel. Boys boxed and did gymnastics. Lel doing very well with her songs. Miss Cooper has taken a great fancy to Lel. Had a long talk with Lel about her financial matters and arranged everything.

We returned home yesterday having had a very tiring time in London. Yesterday I went to Greville MacDonald and he thoroughly examined my nose and throat. Removed a polyp from nose and said my vocal chords were much inflamed and then also added there is something there that must be very carefully watched.

I asked him bluntly if there was any chance of its being malignant, he did not think it was and has put me under treatment, and I see him again in about a fortnight and if no better, he will remove a small part and examine it microscopically and if malignant will advise an operation which he says are most successful when connected with the throat

What a vista opens out to me. What a shadow. How real the things of eternity become.

I pray my Lord, He will bless the means being employed for my restoration to health. How precious dear ones become. I have partially told the best and dearest of wives, so devoted and watchful over me.

Bertie wired yesterday, that he was coming down. I met him at Brighton Station. My letter to him from Harrods after being at MacDonalds had alarmed him, though I said little. Also it appears Olga wrote on Saturday, saying she felt that there was something on my mind.

I told Bertie, exactly my fears and my dread of giving my beloved wife a shock. He advised me to do so and also if it should turn out a serious matter, pay a fine and get out of lease and in the meantime stop furnishing.

So on arrival home, Bertie told my beloved Olga, who at once poured out on me her devoted love and sympathy and proved indeed, as she always has in the past, a true helpmeet and comforter and a great load was taken off my mind.

Bertie returned after lunch, a brother indeed, so cheery, hopeful and practical. My precious wife said “You are my all and having said that I dare say no more” and I pray my gracious God and Father to spare me for a few years more to be with the best and most unselfish of wives and the dearest of children.

Dear Bertie went to see Dr Vincent last Monday and was quite reassured about my case. His letters very cheery. On Tuesday was their wedding day, four years ago.

Dear Olga and I are longing for the next interview with MacDonald to be over, but I have a rest and comfort in trusting all to the Lord Jesus Christ.

Last Wednesday, Olga and I went to London and to MacDonald, Bertie accompanying us. To our great disappointment, the growth was still there and at 6 pm I went back with Olga and Francie, and under cocaine, had it removed. The size, about an inch long and thickness of large twine.

I felt the shock rather and remained at Mabel’s for the night. Dear Olga who has been such a comfort to me, going to her Club. Francie most kind and sympathetic.

Thursday morning, Francie had Dr Morgan a Homeopathic to see me, but my throat was in a very inflamed state, however, he thought it was best to do whatever MacDonald thought right. If malignant, to have part of vocal chord removed. The growth is now being microscopically investigated and on Wednesday next, I go up with my precious wife and hear the result and shall be very thankful when the matter is decided. It is a heavy shadow over us, but I am sure God will give us the requisite strength to bear it.

Stevie passes through London on Wednesday also, to Berlin, which complicates matters, as he must not know anything. He has been doing so well at College and is a dear boy and comfort to me.

On Wednesday last, Olga and I went up to London, leaving Hove at 10 am, a heavy burden on our hearts. A few days ago I had received a tractlet from Dom. Wolfe Murray which pointed out that when we cannot feel what we pray, yet if our will is in the prayer, God does accept the offering of our lips. This gave me great comfort and I knelt down and thanked God for what was coming as I fully anticipated an operation was required.

We were met by Stevie at the Station, looking so well and off we went to the Stores and kitted him up, not letting him know anything about my case, then to lunch at Francie’s, where Madge was (who had come up with us). Mabel and Bertie also lunching there.

Dear Olga I could see was dreading the verdict, as I also was, but Olga afterwards told me God had given her great assurance about my case not being malignant.

Then leaving Stevie with Madge, Olga, Bertie and I went off to Dr Greville MacDonald’s, 85 Harley St and had to wait ½ and hour, as he had some one with him. It was a most trying ½ hour I have ever spent. Then Bertie and I went in and oh what joy, my eyes filled with tears, with a heart full of gratitude, as my dear friend G. MacDonald took my hand and said it was a benign growth and shewed us the report sent by the Laboratory. The growth is due to long catarrh of the vocal chords.

Bertie went in and told my beloved wife and then went off to 60 Eaton Place where he saw dear Francie’s face at the window watching. He waved his hand. How kind and sympathetic dear Francie has been.

With a light heart, Olga, Stevie and I went out for an hour’s drive in a four wheeler, so that we might have a talk to each other quietly and having had tea with Bertie and Mabel, Olga and I went down to Brighton, our dear boy seeing us off.

He went off himself at 8.30 pm to Berlin via Flushing. On Friday yesterday, I went up to attend Committee Meeting of Missions to Deep Sea Fishermen, first lunching at dear Francie’s and seeing Dr Morgan as she wished.

After lunch I called at 16 Queen Anne’s Gate to see Lady Fisher ‘Not at home’, but as I was going out, Sir John came out of the Dining Room and talked to me and said “What are you doing?” and when I said I wished for Reserves, he said “Well Admiral Henderson recommended you and I sent your name into the First Lord, but you must put it out of your mind, for the 1st Lord wishes to put some one in to make a vacancy elsewhere” and I said “Well I hope you will do what you can for me.” He said he would, but said emphatically “There is no use your thinking of it. I expect Inglefield is going there.” Well as my dear wife and I agreed, this disappointment, what is it after the blessed relief from the dreadful load on our mind during the last three weeks.

Baldie came over to see us, most loving and sympathetic when told of our late trial.

Walked out and saw Mrs Mount. We are now in 44 Ventnor Villas, having moved from Walsingham Road last Thursday.

Moved into 81 St Aubyns. Most comfortable rooms and very well furnished, those at 44 being very cramped.

Yesterday, I went to Portsmouth to attend the Annual Meeting of the R.N.T.S. A large number being present.

Miss Weston took the Chair and then a deputation of girls came on the platform and presented me with a photographic group of girls representing the girls branch of the R.N.T.S. and followed by boys who did the same for their branch. I spoke a few words to each party and coming from my heart made a great impression on them and as one of the seamen said afterwards, the tears came into his eyes. I then gave an address and God gave me power to speak with force and witness for Him. God be praised.

Slept the night at the Turret [?] as Miss Weston’s guest and left next morning for home, meeting my dear wife and children.

Stevie arrived from Berlin, having been there during the last fortnight and enjoyed himself very much. Our house is nearly furnished now, but last week with Pantechnicons from London and Portsmouth and vans from elsewhere, made it a great business. Dear Olga been working like a galley slave.

Stevie left for Dartmouth. Last Wednesday I spoke at the Annual Local Meeting of the R.N.S.R.S. Bingham (Admiral) also speaking. Canon Flynn, brother of my great friend Dr Flynn RN taking the Chair.

Wrote to the Bishop St Asaph a long letter (yesterday) questioning his statement, that the Irish Church had suffered loss through Disestablishment and I quoted the opinion of Dr Alexander the Primate of Armagh, whom I asked when I sat next him at dinner at Lord Grenfell’s, whether on the whole, the Church of Ireland had not benefited by Disestablishment and also whether the laity had not used their power and influence aright.

He replied favourably to both questions. I also told the Bishop that we laity felt we had not the influence we should have and that many of the clergy lived in an atmosphere of their own and were quite out of touch with the laity.

Had a long letter from the Bishop in reply, thanking me for my letter, etc. etc., not altogether agreeing with me as to the Irish Church, but he certainly wished that the laity had their just influence in the counsels of the Church.

Went to London and after buying a sofa at Harrods for Olga, lunched at Club and on to Mansion House. A full meeting for the British and Foreign Sailors Society. Lord Mayor in the Chair. Some good speeches made. Lady St Davids rather long, eloquent, but too flowery. I proposed vote of thanks to Lord Mayor - well received and endeavoured in doing so to glorify God.

Returned by 5.45 train and found Francie and Rosebud had come down to 81 St Aubyns until Saturday.

Took Rosebud and Lou to the Lantern Meeting at the Hove Town Hall. Mrs White gave most interesting views of country from Jericho to Jerusalem in aid of Colporteur Mission in England which is doing such a great work and which I knew so little about until this afternoon.

Went to Glyn Vivian Mission Meeting for Miners all over the world. A very interesting address. Made General Stileman’s acquaintance, a very venerable old man, father of my friend Captain Stileman, who is giving up much in the Service for the sake of looking after Dr Barnado’s Homes in Norfolk.

Olga, Lou and self to the French Protestant Church. A simple Service, about 30 in the congregation. Pastor Ramette from London. I could not understand what he said, but could only follow the Hymns. Pastor Ramette lunched with us, a deeply taught and spiritual man and a good talker.

Went to town, lunched at 60 Eaton Place, with Francie, meeting ED there. Saw Admiral Henderson, he knows of no one being nominated to succeed him yet.

Saw Captain Scott at Admiralty to ask his opinion on certain officer candidates for post of Captain of Arethusa. Offered to let me see Book, however I was satisfied with his opinion and telephoned to Committee. I recommended Com’d. Martin who was eventually selected.

A very successful Drawing Room Meeting, held in aid of Breton Evangelical Mission. Dr Bullinger who stayed with us spoke as did Pastor and Madame Locoat. All speaking very well, about 22 present and collection amounted to over £6.

Nearly finished with the house. Went to St Margaret’s, Rev Hubert Brooke, morning and evening. He is a faithful preacher. Lou enjoyed the sermon and Pastor Ramette returned with Olga and lunched with us. He is a deeply spiritual, intellectual and cultured person. Olga said he preached very deeply on the work of the Holy Spirit.

To town, and dined at 60 Eaton Place, sleeping there. Took in Lady Tryon, a talkative lady, widow of the late Sir George, drowned when Victoria capsized when flagship in Mediterranean. Comes to Brighton every year and her son Captain Tryon is prospective candidate for Brighton

Lady Mary Hope on my other side. Deaf, but very interesting to talk to. Sister of Lord Rosebery. Mabel there and Major Ormsby Gore (commonly known as Puff Gore)

Lunched at Francie’s, meeting Charlotte and Sophy there and had tea with Bertie and Mabel, meeting Mrs Jumbo Napier there, a pretty and pleasant person, who was very kind to Stevie, a few days ago at Dartmouth, taking him out in their motor. Captain Napier my old Com. in Narcissus.

Visited the C.M.S Exhibition at the Agricultural Hall. Sir John Kennaway opened it today and spoke so well and earnestly. The exhibits are most interesting and I must go again when not so pushed for time.

Saw Graham Greene at the Admiralty, and spoke out strongly on how the opinion of the men on the 1d a day had not been properly got, and been quite mismanaged.

Left for Indomitable. Olga accompanying me to the Station. Arrived at Spithead soon after noon, found Mabel’s Uncle, Mr John Thynne on board. A fine array of ships at Spithead. The Admiralty went round followed by the Press in Volcano. Review spoilt by the heavy hail showers. Baldie lunched on board, coming off with me. Denis Hickley dined.

Landed for a walk. Listened to Salvation Army on the Common and gave them a small donation. Met Battenberg at Club and Sir Wm., and Lady May outside and had a yarn with them.

Transhipped to Shannon as guest of Admiral Lowry’s (2nd Cruiser Squadron). Much enjoyed my stay with dear old Bertie who will be gazetted Admiral on the 1st July, only 9 years a Captain.

Motored out with the Lowrys to Wickham Lodge, just outside the village. A very nice country house and grounds and well furnished. Their little girl Hope was knocked down on Sunday by a Motor Bicycle in front of Admiral and Mrs Lowry. Most providentially, God preserved her from harm.

Lowry told me that when Head of the War College, Fisher told him to arrange for an expeditionary force of 4000 men to seize Borkum or one of the neighbouring Islands in case of War and he went down to Aldershot, but found that they would take a week to have the men ready, and then turning to the Marines he found only about 1000 available, unless the ships were denuded, on account of the reductions that have been made.

Fisher told Lowry that a well known financier, a great friend of the German Emperor, told him that the Emperor in course of conversation said, “There is nothing printed at the Admiralty or the War Office, or at the Foreign Office that I do not know the contents of in a week’s time.”

Fleet sailed at 5 pm but the order of weighing was not good. The great long cruisers Drake, Indomitable etc weighing first, being to windward of Battleships as regards tide, had great difficulty in turning between the two lines of Battleships.

Fleet engaged in tactics, in three Divisions. Unequal speed, cumbersome, ragged and slow.

Arrived at Scapa Flow, a very fine bay in Orkneys. Many ships in here. Destroyers etc, very foggy this morning and doubtful if able to get in, but it cleared up a little at 5.30 am.

Dined last night with C-in-C (Milne). Met Alexander Sinclair who told me about Stevie at Osborne, up to every game, but he said, he was a splendid boy. De Robeck, Major Laycock, Leveson and other Captains, including Brock, who was Commander of Renown, when I was COS.

Landed this afternoon with Lowry and walked to Kirkwall, went over Cathedral and attended evening Service Episcopal Church. Small congregation, earnest man. Walked back in the rain.

Landed with Lowry who fished on a small lake belonging to Mr Greene at St Mary’s, not much luck. In the evening a dinner party of Captains. Sat between Leveson and Hickley, the former much improved, not nearly so self assertive as he used to be. He did not make a good Flag Captain to May, when in the Atlantic Fleet.

Blowing and raining from the NE. Dined with Startin and met Admirals Milne, Farquhar, so with myself, Lowry and Startin, we were five Admirals, three of whom were Teetotallers and a fourth, Farquhar, drank water. Also Stoddart, Flag Captain, only drank water.

A very sumptuous repast and table very well decorated. Poë (son of my old friend Admiral Poë) is the Flag Lieutenant to Startin.

Attended reception given by Milne on board King Edward. Had a talk with Alexander Sinclair, a first rate officer, I should think, and with Bayley in charge of the War College.

Startin vouched for the fact that a lady friend of his, who knew a German Officer in Germany, met him next as a waiter at an Hotel at Dover and on taxing him with it, he did not deny, but said he was acting as a waiter.

Bayley told me, he did not have anything printed, only allowed his Secretary to copy out Secret things.

Dined with Arthur Farquhar, flag in Leviathan, met Startin, my old shipmates Hibbert and Sheppard, Captains in Farquhar’s Squadron. The former with me in Penguin and caught many Dhows and Slaves.

Startin made me laugh, in his description of Sir John’s methods of nobbling the Press, by the Review of the Fleet. He organised the whole thing, said to McKenna, “You take the salute, I will look after the Press.” and he personally conducted them on board the Volcano tug and went round the Fleet with them. He in a ‘dog robbing suit’ and making himself most agreeable.

The C-in-C yacht followed, because, so Startin says, the Guard and Band after saluting Admiralty Flag, had to remain up until C-in-C left and thus Press had guard thrown in. Startin told me Sir John arranged the London review and will get the freedom of London offered to him.

I cannot help thinking Sir John is doing all this to make a splash before leaving, probably soon after the Cowes Review, and ought to be made a Peer.

Wrote Sir John asking him to let me mention his name at International Congress as supporter of Temperance.

Three out of the four Admirals dining with Farquhar, water drinkers, viz. Lowry, Startin and self.

Lowry received a very nasty letter from May, C-in-C, about the firing of his ships. Lowry endeavoured to do it, on more practical methods as it would be done in war. Naturally results were not so good, as when all is cut and dried.

Lowry saw Milne, who said it was not a letter to write to a Mid, probably done by Gunnery Cdr of Flagship and signed by May without reading it. I cannot account for it, any other way, for I have never heard or seen such a letter written from one Flag Officer to another.

Milne made KCB. I fear from what I hear that Inglefield is the man going to the Reserves as Shepherd told me he was not good in a Squadron and does not wish to go to sea again.

Manoeuvres delayed by reason of threatened coal strike but this is being kept secret. Olga went to Torquay yesterday, to stay with Jolliffes and see Stevie.

Landed and attended evening Service at Episcopal Church, Lowry with me. The parson rattled through the prayers as if log was being reeled off. Very unsatisfactory.

Fog. This day 34 years ago, I lost the best of mothers. Her place can never be refilled. What mothers can? A devoted unselfish wife, a loving sweet sympathetic nature, which shone out from her face.

Heard this evening from Bertie, my beloved Olga and my two dear little girls Lou and Madge.

Lowry gave a dinner party. Went off very well. Milne, Farquhar, Startin, Admirals, Cay, Hood, Stoddart and others.

Communicated with Drake. Admiral Colville came on board to talk over matters with Lowry, at which I was by invitation present. He gave a very amusing account of the dinner given to my brother Bertie, on the day of his promotion. All Bertie’s pals being present. On giving his health, he touched a button and a Rear Admiral flag dropped down over Bertie’s head, hanging just clear. Band played Rule Britannia, Admiral Salute given and 13 beats on the big drum. I wish that I had been there and I can imagine dear old Bertie’s smiling face. He is certainly the most popular man in the Service.

In full chase of Blue B.Fleet, who were sighted off Lough Swilly this morning. Why this premature close of the Manoeuvres, for there is no doubt, they will close now. A great pity.

Last night having just turned in, the weather being thick at 11.30 pm. I heard screw going violently full speed astern, I soon dressed and on deck and saw either the Swiftsure or Triumph on port Bow.

It appears that, when a few hundred yards off, she steaming to the north (an enemy’s ship) had her lights burning, ours being out. On ours being switched on, she suddenly ported her helm right across our bows. Capt. Ferguson was on the bridge and went full speed astern starboard and stopped port and the Battleship passed from 100 to 200 yds ahead of us.

A very near thing. We should have struck a slanting blow, twisted our stern and probably sunk her. (I thanked God for his Good Hand being over us).

There was another Battleship of enemy’s and also one of our cruisers, so evidently they had doubled back. We turned and followed ‘our’ B.ship in a thick fog, she having a stern light shewing, for about 3 hours. The fog came on so thick that eventually the C-in-C recalled us. A thousand pities, as we could have dogged this B.Ship and probably found out where the others were.

We steered South again by ourselves in a thick fog, siren going. At 9 am found two G.Boat mine sweepers on their way to join C-in-C who was informed by Admiralty that the Enemy had mined Berehaven (C. Guard had reported this). What a triumph for Blue.

May has made a mistake leaving no cruisers up north and also not having had the two mine layers shadowed, when they went out ‘War imminent’, Sutlej reported them and followed them and was recalled. He does not leave the Admirals sufficient liberty to manage their own Squadrons, subject to his general directions. He told Lowry that he was at the centre of the Web, and his ship was a unit with the others.

The search for the Blue Fleet has been abandoned for the present, and we are making for a R.V, 70 miles off, no ship to approach it nearer than 5 miles if thick weather.

Lowry told me that G-r told him J. F-r was much given to soliciting in Regent Street. He had seen him himself, and also an Inspector of Police had told him (G-r) that they were afraid, some day they would have to take him up. How dreadful a man of his age, 68, doing this, and in his position.

Bertie in Indomitable ran into Blue Fleet last night on his way back from Portsmouth and kept touch with them and with Red Fleet.

This morning at 3 am the Red Fleet and combined Blue and White got into touch, through Cruisers, and at 6 am P2 commenced. Red, one long line, and unfortunately Van Division of 8 B.Ships of Red were Majestic Class; the Slow Division. The action lasted until 8 am and I should say Blue had slightly the best of it, as regards the B.Ships, but Lowry fought a very good cruiser action in the rear, with Enemy’s cruisers under Jackson and got the best of it. We proceeded into Bantry Bay, the Blue and White going north and anchored 60 ships at the head of the Bay, about 6 pm.

Landed Bantry, found Arethusa in and had tea in the Nursery with Arethusa and the two children. Each presented me with a Rose. Clodagh red and Rachel white one.

Arranged with Arethusa what she should do with reference to entertaining the Fleet. To be At Home Friday and Saturday afternoons and give fishing in Glengariff river to the 12 Admirals, as it was quite out of the question giving a Dance, or Garden Party to such a huge Armada, and to ask C-in-C and Lady and Miss May for the week end.

A gale of wind from the NW yesterday. Neville engaged May and Milne. Today we separate into two equal lots of 24 ships, one under Milne and the other under Neville.

The two fleets sighted and after a lot of preliminary manoeuvring, engaged a long way off in two long lines, our van got in a certain amount of disorder, through trying to form on a Line of Bearing three points on Guide of Fleet, which was in the centre.

Landed with Bertie and had a game of golf. Talking about Battenberg he told me Sir C. Drury informed him that on the occasion of the Dogger Bank affair, the Czar sent a telegram on a Sunday expressing his regret. The Foreign Office or whoever received the telegram hunted round every where for some one at Admiralty to deliver it to, Sir John Fisher being ill in bed. At last Drury was found at his flat.

I believe that on the Monday or Tuesday, a Cabinet Council was held and Lord Selborne, 1st Lord, attended, taking Battenberg with him and mobilisation was to be ordered, etc.

Sir Charles went to Sir John and said if he did not get up, War would be declared and that in the face of the Czar’s telegram, it was a case for investigation etc. Sir John got up and went with the telegram to Cabinet and stopped all provocative measures and said to Lord S. in future he insisted on the First Sea Lord, not the D.N.I, being the advisor of the 1st Lord and J.F. determined not let Battenberg ever come to the Admiralty again.

The conversation with Bertie arose from my having received a letter from Battenberg in answer to mine, in which I told him I thought he would prize the K.C.B. as he had earned it. He replied much touched and said he felt the way that Noel, Custance, Lambton, Beresford and others had done, to decry him at the Admiralty and with the public.

Bertie said, that Brock told him, Bethell, D.N.I, had sent for Hulbert, one of the Ass. Capt, and said to him “Are you for or against the Admiralty”. Hulbert said “This is a most improper question”, walked straight to the Cabinet Committee and repeated this before them all, hence the questions in Parliament, which were answered with a half truth. McKenna sent for Hulbert and advised him to take 6 weeks leave.

Left by 7 am T.B.D. and arrived at Bantry 8 am. Went to Bantry House, no one down, so to nursery and saw Clodagh and Rachel, two dear little girls. Edward and Arethusa delighted to see me, having invited myself for the night. In the afternoon sailed over to Ardnagashel (Hutchings), Arethusa sailing very well.

Saw Miss Lily, engaged to a Capt. Haskard in Egyptian Army and heard of Miss Peggy’s engagement to Comd. Walters, one already being married to Hyde Smith.

Returned to Shannon by TBD Salmon. Edward and Arethusa accompanying me. We lunched with Lowry and I took them to see Indomitable. Bertie was ashore. Left Salmon for him and sent one to May from the L. Whites who returned by T.B.D. to Bantry at 3.30 pm.

Steaming up Channel. Cloudy weather, added by the terrible black volumes of smoke coming from funnels of North Country coal.

In hazy weather, the great Armada steamed up the Thames and came to an anchor at 1.30 pm, the Dreadnought off Southend Pier. I at once landed and just caught the train to London and eventually arrived home 7.30 pm. Delighted at getting back to my dear ones who equally happy to get me back.

Went with Olga and Lou to visit Mabel Humphery who married my second cousin Captain Humphery.

Attended International Congress on Alcoholism. Took the Chair at the Sectional Meeting of the Services. Papers read on Army by Col Fawkes. Legal, Dr Cousins; Postal and Railway and the Naval Aspect by myself. A very large and appreciative audience. I arranged to get some foreign delegates to speak giving each 5 minutes and so closed punctually at time. I gave a tap on tumbler with my knife at 4½ minutes.

In the evening attended a great demonstration at Queen’s Hall. The Lord Chief Justice in the Chair, who spoke very well. Miss Weston and others and especially the Baroness von Hausen who looked young and pretty in her nurse’s dress and spoke very well. We had a talk together and she told me that my friend Admiral Von Muller and his son were both Teetotallers. Returned by late train to Hove.

Lunched with Francie, meeting Micky just returned from Egypt, looking very well and manly and had tea with Mabel and Edie. Saw Greville MacDonald about my nose and throat. Found all well. I thank God. Heard from my friend Assheton Curzon-Howe of the operation in his neck taking place, same day as he got the G.C.V.O.

Dear E.D. came down on a visit, looking very well. Lost her purse containing a ring and money at Victoria Station. I wrote to Scotland Yard for her.

Purse returned, not stated where found, but sent by Railway Co. Had a long letter from my dear friend Assheton Curzon-Howe, had a severe operation a month ago, throat. Still unable to swallow anything solid. He hopes the trouble had been eradicated. Evidently threatened cancer. He hopes to rejoin Exmouth in a few weeks. Admiralty are keeping her in England for this purpose. Saw Miss Mortimer about Lou going there to school next term. How shall I raise the money?

Viscount Curzon called on me. He told me that my friend Assheton C-H (his great Uncle), knew that something was the matter with his tongue, six months ago and that he had said nothing to his wife about it and intended to have it operated on at Malta, but on his attending the Court, to receive the GCVO, Sir J Laking the King’s physician, noticed his arm in a sling and asked him about it. Assheton said it was only gout, but touching his cheek, said “This is worse.” Laking knew that it must be something serious and spoke to the King about it, who told Treves to look into the question, the result being that the operation of removing a large part of his tongue was performed by one of his assistants under Treves’ direction.

What gave me a great shock was Curzon saying he thought the cancer would return. My poor friend Assheton and his wife and children.

Mrs Knox brought her little girl of 11, Constance, for a visit. She is a RC. Her mother was asked by Olga, if she might come into family prayers. Mrs Knox had no objection and said she did not care whether she was a Protestant or RC but her grandmother Lady Clifden was most bigoted and as she paid for the schooling, she had to do as Lady C wished. It is a pity that the child is practically shut up in a convent, hardly seeing anything of her parents, who do not live together.

Went with Olga to Port Slade and had tea with Gertrude Slade at her small house (Tudor House).

Went down after dinner, to the Beach, opposite the Hotel Metropole and attended the open air service held by the curate of St Margaret’s (Hubert Brookes Church).

Captain Sherrard RE, who lost an arm and a leg in the War and had a bullet through his head, spoke most earnestly. Made his acquaintance, knowing his father Colonel Sherrard, RE very well and a very old friend of mine. I also spoke a few words for my loving Master.

This evening saw in the Daily Mail a paragraph that Mrs Knox had died suddenly and Olga received a P.Card from the Lady Superint’d of St James’s Court, that she was detaining Constance until she had made her enquiries.

Later on Olga received a telegram to say that it was not true, that Constance was with her mother. It was a great relief to dear Olga, as the news had given her a great shock.

I went by invitation of Lord Curzon to the inspection of the RNVR by Captain Purefoy, Ass. to ACR at 7.30 pm. It lasted an hour, and considering that they are practically Territorials in blue, they did very well, especially in signalling and gun drill.

Dear Baldie 41 years old today. I went over to Emsworth with Alfred Humphery and went for a run to Chichester and back to see whether he liked the Car. It went splendidly, very hot day. Stevie left last night. Bertie writes that Mabel and he think him a dear boy, and so he is.

Olga heard from Ducky Knox who is at the Shaftesbury. She made no allusion to the report of her death.

59 years of age this day and I thank God as I look back over the past twelve months, finding a Home for my dear wife and children. Stevie doing so well and that great cloud which hung over me in April removed. No sign of employment or means of adding to my income, but as my dear old father used to write to me: The Lords of the Admiralty rule the Navy, but God rules the Lords of the Ad.

Olga and I went down to an Open Air Meeting Margaret’s, Capt. Sherrard RE conducting it. Addresses should be shorter and Hymns sung quicker. An R.C in front of the Hotel Metropole at 8.30 pm. Cranswick, Curate of St. priest listened attentively.

Week gone very quickly. Our servants all on the move in view of our probably letting. Heard from Chaplain at Kreuznach. He wrote about Stevie, evidently taken a great fancy to him.

Heard from Bertie today, that he is to be appointed to the newly formed War Council, a position similar to the D.N.I. and worth £1500 a year. He most generously offers to help me financially with Stevie.

Olga and I took train to the Dyke Golf Station and had a look at the Golf Links, which appear very good and well kept. Entrance and subscription too high for me at present.

Called on old Miss Noel, then I biked to the Dyke, about 600 feet high and had a most magnificent view of the valley beneath stretching out for miles and miles to the East and West. Came back free wheel nearly 6 miles, all the way.

Heard from Stevie who is much enjoying himself as he expressed it, flirting with all the young ladies, French and otherwise.

Stevie arrived at 11 am, having left Kreuznach yesterday at 9 am where he has been spending the last three weeks and enjoying himself very much, learning German and taking Baths for glands.

Attended St Margaret’s Church. Heard capital and most helpful Addresses from Hubert Brooke, morning and evening.

Heard from Bertie, with whom I had been in correspondence, that he intended paying off Edith’s and Ella’s debts, £6 a month. They owe about £160 between them.

Yesterday, Olga to town, it rained hard there all day, whilst it only commenced to drizzle at Brighton at 6 pm.

I biked out to Rottingdean having already a little rheumatism on me. By the evening was bad and today miserable, all down my back and side.

Intended going up to town today, but rheumatism so bad in back and shoulders, had to get into bed again, until after lunch. Painful to make any movement.

French Pasteur had tea with us, a very interesting man, and authenticated the case of the Armenian as being genuine, his father 90 years of age, and 22 of his family killed before his eyes and the children of his brother a Doctor, killed and thrown to the dogs before his eyes. His father was a Methodist clergyman. His youngest sister being young and pretty was taken into the Pasha’s Harem and is treated as if she was a Mohomedan and it is only now and then the brother and sister manage to communicate with each other, she continually weeping.

He was wounded and escaped to the mountains, with a young companion of 18, who died of starvation. All this happened about 8 years ago. Another time he was bound and left on the mountains to die of starvation, but managed to get clear of his bonds, thru’ using his teeth. More of his relatives were killed at the Adana Massacres this spring, where some 60,000 Armenians lost their lives.

The Armenian by name always bear a melancholy look and, the Pasteur told us, he almost went out of his mind, at the horrors he had seen, for as he told us, the unborn children were cut out of the women and thrown to the dogs, which of course abound in the Eastern cities.

He is now anxious to get money to return and try to deliver his sister. If he finds out her whereabouts, and by getting an Armenian Priest and Protestant clergyman to testify she is a X.tian, he may have her released. How long are these injustices to go on?

Our dear Boy returned to Dartmouth, we shall miss him. Very hoarse and vocal cords much inflamed from using Arnica as a gargle.

Had to see Dr Molson this evening. Olga and I going there when her friends had left. Countess de Morel (Widow), Lady Holled-Smith, Mrs Lawther and Admiral Bingham.

Last Wednesday, went to London and was photographed by special request by Lafayette and Elliot and Fry, who took about 15 to 20 positions each. The present one of myself being published is not in strict uniform.

Left for Chatham putting up with Commodore and Mrs Troubridge. The former took the Chair at the R..N.T.S. Meeting in the Drill Hall, some 5 to 600 present and about a dozen Officers. Was touched by the way Troubridge spoke of me. I spoke for about 20 to 25 minutes. Rev’d Mr Weeks also spoke. A very successful meeting, about 80 took the pledge.

Com. Smith shewed me all over the Barracks. Very well organised and everything well thought out.

Drove to Gillingham in the evening, and took the Chair at the Town Hall, for the R.N.T.S. about 160 present. Many of the wives’ branch present. Everything went off very well.

Mrs Troubridge is only 22, pretty and quite a genius, very delicate, has a voice like Melba’s so I am told. She has exhibited at R.A. ever since she was 16 being a splendid sculptor, engraves and paints very well. She modelled a short time ago the Princess of Asturias, Queen of Spain’s little daughter and that of her husband, 2½ feet high, was in the Academy this year.

She was a Miss Taylor, daughter of Queen’s Messenger, and comes of a very artistic family, lived abroad a good deal. Is only 7 years older than the eldest Miss Troubridge. How it will turn out by and bye I do not know. It is all right at present. Had a miscarriage soon after her marriage and has been in a Home of Rest, nervous break down, gets headaches in company of people.

Left this morning for Home. I walked up to see my old friend Drury, C-in-C, who returned last night and we had a chat together over naval matters. He told me McKenna demanded the Inquiry that neither Fisher, or Beresford did. The former hardly said anything, Beresford floundered tremendously, shewed much ignorance, did not even know what calibrating was. Custance never got beyond the 15th Century. In fact Drury said CB made a tremendous hash of it all. Fisher had intended leaving in October, but will not do so yet a while. Will be made a peer later on, but if he went now, it would look as if he had been driven out, Drury said and I know he is right for CB told me the same thing.

Some years back CB hoped to be in the Cabinet and made Minister of Defence, but Lord Salisbury took his measure. He then wished to be 1st Lord and eventually when he saw that there was no chance of that, wished to be made 1st Sea Lord and succeed Fisher, but on the latter being made Ad of Fleet and retained, he saw that there was no chance of that, and this embittered him.

At the same time, I know Sir John was determined to best CB in any way he could and there has been a personal rivalry throughout, but Sir John is a genius while CB is only a good sea officer.

We both agreed that it would be a good thing if Wilson would succeed Fisher as 1. Lord, until May was ready to return as 1. Lord. Drury told me, that when the question was once raised on CB being 1st Sea Lord, Robinson the Financial Secretary said, if he did, he would walk out of the room.

Drury also told me that when he was at the Board, it was almost settled I should get the Reserves - alas! The futility of human hopes. I told Drury that I was not asking for anything, and could leave everything in God’s Hands.

I lunched with Ted and Francie, neither looking well and obsessed with the wickedness of the Budget, intend to invest all their money abroad!!! It has got quite on their minds. They should go away for a trip abroad, as they always hear the same kind of things and conversation and move in a very narrow circle. I was rather shocked at Ted’s appearance, he has aged so much.

Arrived home at 5 pm and met my dear wife, looking very well. House very quiet without children.

Ted and Francie said Lloyd George was not what he professed to be, that Sir Henry Tichborne and Johnny Vandeleur of the Guards, found him behind the scenes at the Gaiety etc., etc. and that Asquith drank. On one occasion he was sick behind the Speaker’s Chair. I wonder if these things are true.

Heard from Charlotte, who writes most warmly about the girls. She wired on Tuesday, asking us to let them stay until Saturday.

Left 10 am Kings Cross 3rd Class for St Andrews where I arrived at 8.30 pm. Edward Grogan meeting me. On arrival at 1 Gillespie Terrace, found Ida and a large party of connections and saw Aileen again after 20 years. She is now 29 and has a great look of Meta, a very animated face and good eyes. Her fiancé Jack Wedderburn-Ogilvy about 42, a good honest face and all say a most kindly nature. Many of my Forman relations there and more coming.

Walked round the famed Links and had a look at the new house Ida has bought. More visitors coming in from the country.

Attended Presbyterian Church, accompanied by Ethel Grogan. Nellie Bigland (née Hannay) and her husband. Good sermon but there was a lack of feeling about the service.

Went up to see the Curate of the Episcopal Church where the marriage is to take place. We had a long talk of an hour on Baptismal Regeneration, Laying on of Hands, and other matters. He is a very high Church young man and belongs to a celibate brotherhood.

Still more of the family turning up. Monteith and Ethel Grahame and their sons, Blanche Forman, bringing Norah and Jim Forman, children of late Charles Forman. George and Nellie Forman with their children and others of the family.

A very large amount of presents. Ours was much admired, a handsome blue writing case from Edward in Bond Street, beautifully compact and fitted up. Francie’s present was a necklace; Bertie and Mabel a crescent brooch. A handsome present of plate from Jack’s tenantry. Altogether Aileen received nearly 200 presents, for she is a most popular girl.

The wedding took place at 2 pm, the Dean of Perth motored over to assist. Church crammed and prettily decorated. Bertie and I as her uncles were representatives of dear Meta, her mother’s family and signed the register.

The wedding was a very pretty one. Four bridesmaids, Ethel, Norah Forman, Miss Wedderburn-Ogilvy and Dymsey Bridges, daughter of Sybil Bridges - Edward’s niece.

I felt a great lump in my throat when I hear Aileen give her name, as Meta Aileen Odette, reminding me of dear Meta’s marriage in 1874 from Admiralty House, Devonport. Aileen looked pretty. Bertie and I signed the Registry.

A reception of about 250 people was held at 1 Gillespie Terrace (Edward’s place) and at 4 pm the happy pair went off by motor to Ethel’s place on Lake Monteith. Some of the younger generation had put in the back of the Car “Well mated” and it went off, with this legend on it.

In the evening, a dance was given, finishing at 2 am by a reel. Ida and all joining in. I met and had a very interesting talk with Mrs Thompson, a widow. She told me that she lived in an old house that Queen Mary once lived in and had been in some six years. She went away in the Spring, and on her return occupied another Bed Room, whilst her own was being cleaned, etc. She returned to it and suddenly felt that as if some great evil was in the room, and looked around, of course saw nothing. The oppression was so great, that she had to leave the room.

Next day her sister felt the same thing and then Mrs Thompson told her, how she had felt the same thing, the day before and on cross examination the servants, they said that they never liked to go into the room, during Mrs Thompson’s absence.

This recital led to Mrs Thompson and I having a long talk together on the reality of the spiritual world and on the power of prayer. She was very interested. This was during the dance. Bertie and Mabel, both looking very well came over from Scone Palace.

Edward told me the wedding had cost £300 and that Aileen would have by settlements £500 from the Ogilvy property, if left a widow and as she inherits about £200 from Edward and Ida, she would have £700. At present, Edward will allow her £50 and she has £25 of her own. Uncle James left £100,000 to his children.

Arrived early this morning at 30 Belgrave Road, Bertie and Mabel who returned by Euston a little later. Later on I called on C.E.T.S and had a talk with the Secretary, meeting a Bishop there (Croydon, I think) and was promptly booked for a meeting at Carlisle in November. Attended Service.

It appears Sunday night Olga left the Front Door open and was asleep in bed when she was awoke by hearing some men coming up the stairs. Her heart sank, being alone on the landing, then a knock at her door, which at most made her heart stop and she couldn’t answer. Then another knock. She got out “Who is there?” Reply “Constable, found your Front Door open.”

She went to the Door in her night dress and found the Bull Eyes lantern on her and Olga still frightened, though much relieved, was informed by Constable of how he had rung and no answer and said “You must be careful Miss.”

Read in The Times, Dartmouth Regatta of two races, in which dear Stevie figured as one of the winners.

Have decided not to let our house for the present, not knowing where to take the children, although we were offered 8 guineas for it this morning for three months.

I visited the Palestine Exhibition yesterday. A good collection. A little disappointed at the model of Tabernacle and also model of Jerusalem in time of Our Lord.

Visited my old shipmate Fleet Surgeon Strickland today, who has been so ill and we had a pleasant talk together. He told me all about his trip to Mount Sinai in 1890. We were shipmates together in the Minotaur in 1868 and 1869 and in Lord Warden in 1883. He shewed me photographs the other day of groups in Minotaur, where I was a Mid.

Very bad weather the last few days. Raining and blowing hard from the South West. I feel at times, a little depressed at lack of employment and also see my beloved Olga is not satisfied. I do not see my way clear financially. Doctors and Dentists take such a lot of our income.

Saw Strickland yesterday. He told me an amusing story of Commodore Wyrle when on the West Coast, years ago, he generally went by the name of Bully Wyrle. Well, when Captain of a vessel on West Coast, a Mid. stole one of his chickens so he promptly put the Mid. in hen coop for a whole watch and made him call out loud enough for everyone to hear “Coope de coup, Coope de coup.”

Yesterday, went to Palestine Exhibition and much interested, especially hearing Rev. Mr Schor lecture on the weddings of the East. Everything was carried out to the minutest detail by some score of people, even to the wedding bridal party marching along. It illustrated the Bible wonderfully and threw new light on verses and parables.

Went up by the afternoon train to 30 Belgrave Road, and on with Bertie to the Metropole Hotel to attend the Trafalgar Dinner. About 250 present. Lord Charles Beresford in the Chair and Lord Middleton (Viscount) the guest of the evening. CB enthusiastically received and I am afraid this turned his head. He gave a long yarn about Nelson, about ½ an hour, however much that he said was very good and much applauded.

Lord Middleton on responding to his health, made a very long speech, very intense, a lot of it unnecessary and fulsome as regards CB, which was capped by my dear old friend and skipper Sir Wm. Kennedy and altogether, the tendency was to make out that but for CB, the Empire in the 80’s would have gone.

Then up got CB and his head thoroughly gone, poor old chap, took the great gathering as a demonstration in favour of himself as against the Admiralty and launched out in very bad taste, dealing with the late row with the Admiralty, and of his being dismissed. It was most uncomfortable.

King Dick was there and I had the pleasure of holding two of my old chiefs in the right and left hand, both Admirals of the Fleet, Sir Frederick Richards and Sir Edward Seymour. 250 present, a record number. Ad. Northland made his usual request of £1000 to the Club, which he makes every year. Bertie agreed with me, that it was bad taste, C.B’s speech.

Bertie has a difficult job. J Fisher is so slippery, but the extra men are required and must be obtained. Bertie will go by what Bridgeman does, if he ducks, Bertie will and vice versa.

Man proposes, but God disposes and how graciously He over rules our lives and actions.

I wrote to Madden and sent letter up by Bertie’s messenger - out of town. I then went up and found McKenna has gone to Conference, just missed him (having delayed coming to Ad. by Bertie’s advice). Found Badderley out and then sent messenger to Skinner (Ass P.Sec), some one with him.

Met Brock coming to thank 1st Lord for app’t. “Hullo” said he, “after an appointment?” I evaded the question and left the coast clear for him to see Skinner. I felt very nonplussed, not knowing what to do, or how to act and as I walked across to the Club. I offered up prayer for guidance.

Went into Reading Room. A few minutes afterwards, in came my friend Sir Charles Drury, we talked over last night’s dinner. He said he was going to speak to the Committee and a very little more would make him leave the Club.

I then said, I am trying to see McKenna. He strongly advised me not to do so. I asked him several times. He said “They all know you are a candidate for the Reserves” and then he said “I feel as sure as you are sitting in that Chair that you will go there.” I said nothing more, but told Drury how I felt I ought to do anything necessary to be done and so considered I should see McKenna by Bertie’s advice.

Now I felt much relieved at not doing so, for in Miss Weston’s book there is a picture of a sailor shewing his mother a Cabin in Rest and the text over the head of the Bed is “Be still and know I am God.” He said again “Do nothing.” What dare I hope? May I hope? Never mind, I will hope and if disappointed, God will enable me to see that disappointment is appointment.

Lunched with Francie, met my old friend Lady Winchelsea. I had not seen her for 37 years. Nan Codrington that was. Blacked under the eyes, and smokes cigarettes, still most agreeable.

Lou and I drove to Church, sat in draught, got inflamed eyes and nose, very trying. Bertie and Mabel came down from London and called in for ½ hour chat. Met Admiral and Mrs McAlpine, took them in and introduced them to Olga.

Left Hove 10.30 for London, saw Henderson for 5 minutes, he knows nothing, is afraid that some political interest may put Inglefield in to succeed him.

On to Cambridge and drove to the Revd. S A Donaldson, the Master of Magdalene College, who I found was the husband of Lady Albina, daughter of my old friend the late Lady Hobart and sister of Lord Buckinghamshire. Many ladies in at tea, one of them daughter of Colonel Crawford who I also knew. The Bishop of Ely and his staff came to dinner. Disappointed to find he was not a TT.

After dinner Bishop took Dr Saleeby the other speaker and myself on to the Town Hall in his motor. Hall was full, but not more than 70-80 Undergraduates there. Bishop and Vice Chancellor, and the Mayor all spoke and then I spoke for 20 minutes and got in as much as I could. Dr Saleeby then for 40 minutes, a most able address on how Alcohol injured the unborn children. We finished at 10 pm. Dr Butler, the Master of Trinity, 76 years, proposed vote of thanks to the speakers in polished and exquisitely well turned phrases, throwing in a touch of humour also, and afterwards he thanked me for my address, holding my hands.

We returned to the Lodge, Magdalene College and had a very interesting talk in the Smoking Room, Dr Saleeby leading the conversation. Lady Albina, well read and intellectual, several small children and grown up son. Young Mills of the Cornwall Reg. there, son of my old friend Lady Kathleen. She died when he was only two years old.

Took a walk round the Colleges, and over St John’s and into King’s Chapel and home by the backs. Most interesting. Home by 3 pm to my beloved wife and children.

This evening sitting at dinner with Olga, a letter arrived from Sir John Fisher. We both feel uneasy. Sure enough, he wrote private and confidentially that the Treasury had finally decided not to pay for a Vice Admiral at the Reserve Office, and so no hope for me. What a blow. Apparently nothing else before me. I wrote to Sir John and said “What a great blow it was to me, for I had worked so hard in the Reserves Office, and as Deputy to ACR in Ireland” and as Drury told me, I had been practically nominated for the post. I do feel it.

I also told Sir John “I would take it at any salary, if it was only a question of pay.” I wonder if the reason is the real one. I must believe it is. In any case, God over rules everything and I am thankful to say, though very disappointed, I am not discontented, but feel I can absolutely put my trust in my Lord and Master.

Wrote to Bertie and asked him to sound Sir Francis Hopwood, regarding a Governorship.

Visited Palestine Exhib’n. yesterday afternoon. Most interesting addresses from Rev Schor on Shepherd life and from Dr Schofield on the Board of the Tabernacle.

Walked with dear Olga, who has been such a comfort and wise advisor to me in my trouble, down to Brighton and back. Lovely weather. Sherrards and McAlpines came to tea. Admired the house very much.

Lou and I to Church. An excellent address from Hubert Brooke. Walked back. Pasteur Ramette to lunch. Olga bilious attack, could not appear.

I wonder what I can do to add to my income. I just cannot manage Stevie and Lou’s education.

Took the Chair for the Medical Town Mission, first paying a visit to the Mission at 10 o’clock this morning and speaking to the assembled women and children, about 80, for a few minutes. Much pleased by what I saw.

Spoke at Meeting of British and Foreign Bible Society. The Vicar of Hove (Bishop of Lewes) in Chair. God gave me power to speak forcibly.

Took Lou to the Dentist yesterday, Dr Uhtoff. Dined with the Sherrards at 3 Oriental Place.

An excellent sermon from Greenswick [?] My sake and the Gospels. Lou and I much enjoyed it. A farewell sermon before going to the Mission Field. He was full of God’s Holy Spirit.

This evening I attended Meeting house, which used to be Campbell’s old Church and is now run by Colonel Philips. Mr Stuart preached. I was on the platform and a young boy of 14, McGill, and Stuart told me he was son of Admiral McGill, my old friend. We entered the Service together and went to sea in the Narcissus. He told me that Mrs McGill converted and became a RC and induced her husband to do the same.

Now she bitterly regrets it and the priests are fighting hard to prevent them returning to the true faith.

“ My sake and the Gospels.” What a lot in those words. I pray that they may be engraved on my heart.

Left this morning for Folkestone, a tedious journey, changing at Lewes, Hastings and Ashford. At the latter place walked up and saw the Parish Church, which is surrounded by a square of small houses, some very old, a paved pathway between them and the church railings.

The Church contains three very fine monuments in a very good state of preservation.

Was met by Admiral FitzGerald at the Station and we walked to 1 Trinity Crescent. Mrs FitzGerald and two daughters at home. The Admiral getting very deaf and of course most abusive about Jack Fisher. The ladies accompanied me to the meeting.

The Archbishop took the Chair and the bishops of Croydon and Rochester and many divines on the platform. I spoke first and then a clergyman and then the Archbishop. About 600 people present. I laid stress on the Total Abstinence side of the question. Was very well received. The Archbishop - a diplomatic address - and there can be no power in advocating half measures.

Returned home. This time at Ashford attended the fair, as I had an hour to wait there. On my return home, found my beloved wife returned from The Elms.

Left at 8.15 am for Carlisle, where I arrived at 6 pm. Met by the Rev Phillips (Diocesan Sec for C.E.T.S.) and drove to the Deanery, where I was welcomed by the Dean and Mrs Barker (daughter of the late Sir James Ross of Arctic fame). The Dean is a very thorough Liberal and is a T.A.

After dinner we drove to the County Hall, about ¾ full, a good number of men. The Bishop having a bad throat could not take the Chair, so the Dean did so. The suffragan Bishop of Barrow was on the platform and many clergy. I spoke for nearly 35 min. and by God’s blessing, to the point and was thanked by several of the clergy afterwards.

After returning to the Deanery and refreshments, the Dean and I talked from 10 until midnight on the deep mysteries lying around us as to sin, misery and pain, and I could see these things troubled him somewhat. I pray our conversation was helpful to us both.

The Deanery dates from the 12th Century and is most interesting, the Square Tower especially. We breakfasted in the tower room, walls 6 feet thick and arched over by stone, where the cattle used to be driven into, at the times of the border wars. One of the beautiful oak ceilings in Drawing Room is 13th Cent, also the fine wood carved chimney piece.

It is full of Art treasures, which the Dean inherited. Two fine Dresden figures, he told me were appraised at £700 each.

I attended the Cathedral morning service. Dean and 5 clergy, 20 Choristers and congregation myself and 2 women. Morning service and Litany rattled through and sung well. No doubt Religion but where is the spirituality?

I saw the Dean eyeing me several times to see what I was thinking of (I was in one of the Stalls). My thoughts were “Can this be real spiritual worship, offered up like this twice a day?” After service I was shewn all over this most interesting Cathedral, dating from 11th Century and onwards and the beautiful wood carving and roof, all so old and the stone being of red sandstone. The building with its very fine East Window, presents a very soft effect, the sun shining in.

Left at 12 o’c for Kegworth and arrived at The Elms, 5 pm. Found Miss Turnell here and Charlotte looking very well and cheery.

Musical and soulless service at St Michael’s. The same tracasseries going on in the neighbourhood. Everyone at daggers drawn with Hamilton and his wife, the Rector of Sutton St Anne’s. Yearsley and wife, Rector of Sutton Bonington, in favour. Too dreadful. Poor Charlotte. Miss Turnell adding fuel to the fire, says ditto to every word of above.

Had tea with Mrs Dashwood 90 years of age (full of go and life) yesterday. Had a very pleasant Committee meeting last night at C. House, and thanked them for looking after it so well.

Very seedy last night, sick a dozen times, so did not go to Church this morning. Read 15, 16 and 17 Chapters of John. What a comfort to rest and trust a gracious Father for all things, when disappointed or otherwise. Job 31.4 “Doth he not see my paths and order my steps.”

Saw Hamilton. He said Sir Ernest Paget had disliked him on account of his opposing him at Parish Meeting. Can quite believe it. Had tea with Pagets. Sir Ernest said Hamilton was a brute and so it goes on.

Meeting Bertie at Club for 5 pm and had a talk over my disappt.. He thought as I do also, that if Sir John Fisher had liked to make a point of it, with the Reserves, I should have got the appointment.

Went to Brewood and to Sophy Simpson. Addressed C.E.T.S. Meeting in School Room, badly lighted and lack of enthusiasm. Rev. Mr Dunkley, Rector, spoke, then I did for 25 min, but did not feel I had made any impression. Badly lit and arranged. Had to stand on table for platform.

Returned to The Elms having spent 16/- on fare and tips. Glad I have seen Sophy, now 75 and frail.

A very good meeting at the Temperance Hall. Charlotte, Hamilton, Mrs Hamilton and Mrs Yearsley there. Poor Yearsley in bed with cold. Hall quite full, many young men and women there. I spoke for 40 min. on Temperance in the Navy and advocating it generally. Hamilton spoke for 5 min and spoke so nicely about the influence Father had in the village and was still felt. Everyone enjoyed the meeting for I made it very interesting.

Had a talk to Hamilton. He probably lacks tact, but he does a lot of spiritual work in his parish and is liked, whilst as far as I can see Yearsley, the last 40 years has done nothing to speak of. Hamilton is an earnest spiritually minded man. The ladies make the mischief.

I finish this journal with disappointment and get confidence in the truth of Psalm 139 verse 17 “How precious also are thy thoughts unto me O God, how great is the sum of them.”

I heard this morning from Reggy Henderson that Inglefield was to succeed him. Sent a wire to dear Olga, I know how she will sympathise with me. I still hoped against hope I might get it. Now it is all over. What I am to do to meet expenses, I know not. However, when I remember last spring and my anxiety then, I feel I must be thankful and should praise God.

Took the chair at Mrs Twiss, for the Protestant Reformation Society. Mr Limbrach and Mr Lang (Local Missionaries) spoke. Most interesting account of the work and how the aggressive work of the Roman Catholics is met.

Returning, accompanied Olga to tea at Lady Holled Smith’s. A large number of people there. Yesterday, I went to tea at General Rideout’s as Olga could not go. Met some people there. Mrs and Miss Rivers, Mrs Chichester, Lady George Loftus, Miss Egerton and others. The old General is a Crimean and Indian veteran.

Olga and I to tea, at General Sir Wm. and Lady Seymour. A great number of people there. General S. 80 years of age, an old Crimean and Indian veteran. Had an interesting talk with him, also Gen. Chapman, who was through the Mutiny.

I asked one young lady if she had seen my wife. She said no, but I have seen your daughter and pointed dear Olga out to me, who certainly might easily be my daughter, she was looking so pretty and charmingly young.

Olga and I walked back, both agreed that it will not do to be going out to a lot of tea parties, most of the people having different aims to ourselves, and many rich. I fear we shall have to owe money to Woodhead.

Harry Shaen came down to luncheon. I had not seen him for 50 years. Olga and I both liked him. He is engaged as a broker in Woollens.

He comes to Europe every year, goes to Paris, visits designers etc, sees what designs are likely to be the fashion, goes to different Mills in Germany and England and has patterns made, then sends them to large wholesale dealers, who select patterns and then Harry orders them to be made at the mills and sells the material by the cart load.

In course of conversation, I found my Uncle (his father) was of an old Essex family and that Harry and my sister Meta were born within a few days of each other at Manchester in 1852, the same lodgings. Evidently my mother and her sister living together for the time being.

He also surprised Olga and myself by telling us old Mr Perry was his Uncle, his first wife being a Miss Shaen. Two of Harry’s Uncles are lawyers in London and two maiden Aunts live, one in London, Upper Phillimore Gardens and another in country, the latter takes waifs and strays down to her place.

He told us all about his wife Cursty (German American) and his daughter nearly 17. Very musical (Ethel). He plays duets with her every night. I should think he was fairly well off, as he is fond of yachting and had one Kinassa, a large schooner, 7 in crew. He said he found it too much expense.

Yesterday, saw Inglefield gazetted to the Reserves. I could not help feeling it should have been my name. Bertie thinks Fisher has not played the game. I think so too. I should feel very depressed at the thought of what I have lost and financial trouble before me, but for the knowledge, and I thank God, belief that He is leading me through the wilderness journey.

Heard from Inglefield, Secretary to Lloyds, saying Naval officers, principally through Admiral Chatfield’s mismanagement of mail steamer line, are at a discount in the City, and he is afraid that there is not much chance of my getting anything.

Biked to Mrs Roundell, an oldish lady living in Sussex Square, g.daughter of Capt. Halliday of Repulse, a ship my g.father was in at the time, off Toulon in the old war and she lent me books on the Tollemaches and I lent her Father’s journals, giving an account of his visit to Lady Hester Stanhope in the Lebanon in 1832.

Mrs Roundell’s Uncle, Lord Tollemache, she told me, married twice and had 27 sons and 1 daughter.

Went to London, lunched with Francie, had a yarn with Ted in bed recovering from an abscess and down to Wandsworth. A miserable wet day, dined with the Vicar and on to the Town Hall to the C.E.T. Forward Meeting. Only half full, if that. I spoke for 25 min and others spoke.

Collection so small, I had to waive my expenses some 17/- which I did not like doing, owing so much. Captain Wonham accompanied me back to Clapham Junction. I got back to 30 Belgrave Road at 11.15 pm and found Bertie waiting up for me.

Went to the Admiralty and saw McKenna the First Lord and asked him to consider me for anything a Vice Admiral could have. He said he was very sorry about the Reserves, but that the Treasury would not run the risk of having a full Admiral there again.

I told him that I would not be an Admiral for another 2½ years. I then said, I should like to be considered for a K.C.B. on account of my services and to continue the family traditions, etc. He was very sympathetic and said he would see if he could give me something to do, that would enable him to ask for it for me.

We then talked about politics and he told me a MP friend of his said that in his district there were 80 Public Houses and in each a paid Agent of a Brewers giving liquor away to desirable voters.

Wrote to Fisher, asking for an interview. He sent a wire for Friday next, which I found on my return to Albany Villas.

To Chatham, first paying the dentist (Oddy) a visit. Arrived at Admiralty House about 5.30 pm. Driven there by the Flag Lieut. in Admiral’s Fiat Motor.

Found Bishop of Rochester and Mrs Harmer staying there. Lady Drury very pleasant and homely (was a Miss Leslie from Scotland) and had an early dinner and then we all went to the Town Hall for the C.E. Temperance Meeting. The Bishop of Rochester in the Chair.

The Hall only half filled. The C-in-C in Mess Dress was there, also Admiral Ommanney and a lot of clergy. I spoke first and I think interested the people. I finished by saying that in my opinion if the Society was to make headway, all the leaders, clergy and laity, should be T.A.’s.

Dr Pereira the Bishop of Croydon spoke very well and most interesting and I am sure he is a very thorough man, which I do not think some of our Bishops are. Some of them, especially those who have been Schoolmasters, seem too cut and dried and lack that touch of spiritual nature.

Lunched with Francie, who was seeing her Cook off the premises, £80 a year, been ill some time.

It appears that the Cook has been, the last six months, entertaining her fiancé to dinner and other meals regularly every night and even the kitchen maid has had her dinner parties and the Cook’s married sister, has fed her children a great deal down below.

How all this can go on beats me. I suppose no servant will interfere or tell tales with another. Now Francie is getting a Housekeeper for her 10 servants.

Olga went to town and returned. Stevie arrived from Dartmouth looking very well and grown to nearly 5 ft, being 4 ft 11 in. Delighted to have him home once more.

Went to town and saw Lord Fisher in Board Room. Very friendly walking up and down with me, arm in arm. I told him that I had come to say good bye to him and as a Senior Officer wished to say, how much all he had done was appreciated in the Service.

He told me that the Admiralty had written twice to the Treasury, asking that I should go to the Reserves, but that they insisted on a Rear Admiral being appointed. I told him I wished he would leave a recommendation for me to his successor. He said, “It is already done, a Memorandum has been left about you.”

I then said, I could not see much chance, as no vacancy was likely to arise for some time and I should like to join the Peerage of the Navy. He then told me Lady Fisher wished me very much to come to lunch, so over I went at 2 pm and found Cecil Fisher there. We had a talk together.

At lunch Lady Broughton, a cousin, was there, who knows Violet Leigh and Arethusa very well, been lately staying at Bantry House, and Mrs Nield, daughter of the Fishers. Lord Fisher joined us later.

After lunch a very interesting talk on Free Trade etc, I being an upholder of it. Lord F the same. He told me that he had during the five years, had 14 Cabs ! waiting at different times to take him away on resignation!!!!

Lord Rosebery wrote and asked him which side of the house he was going to sit. He said on the cross benches and quoted the following lines:

Got back by the 3.40 and joined Olga and Stevie at the Phillips, where we met the Tryons. He is a candidate for Brighton and he asked me all about General Surgeon Evatt, the Liberal candidate whom I know very well.

A visit from Captain and Mrs Kelham, cousin of my cousin Harry Kelham. They are down here on a visit. It was rather amusing. On Olga coming into the room, Mrs Kelham shook hands and said “Your eldest I assume” and which on my saying “my wife” made Mrs Kelham and Olga roar with laughter.

This is the third time during the last few weeks that dear Olga has been taken for my daughter. Mrs Wemyss Steward also took her for my daughter. Evidently shewing that she is keeping her years and I am ageing in appearance.

A very happy family party. Stevie, Lou and self to Church, St Margaret’s, an excellent address from Hubert Brooks. Stevie and I stayed for the Communion, the first that we have taken together.

A lovely sunny day, a summer warmth on the front. I have put the house on the Agent’s books at 6 gns a week for six months, or a year, as we must go abroad, on account of the heavy expenses. Already in debt and only getting deeper in the mire.

What a difference if I had been appointed to the Reserves and should be getting over £6 a day this week.

However, it does not do to think of it, only breeds discontent, and today, I thank God, I do trust Him, whatever betides. We are a spectacle to the unseen world and glorify God and Christ Icons by our faith and thus manifest his Glory.

Have been much in prayer, that I may be led aright with all the heavy expenses I have to meet, and break up the pleasant home life in this house.

Called on the Carton Lees at the Hotel Grand. He knew Olga before she was married. Is a Barrister in London. Pleasant people. Stevie dined with them and stayed to fancy dress dance at the Hotel. His brother is in Command of the 4 Hussars. Lady Tryon sent me book written by her son, Capt. Tryon on Tariff Reform. Candidate for Brighton.

Olga, Stevie, and self to Town Hall, Hove, 8 pm, to hear Captain Tryon and Rice speak. Sir John Gordon also spoke. Tryon spoke earnestly, but crudely. Rice tried to be funny and Gordon posed as an impartial man, but made some poisonous remarks against the Budget. About 500 people present.

Bertie and Mabel came down to Brighton until Tuesday. Stevie and I joined them at the Metropole and went on to the Pier.

Henderson retired today and Inglefield my supplanter takes up the appointment to the Reserves. I dare not think of this trial that has come to me, which if I had obtained the appointment, would have freed me from debt, enabled me to provide a proper education for the children and saved something for them.

My dear wife, well. I won’t think of it and will bury the thought in the old Year, and looking forward with hope and faith in a gracious loving Father, who I know and will believe, is leading me through this wilderness journey. I am most grateful as I look back at all the many mercies vouchsafed to me and all our dear ones, especially that relief from what I thought might be a terrible disease last April.

Olga, Stevie and self attended the Liberal Meeting in the Hove Town Hall. Very crowded and most enthusiastic, the two Liberal speakers spoke very well. Surgeon General Evatt very strong in the Social side of the question and both very down on the House of Lords. Evatt made one irreverent remark which pained me very much. The place was crowded, hardly standing room.

Evatt came in about 7 o’c and stayed until 8.30 pm talking to Olga and I. I frankly told him what a lot of harm he did in speaking at all in an irreverent way and then spoke very clearly and explicitly on the Navy and its tremendous duties and responsibilities en visage with the German Navy. On going away he thanks me very much and said he had learnt a lot.

I omitted to mention that Olga had a most successful tea party on Saturday. Amongst them was Mrs Tryon, the wife of Tory candidate and a most charming personality.

To-day I lunched with Bertie and Mabel and then attended the meeting at Pavilion, for the week of Universal Prayer. Brigham and I then had tea with the Kelhams at the Grand Hotel. Met Bertie and Mabel, who had been having tea with Olga. Lady Tryon and also Lady Bowden Smith being there also.

Curious that though I have been at a Prayer Meeting, I felt impatient and cross at home on my return. I fear that it is financial pressure that affects me and no certain outlook. This must be watched and prayed against.

Yesterday Olga and I went to Lady George Loftus, meeting many people there, all I should say rank Tories and Tariff Reformers. It is extraordinary how the ordinary person, and also politicians do not see that more than 50% of our crime, pauperism, unemployment, bad housing and misery comes from the drink question.

The other day, lunching at Lady Tryon’s I met Hon. John Gordon and Baron de Worms. I told the former that until the Conservatives cut their connection with the Liquor Trade, they would never have the support of the bulk of the Teetotallers.

Baron de Worms was holding forth on money being sent out of the country. Later on, I mentioned the fact of the special edition of The Times of 94 pages, all relating to the advantage of investing in South America. He said “It was an excellent investment, South America.” I said “But, this is sending money out of the country. Is this good nationally?” Well he replied “No, but it is good individually!!!.”

Dear ED’s birthday. Our dear boy left for 30 Belgrave Road, to spend a few days in London, before returning to Dartmouth.

My host (Rev’d Mr Reed) at Wandsworth called and we had a long talk together on Temperance.

Took Chair for Mrs Sykes on behalf of the Ragged School Union. Sir John Kirk and Mr Downing Wallis spoke. Held at the Imperial Ladies Club, First Avenue. Room quite full. Mr Wallis spoke very well and touchingly. Olga and Lou present.

Heavy bill for Lou’s schooling come in. We owe about £190 including Stevie’s accounts. I see no way, but to clear out as fast as we can to France and sell out. I feel it is selling out the dear one’s sustenance, in case I am called away.

Lou and myself down with heavy colds, Ella’s birthday. She is busy electioneering for Colonel Lucas - Kennington Borough. King has had a fine week down here, lots of sun.

All down with colds. Heard from ED, who has been staying with Mrs Hornby, wife of Capt. Hornby, in command of Vernon Torpedo School. Mrs H told ED that the general opinion why I had not got the Reserves was that I would refuse to be made a tool of, and would refuse to shut my eyes to what I would not agree to.

Everyone down with colds. Madge in bed, Olga bad neuralgia and chills. I went to town, saw Bertie and then lunched with Francie and Ted, meeting Baldie, who walked back to the Station with me.

Tryon and Rice in for Brighton, thumping majorities. Many bitten by Tariff Reform, and no one can explain it. Wrote Lady Tryon and Mrs Tryon saying apart from politics and policy, I congratulated on son and husband getting in. Wrote to Charlie Beresford to the same purport.

Dear Stevie’s 17th birthday. Sent him a wire. How well I remember the very trying time my dear Olga had. Olga and I offered up a prayer for my boy in my study.

Heard last night from the Chaplain of the Fleet, to whom I had sent the paper I had read at the Imperial Institute, at the International Congress on Alcoholism. He regretted that I had not alluded more to the work done by the Chaplains in the Navy. Replied with a soothing letter.

Doctor Molson in on Saturday for Madge, stayed after tea for 2½ hours talking to Olga on theological matters.

Stayed in bed all day, nursed by my beloved wife. Heard from McKenna, MacNamara and Mrs Tryon. Very cold weather.

Change of weather. SE and SW winds milder. Germane anxious about her mother, who is living in the midst of these great floods in Paris.

Colds still hanging about the house. Dr Molson came this evening. Wish my throat would get well.

Heard from Bertie of Battenberg having fallen down whilst inspecting the Venerable and been carried on board his flagship some short time ago. Bertie saw him at the Admiralty and did not think him looking well.

Been elected Member of the Brighton and Hove Golf Club. No entrance fee, so save 5 guineas. They require numbers to get up, fortunately for me.

Heard from Battenberg, who condemns root and branch, the dividing up of the Intelligence Department. Asked me to go round and have a yarn with him, see how funds go.

Kestell-Cornish called, Sec. of the R.N.S.R.S. I liked him and found him different to what I thought him to be. His father was the late Bishop of Madagascar.

Wrote to my friend Curzon-Howe as I read in the paper yesterday of the death from typhoid fever of their eldest girl, Victoria. Their children run along the same ages as ours.

Wet weather, but mild for the time of the year. Heard Aileen was far from well. Not looking after herself. Married last October.

Reading the paper, saw Turkish Govt. had applied for a successor to Gamble. Wrote to Bertie by 9.30 am post, received wire 1.30 pm, caught 2.30 pm train, at Admiralty 4.30 pm.

Saw Bertie and Troubridge and Wilson (1st Sea Lord). Troubridge said there were several candidates, but that there was no doubt I was the man for the Post. Told me that the Turkish sailors were all right, but that the Officers were hopeless, there being 7000 instead of 700. The late Sultan, whenever he wished to placate the Navy, turned a lot of Petty Officers into Officers.

Troubridge said go to Wilson at once. He was most pleasant and though he did not say much, I could see he was favourably inclined and said he had my name down. However he said Gamble was not leaving.

On my return to Troubridge, telling him this, he said I have later news than the 1st Sea Lord. Talking to Troubridge, he said “It was not until I came as Private Secretary that I knew you ought to have had the Reserves and you ought to have gone there.” My old 1st Lieut. is a good friend to me.

Had tea with Bertie in his Office, the dear fellow made me take the fare and being in debt, I did so after much pressing and with reluctance.

At home soon after 7 pm, Olga and I long talk over it all and together humbly asked our Father to over rule it all. What a blessing to know that whatever happens, He is leading us.

Dr Molson 9th visit. Dr Bullinger to tea. Visited my poor sick friend Dr Strickland.

To town, saw Dr Greville MacDonald who examined by throat and nose, etc, and said everything was quite well and healthy. Had a spiritual talk with him.

Met Bertie at the Admiralty, lunched together at the club. Saw ED at 28 Moore Street, seedy with a cold. Had tea with Mabel, meeting Lady MacGregor there and home by 7.30 pm.

Little Madge down again. Dr Molson 10th visit yesterday. Today her temperature is 103F. Bertie and Mabel down for the day. We walked with them. Bertie feels fairly sure that I will go to Turkish Navy. I have laid everything before God, asking humbly and I trust faithfully that I shall not go, unless His Presence goes with me and that He will decide. If I go, it will be His sending. If not, it will be His withholding.

Spoke at Meeting (Temperance). Mr Figgis, Emmanuel Church for ½ an hour, much thanked. On my return at 9.15 pm Olga met me, and asked what it meant if 1 Lord wished to see me, and shewed me a telegram from Troubridge appointing meeting tomorrow with the 1 Lord.

Olga and I went up by the 8.45 am train from Brighton, full of hope and rightly so. In the strength of the telegram, we treated ourselves to a Pullman return and went to the Army and Navy where I went round selecting portmanteaus and various things, ready for a start. Olga having joined me from Oddy’s, who could not see her until 4.30 pm.

At 1.30 pm went to the Admiralty and there learned there was a hitch. We lunched at Naval and Military, where we met my old 1st Lieut. Stanhope, now Sec. Liberal Federation.

Then back to Ad. and I was summoned by 1 Lord, McKenna who said how much he regretted that owing to Turkish Government having made different plans, he could not offer me appointment as Adviser and practically head of the Turkish Navy.

It appears Gamble has manipulated matters, so that he shall draw £3000 a year and supervise the building programme of the Turkish Navy in England, and arranged for a junior Rear Admiral to go out at £2500 a year to Command the Turkish fleet and nothing else. Shewed me Gamble’s letter, he is very put out about it, saying Gamble has taken care to feather his nest, and left the higher policy to take care of itself. He is very sorry about my disappt. I told him that I had asked God not to send me unless His Pleasure went with me.

Troubridge having remarked to me, that Providence overruled everything, he said he had told McKenna how I looked at these matters. I thank God. He is so gracious to me. I went to the Club immediately 3.45 pm and telephoned to Olga at 60 Eaton Place. On to ED, who is seedy, at 28 Moore Street. Most affectionate and sympathetic and then on to 60 Eaton Place. Found Francie and Ted in. Both most sympathetic. Dear Francie unable to sleep last night, on account of excitement at my obtaining the post, as she and I suppose everyone thought.

I suppose there have been very few such shaves as this of mine. A post of Admiralissimo of a foreign Navy and £4000 a year, held to my lips and dashed away at the last moment. However, I truly thank God for His over ruling providence and feel most thankful, that I have been prevented going, as it would not have been blessed to me.

Dear Olga joined me at Station and we travelled back in Pullman and I do not suppose we shall luxuriate again like this for some time.

It is satisfactory to know and have it brought out, how well I stand with the Foreign Office and Admiralty, Sir Edward Grey being much struck with my name and record.

Now we must buckle to, try and let the house and pay off bills which now amount to £150, and expenditure exceeding income.

Dr Molson 15th visit. Madge’s temperature suddenly went up to 103F. Unable to diagnose case. She broke out into a profuse perspiration and complained of left ear. Dr M. a little afraid that the influenza was causing an abscess.

Telephoned to Homeopathic Hospital, Great Ormond Street, London for a nurse (Tel No 359, Holborn) at 4 pm. Nurse Wright arrived at 7 pm. Madge better this evening.

Visited Mrs Coppet [?] this afternoon. She is better, and yesterday my friend Strickland, who is also better.

Dr M, 16th visit. A little uneasy about Madge this morning. Temp. 103F, pulse 144, but this evening gone down to 101 and 120.

Ella came over from Emsworth looking very well and cheery. Very heavy rain and wind squalls this afternoon and evening.

Left this morning for London. Lunched with Francie, who afterwards poured out all her troubles about Micky to me. He has behaved most badly to his mother, who has been shielding him from his father’s displeasure, even paying off his debts by giving up half her allowance £400. Yet this has not sufficed, as only a few days ago, Cox would have dishonoured his bills, but for Francie paying in by overdrawing her account.

Ted has threatened to take him out of the Army if he goes on getting into debt, so Francie carefully conceals all she is doing from Ted’s knowledge. Francie has now written to Micky to say that she has lodged money for his Mess Bills, but that any other cheques, Cox will dishonour and that when he returns from Egypt after Easter, he must apply to be seconded and go to North Nigeria.

Took train to Plymouth. Met by carriage Fawkes sent and drove to Admiralty House and soon after accompanied by Lady Fawkes, drove to the Sailor’s Rest, for the Annual Meeting RNSRS. Fawkes presided. I spoke and several others. Miles, one of the Readers, spoke very well and then Russell one of the new Readers (came from a Training College) spoke the most outrageous trash, absolutely unspiritual. It had a very bad effect, as until then all that had been said was so to the point and spiritual. About 108 people present, and many came up and spoke to me afterwards, who remembered my dear old father.

One interesting occurrence at the meeting was the C-in-C reading out a letter written 35 years ago when he was Ad. Superin. at Devonport as Vice Admiral. As a testimonial to Mr Miles the Reader (who spoke) and then the C-in-C referred to my being present, the son as a VA, engaged in the same work.

Paid a visit to Cross and his wife at Ad. House, D.port. What memories rushed through my mind as I sat in the Drawing Room where my dear Mother died in my arms in 1875. A birth and a marriage also took place in the house.

Ad. Galloway dined at Ad. House and after he had gone, Fawkes and I had a long talk over naval matters in general.

Dr M. 19th visit. Went out to Cemetery and visited the grave where my Mother, sister and brother are buried, or rather the tabernacles in which they lived.

Took train in the evening for Dartmouth and was met by Stevie and his friend Austin (great g.son of Sir Francis Austin). His g.father was Chaplain in the Vindictive, my father was the 1st Lieut; Cdr Nobel. Sir F Austin the Admiral who had not been to sea for over 30 years.

Stevie and Austin, who had just returned from a 30 mile bike ride, 18 hole golf course and hiking, dined with me and I walked back with S. to the College. S. very well. Great pleasure seeing him again.

Up to the College, met by S, who took me all over the place, most interesting and the completeness of the place, quite surprised me. No money has been spared.

Stayed to Divine Service and spoke to Wright the Chaplain, whom I knew in the Med. when I was Chief of Staff. Met Bullen the Com. and S’s Lieut Nicholson, both spoke so very well of Stevie. Left a card on Capt. Napier, who is unwell.

After lunch S. and I walked out to Rockvale (3 miles out). my old messmate Farwell’s place. He was Assistant Paymaster in the Druid in 1879 ‘80 and ‘81 and now S. Paymaster. Mrs Farwell very nice, had tea there. Both spoke most affect. of S, which pleased me much.

Then we returned and called on the Barringtons and then to Hotel where we dined and I returned with S. to College, remaining there until 9 pm and sending for several of the boys. Startin, Curzon- Howe, Flynn, Watson, Troubridge.

Dr M, 20th. First walked to the work shops and shewn over them by E. Lt Carlisle. He and Eng. Com. Taylor both spoke most highly of S, which warmed my heart. I was mightily surprised at observing the work of the Cadets and much gratified at being shewn some of S’s drawings.

Took train to Kingsbridge and met by Flynn and Reader Derrick. Went to the Rectory, and had lunch there. Had a Drawing Room Meeting for R.N.S.R.S. Returned to Flynn’s house, 6 Albermarle Villas, Stoke, D.port and stayed there. Met Mr Goldsmith at dinner.

6 Cory Street, D.port. Couch met me, and we walked into D.port and I inspected the Royal Sailors Rest. Most excellent. Couch was in Indus with my father and told me some interesting reminiscences about him.

Took train for London and arrived home at 7 pm to my regret found Madge had had a set back. Temp up again and also pulse.

One of the ladies who came to the Drawing Room Meeting at Kingsbridge was Miss de Burgh, who nursed me through my illness of Malta fever at Chorley Wood.

Dr Molson’s 22nd visit. Madge still has temperature up to 101.6 again today. I cannot make it out. She is cheerful generally, though down at times. Sleeps well early in the morning, her temp. is below normal.

Olga and Lou went up to town yesterday. The latter to Oddy who is going to deal with her teeth. The expenses are very heavy. Had to sell out £200 of Olga’s money.

Madge, I thank God is decidedly better. Temperature gone steadily down. Easterly winds last few days. Sun however very warm. Paid a visit to my friend Strickland, looking very well. I fear he may pass away, any time, in these fits of coughing that he has. Offered up words of prayer to our loving Saviour. May God bless me to him.

Madge in great spirits this evening, though temperature has gone up to 101.6.

Madge this morning had temperature, but this afternoon it has gone down and she is in good spirits. Left ear still discharging.

Went to Portsmouth and lunched with Miss Weston and Miss Wintz and then went to Rest and saw how all the accounts were kept. Most wonderful organisation. Cdr Pratt-Barlow called and had tea at the Rest. Admiral Acland called on Miss Weston to express his sympathy for her and disgust at the attacks being made on her, by that socialistic print The Fleet and Mr Yexley, backed up by that agnostic Captain S Hall of the Submarine Service.

Madge’s temperature 102.8 at Noon. Very discouraging and it is very pathetic to see the little mite in bed, so patient and uncomplaining.

Olga and Lou obliged to go to London for Dentist. Bertie, most generously sent a £10 cheque asking me to accept it as a loan, to assist with Doctors and Nurses.

Olga, Lou and self to St Margaret’s Ch. An excellent address from the Curate. I had a talk with Lou after lunch, for some little time. What will the future be for her? Everything depends upon what influences she comes under, for she is very impressionable in many ways, artistic and musical, yet has opinions of her own.

Went out and had a good game of golf. Received a letter from my dear brother, asking me to accept as a loan £10 towards Madge’s expenses.

Just refused offer of letting house for 6 guineas a week for four months. We want 7 gns for four months and 6 gns for six months, otherwise it would not pay us.

On Wednesday and Thursday, I went out to play golf at the Dyke and much enjoyed the exercise and good air. Madge went out today for the first time in a Bath Chair.

Hospital nurse left today and Beatrice Sherrington-Morris came for a week to look after Madge. Her father was formerly in Comfortable Circumstances, but his partner speculated and he lost all his money.

Glorious weather. Yesterday Pasteur Ramette lunched with us. Olga much enjoyed his address. Lou and I to St Margarets and heard also a very helpful address from Mr Wilson. Lou developed a cold in head. Madge went out yesterday for a little walk with Olga and self.

Olga and I lunched with Colonel and Mrs Gordon Watson at the Hotel Metropole. Almost 30 sat down. I was next Lady Dupplin and had Mr Gordon on the other side. An ex-Admiralty Official, now living at Brighton. Lady D. gave us her experience of Wimereux, which has quite put us off going there, and so our thoughts are turned to Germany.

Beatrice Sherrington-Morris leaves us this evening, an excellent trustworthy person.

Heard by telephone from St John that Walter was in the Andover Cottage Hospital from a bicycle accident. Telephoned there and heard he was going satisfactorily.

To my surprise and delight, Robbie turned up from Paris, we had not met for six years. He spent the day with us, going to London full of schemes. I hope some will turn out satisfactorily. He suffers a great deal from his stomach and I did not think him looking well.

Left for Dover at 10.15 and got there at 3.30 pm. Changing three times. Travelled part of the way with a Mrs Bell and her son, going to stop at Dover for the holidays. Widow of an Officer in the Army, been out in South Africa many years, find English climate very trying. On arrival, drove to Mrs Elverson of 12 Victoria Park, my hostess. Two daughters, also a widow. Earnest X.tian people and most hospitable and pleasant. A very nice house. Colonel Faukes and I walked down to the Town Hall for the meeting at 8 pm being the Naval and Military night of the Kent County Temperance Association. Colonel Bradley in the Chair and the Hall packed. I spoke for nearly thirty minutes and by God’s blessing spoke well. Faukes spoke a little longer. Every one said what a splendid meeting it was. Dr M. 30th visit.

Returned, travelling the first part of the journey with a very intelligent ‘traveller’, a Tariff Reformer. We had a great discussion, I being a Free Trader. He made some good points.

The last part I had as a companion a gentleman of between 60 and 70. Owns property and evidently has a large house near Liss. Has two very large motors and does a lot of motoring on the Continent.

Went to Portsmouth, disembarked at the Rest, met Miss Wintz there and went through many of the Books and investigated the methods of the management. All departmental. Miss Wintz has a wonderful business head.

At 3 pm attended a meeting of the Wives branch of the R.N.C.U. and R.N.T.S. and spoke to them on Acts 1 “One accord, prayer and supplication.”

Went after supper to the Turret [?], Lennox Mansions, where I met Miss Weston and stayed for the night. We had a long talk over the scandalous attacks that are being made on the work and on Miss Weston.

To the Rest and more inspections. I am astonished at the absolutely perfect method carried out not only in the management, but in the accounts. Every penny expended can be traced.

Inspected the Sailors Home. Clean, but lacks the refinement and comfort of the Rests. Cabins dark and gloomy compared to those at the Rests and altogether does not bear comparison.

After supper at the Rest, I spoke to the weekly rally of the R.N.T.S. enthusiastically received, about 100 present. Delighted to hear that there are 500 members alone at Eastney Barracks and 300 at Forton. Spoke on the grog question and the 1d a day. Returned to the Turret [?].

We are now making headway with the Officers, who have been too long neglected, so Lieut. Porch an excellent officer goes on board the ships every day, talking to the Officers and has had much success.

I have been surprised at finding what a lot of distress there is amongst the men’s wives and what a lot of help they get from Miss Weston.

Called at Emsworth, on the way back to Hove, had a yarn with Baldie who tells me Lady A. has left £100 to each of us. So she has evidently altered her will, for she had left me £1000, I understood. Baldie would not tell me how he knew, but he said it was accurate.

Our dear boy returned, having finished his time at the College looking very well and delighted to have him home again.

Olga, Stevie and self took the train to Dyke and started golf. Came on to rain and we had to return, much disappointed.

Heard yesterday from Bertie that Stevie had passed out 12th at Dartmouth. Not at all bad considering that there are 80 in the term. He is taking German lessons every night from 8 to 9 pm from a German.

Olga, Lou and self to London, the two former to Oddy the dentist. I went first to 1 Great Cumberland Place, to Lord Charles Beresford, found that he had just been summoned to Marlborough House, so left message with Secretary and down to the Admiralty. Saw Bertie and lunched at the club, meeting Ad. Hoskyns there, who told me that the Pagets were making a great mess at Queenstown in the social line. Mrs French actually being taken into dinner by Grogan the butcher, I suppose as Chairman of the Local Urban Board.

Met Startin and he and I went up to the Queen’s Hall together and found Olga and Lou there, having finished with the Dentist.

The Meeting started at 3 pm and by God’s blessing, I spoke for 10 minutes and keeping everyone in order, kept to time most punctually.

Returned by the 5.40 from Victoria and on arrival found Stevie had received a telegram from Bertie saying he was in Part I.

The young German, Mr Drexel, 86 Buckingham Road came in the evening to talk German with Stevie, who is making great progress in the language.

To St Margaret’s. I find the Service too long on account of the repetitions and find it hard to keep my attention.

Stevie with me. No one is a prophet in his own country, no father is an authority in his own family, not always.

Olga, Stevie and self went out to the Golf Links in the afternoon and much enjoyed ourselves. Dr M paid another visit yesterday.

To St Margaret’s. A most powerful and helpful sermon from Mr Wilson. “Jesus findeth Philip... Philip findeth Nathanael.”

Miss Marie Roberts and Mrs Stewart called. Stevie and I biked to Dr Strickland and had a talk with him. He and I prayed together.

Stevie is No 12 out of 77, three having dropped out. He has done well and I am very well satisfied and thank God for his success.

Stevie, dear boy, left us for The Elms today, looking very well and it has been a great pleasure having him at home.

Took the chair for the Women’s Union at a Drawing Room Meeting, at Miss Tudkin. Mrs Burrowes, wife of the Bishop speaking. I was able by God’s blessing to speak forcibly for about ½ an hour. Had previously lunched with the Burrowes.

I took Lou to Oddy. It is an expensive job, her teeth. Lou delighted with the Tube. Never been in it before. Olga and I took her to the National Gallery, which she much enjoyed. It was a great pleasure taking her about.

Olga told us an amusing story, that Mr Philips, the ladies tailor told her this afternoon. He was unable to keep to himself what occurred the last time she came up to try on. A lady of title, so he informed Olga, saw her coming in and on her passing, said to Mr Philips “Who is that lady?” I must have a dress exactly like that if you made it for her (which he had), and so as Olga passed along, her dress unknown to her was being examined and the lady waited in the shop until Olga had finished, and Mr Philips engaged Olga in conversation, whilst Olga’s dress in front was being examined and an exact replica of it was ordered.

On our return, changing train at Preston Park, who should we find in the train with us, but Nini, who had telegraphed to 7 Albany Villas this morning, but we had left. Delighted to see her, and she stays until Friday morning.

Left for Portsmouth 11.30 am. Lunched at Sailor’s Rest, meeting Lord Charles Beresford, Startin, Wintz and Horsley.

Meeting in the large Hall packed, started at 3 pm and my dear old friend Curzon-Howe in the Chair. He speaks all right, but I fancy cannot do much. Murmured to me, how trying he felt it all. Beresford and Miss Weston spoke very well and I proposed to CB and C-H. Meeting most enthusiastic. Indirectly all the recent attacks on the work were met very fully. General Trotter seconded vote of thanks.

Then CB went to the new block (called Beresford Block) and announced it opened. Went to the Billiard Room and he was photographed in the act of playing, missed an easy cannon, amidst much laughter. Many Admirals and Captains at the Meeting.

Left at 5 pm and called at Emsworth on the way back. Found Baldie there and had a yarn with him.

Beresford and I had a yarn on service matters and on one of his escapades in 1873 when he was Flag Lieut to Harry Keppel, who went up to be at the opening of the Breakwater of Holyhead by the present King.

I was there as additional Lieut, guest of Keppel. One morning, the day P of W was expected, H.K. could not find his full dress coat and Beresford who was in training for a steeple chase, left word that he had put it on, to get his weight down by sweating. I remember H.K. looking every where for C.B’s, and threatened if he could find it, that he would throw it overboard.

Shocked to read of the King’s death at ¼ to twelve last night, though he had been up during the night, transacting business.

Wilson at St Margaret’s preached a very strong and affecting sermon on the King’s death. Olga and I had a talk together about tendency to drift away from spiritual influence. As Olga said, perhaps our atmosphere is not right. I was led to read C. Morgan’s last sermon and he alluded to the necessity of a spiritual atmosphere, if our children were to be influenced.

Meeting R.N.S.R. Society at the Church Room, St Johns, about 45 present. Rev Wilson (St Margarets) spoke well, as did Canon Flynn the Chairman. I also spoke.

Went to town to attend the Mission Deep Sea Fishermen Meeting, called at 60 Eaton Place, found Francie down with the influenza.

Sir John Leslie and his daughter Mrs Crawshay to tea. The latter a very interesting woman, and considered one of the best talkers in London. She was staying in a country house not long ago, with the present King George. She said he was like many Naval Officers, talking of two subjects, the Navy and domestic matters. He said to her, he hated Fisher and Winston Churchill.

Olga and self to Emsworth, where Olga spent the day with Baldie and ED. I on to Portsmouth and had lunch at the Rest, meeting Miss Weston and Miss Wintz and other Trustees. We had a long talk over everything. I returned to Emsworth and had tea there and we reached home soon after 8.30 pm.

A very successful meeting about 35 to 40 present squeezed into our dining Room. Dr Bullinger, Pasteur and Madame Le Coat lunched with us and spoke at the Meeting. About £12 collected.

Went to Southampton and arrived at 45 Portswood Place in time for lunch. Louisa Kinsey, my mother’s 1st Cousin, delighted to see me. Last time we had met was in 1859, when previous to my embarking on board HMS Tartar for passage to England, under the care of Captain Dunlop.

I slept at her father’s house Dr Gregor and there being not much room, was, as a boy of 8 put into her bed, she was 16. I kicked her so much, that she had to get out of bed and cried. She was my mother’s great friend and we were delighted to meet each other again. She is a great talker.

Florence Harris, the younger daughter, was there also and the first night we talked about the Forman, Cobb and Newell families until 11 pm. Florence sings divinely and has a great range, from the lower A to the upper E and has touched F; Patti’s highest note.

Her husband lives at Boston, New England and is very well off. The brother marries Countess Hilda Leiningen in August at Hamburg, who has been staying with Florence. The Kaiser gave his consent. Florence is small, very pretty and very literary and we had a very helpful spiritual talk together in the afternoon.

Florence and I walked about the place and admired the fine Avenue of Trees. She is only just recovering from operation of appendicitis two months ago. During her three years of married life, she has gone through a lot of trouble. Her husband had appendix removed and Florence lost her little boy, two days old and nearly her own life.

Olga came over early to lunch. Louisa and Florence, both thought her so sweet and young looking. I felt sure she and Florence would like each other, both being kindred spirits.

Edie and Ella came later, and then Ella played Florence’s accompaniments most beautifully and Florence sang with great feeling, a very sympathetic timbre. Louisa told me, she had been offered £50 a week before she was married.

The present Prince de Rohan was most anxious to marry Florence, but she would not have him. His family did all they could to make up the match.

We all returned home by the 5 o’c train. Olga and I to Hove and the two girls to Emsworth.

Olga and I think we should go to Munich for the sake of Lou’s musical education.

Went to Mission Hall in the evening and heard Mr Henry Varley speak a very powerful address.

ED left. Had a conversation with Stevie on the telephone, who is staying at Emsworth for the night.

To Golf. Lost three balls. My caddy who was playing with me, on the strength of his saying he never lost a ball, losing one and the third I lost in a gully, taking a drive as train was just coming in and unable to search for it, so returned disgusted with myself. My iron strokes and putting good, but cut all my drives, through not following through.

Stevie turned up about 4 pm looking very well and cheery and very happy on board his ship.

Stevie, Lou and myself to St Margaret’s. Delightful having Stevie home. We all spent the afternoon in the garden. Photographed the children. Stevie left for Cumberland at Portsmouth. 7 pm train.

Lou and I to town. Lou being an hour and a half in the Dental Chair. Poor child, is suffering from having her teeth all over the place.

We went to the Academy and had tea with Mabel, and home. Glad to get back to fresh air and coolness from the noise, heat and oppressiveness of London.

Olga to town. On Monday last Rev Mr Austen came down to lunch and tea. He had not been home from Yokohama on leave since 1899 when he came with me as a passenger in the Narcissus. We had a long talk together.

Olga, Lou and myself went to Emsworth, 8.45 am, for the Annual Sports at Baldie’s School. A lovely day. About 30 odd to lunch. Sir Edward and Lady Durand and other parents, etc. Everything went off very well, an exceptionally nice lot of boys, 20 all told. Most lavish refreshments at luncheon and tea, which was under the trees. Baldie told me the expenses would come to about £25. Bertie came down from town as did many others.

Captain and Mrs Hornby there, they motored us to the Station. Troubridge told Bertie it was most difficult getting any appointment for Vice Admirals. Not very hopeful for me, I fear.

Lou and I to town for the dentist. A very expensive business, thence to Col and Mrs Watson. Leaving Lou there, I called at Francie, meeting Sir Albert Williams there, who had an heiress for Micky, so he informed Francie.

Micky much improved, so F says. More of a grown up man and a very charming one too.

From conversation with Bertie, I could not help seeing that he thought my chance of getting anything more was very doubtful. The thought of it and the state of my finances and education of the children made me low in spirit, and I see that there is no chance of any further distinction which I should have liked for the sake of Olga and children.

Dear Olga saw I was low and she felt cast down too. However I thank God. We both knelt in prayer and I trust, believe that disappointments are God’s appointments. How strong the old nature and love of this world is.

Yesterday, went to town, lunched with Francie and then called and had a long yarn with Mrs Troubridge, 107 St G. Sq, then to Oddy and had my teeth examined. All well, then Home.

Took Lou this afternoon to see the French Pictures, some very good, especially some of the Impressionist ones.

Golf played badly, want of practice. Dear Olga coming with me enhances the pleasure of going out to the links.

Left at 9.45 am Brighton. London 11 am. Caught the 11.50 am from Paddington, arrived at Torquay 4 pm and on board the Shannon. Had tea and then landed with Lowry. We had a walk to Paignton. Made many enquiries there for Col and Mrs Douglas, the latter my cousin, and at last on going off from the Pier, found them there. Ethel delighted to see me. I met her husband for the first time. A dinner party on board.

‘ War’ declared yesterday at 4.30 am. Last night one of the Cruisers fired on a Trawler, mistaking her for a T.B.D. The Dogger Bank incident over again, and with the Swift and Zulu reported that they had seen a flotilla of T.B.D, which turned out on further investigation to be a fleet of fishing boats.

Yesterday morning, a raid was attempted by Blue, sending down some small cruisers and a Collier. Two were captured by 2 Cruiser Squadron off the Mull of Galloway.

About 9 am, heard from our advanced cruiser that the whole Blue Battle Fleet, some cruisers and a flotilla of destroyers were coming South and were off the Mull of Galloway and at about 4 pm we sighted them and kept station ahead, some miles.

At dark Lowry fearing a Destroyer attack, made off 18 knots and I think unwisely opened out his cruisers. One read N 80 W for S 80 W and went off in the direction of enemies B. Fleet, but I suppose she escaped as she is not ‘out of action’ as we are.

The Blue Fleet altered course for Tuskar Light, so Sturdee informed us, he was following up behind with 3 Battle Ships, Vanguard Class. We then by ourselves made a cut for Tuskar and eventually found ourselves abreast of B. Fleet, a string of lights. Lowry went below midnight leaving Ferguson in charge.

At last it was decided that the lights were the Destroyer Flotilla. I could see the lights quite plainly with the naked eye and we were much too close.

Eventually at 2 pm we were attacked most successfully by a Destroyer, who turned her lights on to us and the Blue B. Fleet finished us up and very soon C-in-C, Exmouth, signalled to us “You are out of action”, so to our intense disappointment we made for Milford and here we are.

I can see how the strain tells on men. Lowry and the Flag Lieut, who never spare themselves, quite done up. Noon W/T received, practically the whole of the Blue Fleet are captured and the manoeuvres are over, so Lowry can be congratulated on his part and Sturdee also, in keeping C-in-C of Red informed so accurately of Blue’s movements.

Lunched with Captain and Mrs Munday at Admiralty House, Pembroke Dockyard. Fine avenue of trees, etc., surrounding and leading from the house. A very large garden. Lieut Vaughan of the CG and Lieut Lawrence, D1 Submarine, also lunching. The latter told me how he torpedoed two cruisers and appears to have done it very well.

The Munday’s little girl of 6, pretty and an attractive child and I should say clever.

Last night a dinner party on board of about a dozen Com. Officers of the Irish Patrol. Captain Hall of the Natal, son of my old friend Capt. Hall who died the day he was app. to Pembroke D.Yard, sat next to me.

Had tea on board Surprise this afternoon with Miss May and had a yarn with Sir Wm. and Lady May. The former said all the men of the Submarines of the earlier type were quite played out, by the end of the Manoeuvres.

Admirals Brock and Gamble dine on board to night. Bertie writes that MacLeod has retired.

A South West blow coming on. The whole fleet weighed and left for Torbay. The sea is getting up and not much shelter.

We arrived at Torbay early on Monday morning a very much better anchorage than Mounts Bay. Weather much finer. On Tuesday (yesterday) I lunched with Poë, my old friend. He was senior Mid of watch in Narcissus when I just went to sea in 1865. Many other Admirals there. Neville Sturdee, Lowry my host, Colville, Brock, Lady Poë, a party of about 24. Also Philpotts and his wife. He lives here and was one of the our mates in the Narcissus - 1865. I had not seen him since 1866. Delighted to meet each other again. The Royal Yacht expected at 4 pm and a salute of 20 guns went off too soon. The letting off by accident started the whole fleet. Not long afterwards the Yacht came along flying the Royal Standard. Signal hoisted by Dreadnought to fire 21 guns.

The King promptly hoisted “Negative fire salute”, implying to May that he was the Senior Officer, which of course he is, and not long afterwards he made the signal himself to fire 21 guns. One can see that the way he is doing things he intends to shew that he is to be taken seriously as a Naval Officer.

Reception of all the Admirals, Staffs and Captains took place. Frock Coat and Swords. A large Dinner party. This morning a fog prevented us going out until the afternoon, the King visited informally several ships.

Fleet went out this afternoon and very soon all enveloped in a very thick fog. Squadrons and ships all over the place, sirens deafening. We nearly ran down 2 Destroyers, had to go full speed astern and hard a port. They passed a ships length ahead and then nearly went into a Division of Battleships at anchor.

Eventually after several anchorings, etc., we all had to give it up. The C-in-C got into harbour with the King and Queen and at 8 pm wired out to remain at anchor where we were. It cleared up about 9 pm and revealed the ships anchored everywhere. It was a risky afternoon and I am thankful no accident has taken place.

Dreadnought came out flying Standard, the whole of the fleet formed up and moved out some 10 miles from Dreadnought which carried out Battle Practice. We could see the shots falling all round the Target. It appears she hit it 18 hits out of 39. Target 90 ft x 30 ft. Towed 10 miles. Dreadnought steaming 14 knots. Eventually she joined up and led the Fleet in, flying the Standard, the V & A also flying Standard of Queen. We got in at 3 pm and I caught the 4.40 pm train up, arriving at 30 Belgrave Road at 10.45 pm. Bertie waiting up.

29 July - Friday

Our dear father left us 24 years ago.

Went to Admiralty, saw Sir Arthur Wilson. Told him I was ready for anything, abroad or at home and felt fit for anything. He was very pleasant and straightforward. I told Troubridge, Private Secretary to McKenna what I had told Wilson. T. said. “Your name is before McKenna as one of those ready, and fit for anything” and he added “Your name is down as a Candidate for RN College as President, as I thought you would like it.” I said I was ready for anything, and that I had mentioned Australia to Wilson.

I came away feeling that I was certainly in the running, and that I have done all I can or should do.

Lunched with Bertie at the Naval and Military and home, arriving at 5 pm, finding my beloved Olga and the two little girls all looking well. Stevie we shall have on Wednesday, D.V.

8 August - Monday

On Thursday, Olga and the three children start for Freiburg Baden, on the edge of the Black Forest. The Pension Kircher, 50 Zahringenstrasse, where we shall spend the winter and leave the house in charge of caretaker, ready for letting.

Bertie came down yesterday, and most kindly offered to help financially and insisted on paying £12. Clothes at Seagrove for Stevie.

I pray that the change will enable us to live more economically and do Olga good. She is dreadfully thin and quite alarms me at times. Stevie at home a great comfort and help. He is doing well in Service. Our children seem great favourites wherever they go. They have such good manners.

11 August - Thursday

Olga and the children with Mellings, the maid, left this evening for Freiburg and 640 lb of luggage, tickets £3.7.0d.

The house very lonely without them. I trust that we may soon let and assist to reduce the heavy bill that I owe Woodhead. Bertie came down on Sunday to wish us good bye. So affectionate and insisted on paying Stevie’s bill at Seagrove, £12. Dear Baldie’s birthday, 42 years old.

14 August - Sunday

The Elms. My 60th birthday and I thank God for all His goodness. His mercies to me during the past year.

A most sultry day and very oppressive. Mrs Orton staying here until to-morrow. Mrs Shaw, David’s wife, made a plum pudding in honour of my birthday.

15 August - Monday

This afternoon Charlotte and I drove to Beaumanor to tea. Mrs Perry Herrick as charming as ever and delighted to meet me again. Several people there. Mrs Doddington whose husband is in the 52nd and curiously enough a Colonel Winter, in conversation with whom I found he had been at school at North Grove House, and had also been in the Britannia about a year before I was. Sir Matthew Joyce and Lady Joyce there. He is a Judge in Chancery. We got back about 7.15 pm taking about an hour and a half to drive back.

TO GERMANY AND SWITZERLAND FOR WINTER

21 August - Sunday

Freiburg/Baden

Very hot, as yesterday. On Wednesday I left The Elms and got to Hove that afternoon, and was soon busy arranging for the house being turned over to the caretaker. Dined with Harriett Humphery, and Betty Horky. We had a long talk on spiritual matters. The latter is much engaged in work in Notting Hill District, ritualistic I think.

Thursday the 18th. Lunched with Harriett and we had another talk together and after busying myself all day, paying bills etc., etc., I left at 4.53 pm for Victoria and by the 8.30 pm train for Queenborough and Flushing, 2nd Class.

Steamer Zeeland vibrating so much, I hardly slept at all, and went on deck at 3.30 am. Left Flushing 5.20 am and arrived at Freiburg 7.30 pm. A hot journey, but much enjoyed seeing the country, Holland and the Rhine Valley and the different cities. We ran into Cologne, Coblentz, Worms, etc. It was most interesting.

The Rhine Valley from Mayeuse to Bonn should be traversed by steamer, as the train rushes through everything so fast. Olga and Stevie met me at the Station, both looking very well. Lou and Madge also well and like Freiburg. The gardens etc. are pretty. We have decided to stay here a month and then probably move on to Vevey, or Montreux, as we hear that Freiburg is cold and rather damp in the winter and we are anxious to start Lou at her music and instruction again.

I am anxious to see how the bill runs up for the week, for owing £200 and house unlet is a serious matter.

Heard this morning a good sermon from Mr Hall at the English Church.

AT FREIBURG

23 August - Tuesday

Olga’s birthday. No notice taken of it, by special request. Lou however, bought her some very pretty roses.

Weather turned wet. Stevie left with Willie Kircher and Hans on a trip through the Black Forest on bikes.

25 August - Thursday

Dear Francie’s birthday. Last night the bike party returned, having gone right through the Black Forest, as far as Baden and then returned, via Strasburg, having visited the Cathedral there. They covered a lot of ground.

This afternoon Stevie and I took the train to Hinterzarten, 2900 ft, leaving our Bikes at the next station Hollsteig. We were on the plateau of the Black Mountains and very lovely it was, hills, covered with pine trees of all kinds, rich fat farms and large farmhouses and altogether it was a very pleasant scene.

We walked to a guest house, large Inn and some refreshments, milk, butter roll and honey for 30 pfennigs each (3d) and then walked down the Ravenna Schlucht, a wild ravine with fine cascades. It took us three quarters of an hour coming down, and it certainly was most striking, a narrow footpath, high hills covered with pines on each side and a tumbling, roaring torrent coming out to the main road at Hollsteig at 2430 ft.

We picked up our bikes and came down on the free wheel some 6 miles, through the renowned ravine of the Hollental, grand and beautiful scenery, thickly clothed pine mountains rising up each side, a rushing stream and most interesting old farm houses of huge size by the road side. We came down in 20 minutes that took us an hour and a half to get up by the Cog Wheel railway.

The rocks at times rise sheer up 100 or more feet and close to, on one is a model of a large stag, where a stag is supposed to have jumped across. We got back at 7.30 pm having had a most enjoyable trip together.

In the evening I took Lou out for music in the Stadts Garden.

31 August - Wednesday

Olga left for Lausanne to look for a flat at Montreux for the Winter. Stevie returned from his three days trip to the Vosges, biking about 60 miles a day and enjoyed himself very much.

Today I had tea with Professor Dr Goldmann, who has a hospital of his own here and a great investigator in the laboratory, is now looking into cancer. His wife is a daughter of the late Bosworth- Smiths and lived near Canford Manor and knows Olga’s cousin Lady Wimborne.

The Professor and I had a most interesting talk on Germany, politics etc. He says that the Centre party have great influence and that the RC’s are most subtle and are trying to capture the professorships at the Universities. They have seminaries for all the RC Scholars at the Gymnasiums, etc., and shepherd them right through in the most careful way.

He said one of the ablest Professors there said that of course if a war broke out between England and Germany, though the German Navy might be destroyed, the Germans would at once seize the mouths of the Rhine and annex Holland and Belgium or incorporate them into the Germanic Confederation.

I thank God most sincerely and humbly for only a few minutes ago I slipped on the parquet floor and fell flat on my back with a great crash and most mercifully just saved from fracturing my skull by throwing my head up. It gave me a momentary shock.

1 September - Thursday

This afternoon Stevie, Lou and self biked out to Gunterstal to the Hotel Kyberg and had tea with Mrs Macklin.

The sister in law of the proprietor had been married that afternoon to a florist and the Hotel was beautifully decorated with flowers. A great luncheon and then a dance, in which Stevie and Miss Bertram and Lou and Helene Macklin danced.

We had tea outside and biked back about 6.30, some 3½ miles. Mrs Macklin is a widow of a Pittsburg Steel Manufacturer for steel wagons which are largely used not only in America, but in England. Is evidently very well off.

She improves very much on acquaintance and I quite liked her after I had been having a long conversation with her.

6 September - Tuesday

Stevie went up to the Feldberg Hotel yesterday as Mrs Macklin’s guest returns today. Lou was also to have gone, but the weather being so very rainy, it was not considered wise to let her go, which was a great disappointment. The weather has simply been atrocious the last fortnight and so much rain has made it cold and damp.

On Sunday, I played Harmonium for the morning and evening service at the English church and we had tea with Mr Hall and his wife. The latter heavy, the former superior to his wife intellectually and an earnest man, but like so many other High Churchman real spirituality pressed down by services, rites and ceremonies.

8 September - Thursday

Yesterday Olga and I went to Professor Goldmann for tea, meeting his young wife there, a pretty girl, daughter of Bosworth-Smiths.

His brother, Mr Goldmann, MP for Falmouth, and his wife, daughter of Lord Peel’s, and Miss Bull of Falmouth who was to have lunched on board Shannon when at Mounts Bay last July. I missed meeting her there and little expected to make her acquaintance at Freiburg. They are motoring to see the Passion Play at Oberammergau. We had a great talk about Germany, Navy, etc., etc.

This morning Stevie and I left with our Bikes by the 9 am train for Titisee, 18 miles up the line, 2815 feet high, very pretty. We then biked about 2 miles and then pushed our bikes up 6 miles to the Hotel 4190 ft at the foot of the Feldberg. I, most frightfully hot and running with perspiration.

Having refreshed ourselves with a cup of coffee, we pushed our Bikes up the final hill about a mile and most trying work it was, and arrived at the Seebnetz, 4755 ft, the SE of the Feldberg ridge, where we obtained a most magnificent view of the whole of the Black Forest, stretched out like a panorama before us. The weird Feldsee below us, towering rocks and cliffs rising up from it.

The sight was magnificent, the mountains covered with pine trees, looking so dark, valleys intersecting them in every direction, dotted with farm houses, some of great size. The lower slopes of the mountains in many places being rich meadow land. Large pine trees cut down ready for transport on every slope and in the distance looking like matches thrown down. We biked and walked along the ridge to the highest point of the Feldberg where there is a Gasthaus (small Hotel) 4905 feet, only 1000 feet lower than the Rigi.

By this time the clouds had descended and we had a hail squall and the drift making most fantastic shapes all over the Black Mountains. Sometimes through the rifts we caught some delightful views and saw the Jura in the far distance.

Descending Feldberg, we biked on the old pack road, through the Forest to the Schauinsland, the first five miles being through thick woods, and the last five or six on the Main Road. Having coffee at a Gasthaus we then free wheeled down 18 kilometres to the Gunterstal, and with the exception of ten turns of the pedal, I came from the top of the Schauinsland right down to the town of Freiburg and we got home about 7 pm, having had a most enjoyable day. We had biked and walked 56.5 Kilometres. I thoroughly enjoyed, as did Stevie, our day together.

It was a good day’s work for an Admiral turned 60 years of age.

10 September - Saturday

Olga and I went up by train to Hinterzarten and biked back the 26 Kilometres. We both enjoyed it very much. Unfortunately just as we got into the town Olga and I collided and both came down. Providentially neither hurt.

Helen Macklin fell from her bicycle and badly hurt her foot and poor girl has had no sleep for several nights and has now been removed to a Clinique in the town.

12 September - Monday

Stevie left for England by the 11.49 train, through carriage to Flushing. He has thoroughly enjoyed his leave and is looking very well.

19 September - Monday

A card from Stevie, left D’port on Saturday.

My dear wife, still hors de combat from her knee. Professor Goldmann came to see her last Wednesday and found that the little sac under the knee tendon was full of blood, so a rubber has been in every day. Poor dear, it is most trying being confined to the house, especially as the weather the last few days is so fine and sunny. It is now 8 days since the unfortunate accident.

On Friday last, I took Lou up to Hinterzarten walked through the Ravenna Schlucht and biked home from Hollsteig, having our lunch on a stone by the river in the ravine.

Wrote today and took the flat at Montreux from the 3rd of October for 8 months. Trust we have done wisely. Many people been over our house, but no good offer yet.

Heard of Mr Langton’s death, my colleague on the Hospital Committee of D. Sea Mission, etc. Wrote Mrs L.

Had a long talk with dear Lou yesterday. Felt much happier after it. She is a dear girl and very very dear to me and her mother.

21 September - Wednesday

Olga out for a walk. I am glad to say, her knee is nearly well. The rubber comes again to-morrow, the fifth time. Have engaged to take the flat at Montreux from the 3rd of October, for 8 months. Feel a little concerned at our house not letting, though many people have been over it.

26 September - Monday

My dear Mother born this day 1826.

We have let our house, I am most thankful to say, for 6 months to Sir Berry Cusack-Smith from the 1st of November and almost at once, another offer from Lieut Drummond for 2 years at practically the same rent.

Weather is turning cold, but we are getting the sun at last. My best walking stick, given to me by dear Olga, stolen yesterday morning from the Hall, where I had carelessly left it.

28 September - Wednesday

Olga left this morning for Montreux. Weather has turned very hot. Have misgivings sometimes that we may find May much too glaring and hot at Montreux.

Took Lou and Madge out to the Waldsee, they both much enjoyed going on the water. Lou in a canoe, and Madge and I in a skiff. Debts accumulating and I cannot see my way out, or clear at present for reducing them, or curtailing the expenditure.

30 September - Thursday

Heard from Bertie that the Neptune commissions on the 31st January and becomes flagship the end of March, so Stevie will be fortunate belonging to her.

Heard from Olga at Montreux.

The two girls spent the day with Mrs Macklin and Helen at the Kyberg Hotel. I went out to coffee 4 pm and then walked up the Louisenhohe and had some very fine views of the different valleys and the Rhine Valley, though on account of the mist, I could not see the Vosges.

I walked back, about 5 kilometres through the forest, in the gloaming, the branches of trees meeting overhead, every now and then an opening, disclosed very fine views and I admired the symmetry of the Cathedral and its steeple, which is much more noticeable from a distance than when close to.

3 October - Monday

On Saturday, a very hot day, I left Freiburg with the two children and Mellings, first of all having gone up with Lou to the Market place round the Cathedral and invested in 2 lbs grapes, 2 lb pears, ½ lb of plums for 1 mark 20 pfennig.

We left Freiburg (2nd class) at 11.49 and in a hour’s time were at Basle (A fine town, as far as we could see from the train) and staying in the carriage, crossed the Rhine to Swiss Basle, the main town. Very fine railway station, waiting there an hour, we got into the Swiss train and arrived at Lausanne 6.15 pm, being in a through carriage to Montreux.

After passing through the Tunnel, on emerging, a magnificent panorama burst on our view. The whole lake of Geneva lying at our feet at the foot of the pine clad hills, lofty mountains all round, some covered with remains of the last winter’s snow and villas of all kinds, thickly clustered on the slopes, down to the water’s edge. The gardens of those on the shore, edged with beautiful weeping willows, the branches of which kissed and bathed their tips in the waters.

Dear Olga met us and has had a very trying time getting a servant.

AT MONTREUX

2 October - Sunday

To the Presbyterian Church morning and evening. Olga accompanied me in the evening. The Rev. Mr Adams a devout spiritual minded pastor, about my age.

3 October - Monday

No servants, however by going down to our dinner at a confectioner, we have rubbed along. Yesterday very hot. Today raining nearly all day. Went out with Mr Adams to see French Pastor, Eglise Libre, about his daughter coming as Governess for Lou. Very much like Pastor Ramette in appearance, intellectually, spiritually and charm of manners.

6 October - Thursday

Still the most lovely weather and in the morning the sun’s rays lighting up the mountains, some streaked with snow and everything so clear cut, the air being so pure. The effect is delightful and it is hard to come in from the balcony to dress, though one can see it all lying in bed, if wished.

7 October - Friday

Madge laid up with cold. Been coming on for a day or two through nose and throat getting congested. Temperature last night 100.8. Today 100.4 at noon and this evening 100.4.

8 October - Saturday

Madge’s evening temp 100.2. Endeavoured to get hold of Dr Carrard. Finding him out, tried Dr Tidey, but he had gone to Aigle.

9 October - Sunday

Madge most restless at night, grinding teeth. Walked out to Dr Carrard near Montreux Palace Hotel. Found him already out, so left a card and returned home. At 10 am he called, examined Madge, said nothing wrong with bronchial tubes, cold only in head, but he said she would never thrive or be well and might get deaf, unless the obstruction at the back of her nose was removed and it ought to be done as soon as possible. It is exactly what Olga thought was the matter. One rather dreads having an operation on the dear child.

Went to the Presbyterian Church with Lou, and I took the Communion, acting as one of the Elders. I much enjoyed the simplicity of it, having not only a retrospective, but a prospective aspect and realised in some slight measure, the spiritual presence of the Lord Jesus Christ.

11 October - Tuesday

Dr Carrard called. Madge better but still bronchial. He strongly advised calling in a specialist, Dr Frey, so called and he is coming to see her this evening with a view to removing adenoids, when well enough for the operation.

13 October - Thursday

Dr Frey said Madge had a mass of adenoids so she will be operated on next week, D.V. Dr Carrard saw her today and said she was nearly well. A splendid letter from Stevie this evening from Golfe Juan, written Tuesday evening.

15 October - Saturday

Olga and I went to hear the afternoon music at the Kursaal. It was very good.

16 October - Sunday

Went to the Presbytarian Church morning and afternoon. Mr Adams spiritual, I wish he had a little more energy in his delivery.

17 October - Monday

Heard from Bertie this morning. He tells me that Fisher, Lord Fisher’s brother is a candidate for Greenwich, so I have all Jack Fisher’s influence against me. I feel at times very low and long for the uncertainty to be over and to know the worst and the financial pressure and difficulties press on me very much.

However by God’s help, I endeavour to keep a good heart, not only for my own sake, but for that of my dear wife’s and the children and I also feel that any murmuring would do harm to those around. “Trust in God and do the right” was the end line of a Hymn last night. I may act upon it.

Madge not to go out, until she has been operated on. I shall be thankful when it is over, for the dear child’s sake and dear Olga’s, who dreads it. I trust it will not be expensive.

19 October - Wednesday

To-morrow morning our dear child goes to the Clinique to have the operation. Shall be glad when it is over.

20 October - Thursday

My dear child was taken up to the Clinique by Olga and myself at 9 am. Mellings coming up also. She was taken up to the operating room by Mellings and left with the Doctor and Hospital Nurse, and in ten minutes everything was over, and she was in bed. She was most plucky and never uttered a sound.

Both the Doctor and the Nurse said they had had many children but never one like Madge. They thought her an extraordinary child. The adenoid taken away (which we saw) was about the size of a large hazel nut, and large for a child of Madge’s age. No wonder she did not thrive and especially as Frey took out of her ear a piece of cotton wool that had been in her ear for over five months.

This was taken out last week. The dear child looked so pale in bed, but still had her humorous smile on, and whispered to me “I found a hot water bottle in my bed.”

23 October - Sunday

Brought Madge back from the Clinique yesterday morning and this forenoon took her out for an hour in the warm sun. The Hospital nurse said Madge marched in and said to the Doctor, “I suppose that you are going to brush my throat”, and he said “Yes” and she quietly got on to the nurse’s knee and opened her mouth and had the operation performed, never uttering a sound.

But some two hours afterwards, Mellings saw her weeping quietly in bed and spoke to her, upon which she said “one ought not to cry, if there is nothing to cry about.”

I arranged with Madame only to come for French lessons on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, as I found every day rather a tax.

26 October - Wednesday

Took Olga to see Dr Frey about her ear, nothing serious, but requires treatment.

Sold out £300 much to my regret and shall owe another £100 the end of next April. This year quite £120 has gone on Doctors and Dentists and Mrs Graham, and Stevie and Lou’s education and clothes for the family run into another £2 to 300.

I feel at times very disturbed and told Madame today I shall stop my French lessons. I do not know what to do. I am so anxious to live well inside my income, but Doctors, Dentists, and Dress seem our evil genius.

28 October - Friday

Took my last French lesson today. Poor Mme Duproix will feel my not going to her, as she has at present only one other pupil. Took Madge out to see Dr Carrard this afternoon. She is so anaemic. This morning the dear child commenced her school life at a small Kindergarten, close by, conducted by Miss Herring. Olga and I took her to school.

Weather lately varying between very sunny days and misty mornings followed by sun. The colouring of the mountains round and behind us most beautiful.

30 October - Sunday

Presbyterian Church, morning and evening. Mr Adams, good, well thought out address, but delivered so lacking in energy, etc. Olga accompanied me to the afternoon service. Lou to the Initet [?] C of E which I do not like, but it is so difficult to know how to influence children.

31 October - Monday

Commenced moving down to the 3rd Etage.

General McCausland called, whom I last met at Aden in 1884 A very earnest X.tian and I remembered we foregathered together when I was First Lieut of the Euryalus and he commanded the RA at Aden. He is 74. Very cheery and bright. The last 18 years he has presided at the weekly Bible Meeting at Clarens.

1 November - Tuesday

Attended Bible Meeting (See pamphlet) and spoke a few words 1 Thess. v.18. I made this my prayer. At times feel the pressure of finance and deeply regret another sum of money, viz. £300 has to be sold out. This makes £700 altogether.

RETURN TO ENGLAND

4 November - Friday

30 Belgrave Road, SW. To relate why I am here. Last Wednesday at 6 pm I was writing in my room when Olga opened the door and read a telegram from the Private Secretary brought in by Lou, that the First Lord wished to see me at my convenience.

I decided to start that night so out Olga and I went and found Cooks just closing. I had no money, so as I could not get any from them, I went over to my friend Mr Max the Agent, and got the Bank, Mr Guedon, to cash me a cheque.

Went to the barbers. Dear Olga went back in the rain and got my scarf and we returned to the flat at 7 pm and soon packed up, off we both went at 9 pm and I left at 9.45 pm, being convinced that I was to be offered Greenwich, vacant in March.

I did not get much rest in the train, my through carriage to Calais being at the end of train. However we had a good passage and eventually arrived at Charing X half an hour late, 6 pm.

I should mention that from Montreux I had telegraphed to Troubridge that I would be at the Admiralty 6.30 pm and also to Bertie to meet me. A wire from him also arrived, having crossed mine, saying he would put me up.

Well at the station his messenger came with a letter from the dear old chap saying he congratulated me etc., but of course could not say anything. I still felt it was Greenwich. I had changed in the train and so turning my luggage over to the messenger, I went off to the Admiralty and found my dear old friend Troubridge beaming.

Very soon I was shewn into Mr McKenna and he apologised for smoking, saying I know you do not smoke and then said he did not know I was in Switzerland and he would not have wired. Troubridge said to me he did not tell McKenna on purpose, as he knew that I would like to come.

Mr McK. then, to my utter surprise, offered me Australia for two years. He could not offer it for longer, as by the end of 1912 all our ships come home and the ships built for Australia will be out there and in commission, and of course he could not say what the Commonwealth Gov. would do. But he thought that they would like me to stay on, as they will have no one to turn to for advice but to me.

I accepted the appointment and then he told me that but for being under the King and flying the White ensign, we should have nothing to do with them. They would be managed by our people and their own Reserve men. Our people would be under their rules and reg. Troubridge gave me a long letter from Poore for his successor and in it he said that with care, the income nearly met expenses. This made me low and I returned to 30 B R and being very tired, was not in good spirits, as I foresaw getting further into debt. Mabel was most cheering and practical.

To-day I called on Wilson and he congratulated me. Last night I telegraphed to my beloved wife.

Until the King gives his sanction, it is private, so cannot make much preparation, but I have lots to do for I must leave on the 13th January and reach Sydney on the 24th February. Poore talked about my having a Motor Car built. He had sold his horses and carriages. I feel it will be hard to keep the position up after following men like Fawkes and Poore who have money and had no children to educate.

Now let me close with a prayer of praise and thanksgiving to God for his goodness to me. Dear Olga, Lou and I knelt together before I left and this morning I was much encouraged by reading God’s commands to Joshua in the 1st Chap. Wrote to my dear boy. I shall miss not seeing him for 2 years. Olga and the girls will follow me in May.

How wonderful God has overruled everything. I see now that the climate of Greenwich would have been bad for all of us. God will give me the wisdom and strength for the difficult position I am about to occupy.

15 November - Tuesday

Since last writing in my Journal I have been very busy getting my Staff and Suite together. Today Bremner, my Secretary, lunched with me and I saw Bruen, Flag Captain. Abbott and Savage are coming out with me and Tissot the French chef remains out and goes on with me.

How shall I meet expenses I do not know, but must do it. Darling Olga, writing much to each other about plans, etc. Yesterday Nini went with me and I bought a cloak for Olga to wear in the cold weather.

Bertie has been urging me to insure my life for £1,000 so I spoke to Nini about it and said it would cost me £60 a year and I asked her what she was prepared to do for the little girls, in case of my death and reminded her that expecting Olga would get £100 a year at her mother’s death, I had not insured my life.

Nini said, “I will promise to share anything I have with the children and am ready to work for them and you can tell Bertie this” and said the small amount they would get from any insurance would not make such a difference.

I left Bertie and Mabel’s hospitable roof and came to 60 Eaton Place.

Francie been to the War Office and has a promise of Micky being sent to Sierra Leone at once from the Rifle Brigade. He is now at Cairo and been running for a long time past a most extravagant life, culminating this summer in gambling debts to the tune of £1500, which poor Francie has met and raised and even pawned her jewels and on his return to Cairo, ran up another £150 last month.

The worst of it all is that Ted knows nothing of all this, although F. has been urged by Bertie and myself to tell him.

18 November - Friday

To-day Parliament heard Prime Minister’s Statement. My own opinion is that the Lords brought it all on themselves. Chamberlain and Balfour got a large majority in 1900 to finish the War and declared it was for that purpose only and instead of which they passed most controversial measures such as the Education and Licensing Bills and when the country in 1906 returned a huge majority to undo this work, the Lords have wrecked every measure, and practically Mr Balfour has ruled the country through a few irresponsible peers which of course the country will not stand.

The Lords should have reformed themselves 30 years ago, and they would have been in a strong position today. Go they must now, and the sooner we have local Parliaments, under an Imperial Parliament, the better it will be. The Liberals have the Colonies and the Irish race behind them and all the progressive forces in England.

Been busy to-day, at Imperial Defence Office and Admiralty, about Colonial papers, etc. Many letters to write.

20 November - Sunday

A most helpful address from Dr Campbell Morgan this morning. Ted threatened with that trying disease Antrum. Lord Winchelsea has had three operations for it. Prince Francis of Teck really died from the after effects of it. Matter forms in the cavities of the nose and eyes and has to be drawn away. If not done and kept cleaned out by syringing, it gets down into the lungs, which it did in Teck’s case and formed an abscess of the liver.

Mickie is appointed to the West African Rifles and goes to Sierra Leone at once. Francie been interviewing the War Office people, who were so touched by her pleading that they are doing all they can for her.

Mickie has been under the thraldom of Mrs Atherton the last two years. A very beautiful woman divorced from her husband and has £5,000 a year of her own. Mickie has wired back, so he ought to be leaving Cairo and Mrs Atherton very soon. Francie told me why she had not told Ted, on account of his not being well and that he could not stand worry at present.

21 November - Monday

Ella lunched with me at Stores. I paid visit to Sir George Reid, High Commissioner for Commonwealth of Australia and we had a discussion together. Dined with Francie and Ted.

22 November - Tuesday

Bought a second hand Landau, double harness. Packed and delivered at Docks for £60 from the Auxiliary Stores.

24 November - Thursday

Today ED and I lunched together at Kardomahs. Both doing well. Lel at Agency for writers. ED with her Books. Two come out this month.

Been very busy writing and arranging everything. King sees me on the 14th about.

26 November - Saturday

Met Edward Leigh-White last night in Piccadilly. We ran up against each other. He and Arethusa are over here for a short time.

Letters from my dear Olga daily, much looked forward to. Very cheerless and cold in lodgings. Have had a slight chill on liver. Went to Dentist yesterday. Lunched afterwards with Stewarts, 43 Ennismore Gardens. Friday I lunched at Francie and met my old friend Lady Winchelsea.

10 December - Saturday

I have been very busy the last fortnight, arranging things, seeing people, buying Landau and Victoria and despatching them to Australia. The two, together with 3 sets of harness, will cost me about £105 by the time that they are landed at Sydney.

On Monday the 28 November, I came back to the hospitable roof of Bertie and Mabel’s and have been here ever since. Last Thursday I went down to see Aunt Fanny and my cousins Lily Gilbard and Ethel Douglas who lives about six miles from Aylesbury, where Aunt Fanny is (Byron House). She is looking very well.

Yesterday afternoon I wrote to Sir Arthur Bigge, and conveyed to him that I was anxious to get back to Switzerland, so the result was a letter last night saying that the King would see me to-day at 11.45. So off I went at 9 am and got brushed up and hair cut at A & N Stores and then after getting into frock coat, went off to Buckingham Palace and was taken in tow by Sir Walter Campbell. After waiting a bit, I was ushered into King’s presence, who rose up holding out his hand. I took it and bent down as if to kiss it but did not actually do so. He then asked me to sit down and we had a talk together on naval matters. He said “I know your brother very well and always call him Kinger, and I used to flip his eye glass out of his eye when he was making a stroke at billiards, which made him angry.” He was very cheery and looking extremely well.

I thanked him for permitting his health to be drunk in water. He said “Of course, why not, my father also approved of it. Let any one drink it in anything he likes.” I said it had done good amongst young Officers who came to sea as TA. We, or rather he, talked most, about the weather in Australia and said what a rough sea you got there and needed large vessels. He asked how Bertie liked the Admiralty and said he supposed he would rather be at sea. I said “Yes” and he then said Bridgeman told me the same and I do not wonder. He talked just like one brother officer would to another.

He then rose up and said he was so glad to have seen me and make my acquaintance and shook hands, I bending down as before. He also said “You have been a TA all your life.” I said “Yes, I am the President of the RNTS.”

During the last fortnight I have been much blessed and strengthened going to the Westminster Chapel and hearing Dr Campbell Morgan on Sundays and Fridays.

Every day my dear Olga and I write to each other morning and evening.

RETURN TO MONTREUX

17 December - Saturday

Villa Miguel, Territet.

To go back, last Sunday I was at the Club, when Lord Aberdeen telephoned to me that he would like to call on me at the Club, so I asked him to tea and he arrived at 5 o’c and we had a long talk together on the many difficulties there were in the matter of attending race meetings.

I asked him to come with me and hear my friend Dr Campbell Morgan which he said he would like to do, so went on ahead and secured a place in my friend Dr Robinson’s pew (Seymour Street) and he came in and we had a most helpful address. He was much struck with everything, the building packed about 2,500 and the singing and especially the very fine address from C. Morgan who is speaking on Genesis.

Afterwards I took him into the Vestry and introduced him to my friend and they had a talk together. Lord A saying my friend here, etc., etc. Dr C.M. saying he was coming to stay with me at Admiralty House, Sydney. I had supper with the Robinsons.

On Tuesday Evening Stevie arrived form Dartmouth having left the Cumberland. I had to attend a Dinner at the Colonial Society at the Hotel Metropole and sat next Lady Reid, the wife of High Commissioner. Very pleasant. My friend Captain Rasm [?] there. I had a talk to Sir Gilbert Parker the Chairman who I last saw at Ad. House Q.town when he came down to lunch. He quite agreed with me that some form of Home Rule must come, but said it might break up his party (Tory), but he thought that the extreme men of both sides would be shed and a good thing too.

I drove to Eaton Place and saw my dear boy, looking very well. He has gained a prize in exam. and several in the Regattas.

Thursday. 15th December. Stevie and I started via Calais for Territet. I had hoped to have met Robbie in Paris en route whose birthday it was yesterday (55).

We arrived at Montreux, 9 am, and my beloved Olga and dear Lou met us, both looking very well.

The last four weeks have been almost incessant rain, but mild.

Sir Frederick Fisher told me a curious story. This summer, he had been staying with the Curzon-Howes at Portsmouth. On leaving by train, a smartly dressed woman with her young son got in, and on Fisher offering to move to allow her to put her feet up, as she had got out a pillow, they got into conversation. She said “You are a sailor?” - “Yes,” - “and a Naval Officer?” - “Yes,” and then she said how civil every one was in England, and especially sailors and then told him she was the wife of a Moscow merchant who had a very large business (this after Fisher had hazarded a guess that she was French) and that she was a Russian Govt. spy, getting a large salary and was at that time, following two Russian female anarchists who were in the train at that moment.

They had been down at Cowes, where the King of Spain had been staying. She said 40 foreign and our detectives had been watching over his safety. She did not know where she was going to put up, and on arrival at Victoria Fisher saw the two Russian anarchists, well dressed women about 30 years of age, the spy about the same age and heard the spy tell the Taxi Cab to follow the other women.

A few days afterwards, Fisher was in the Tottenham Court Road and saw his acquaintance staring into a shop window. He spoke to her, and she said “Yes they are both in this shop and do not know I am watching them.” Curious.

20 December - Tuesday

Stevie, Lou and Olga went up to Les Avant and the two former did some tobogganing and much enjoyed themselves.

21 December - Wednesday

Stevie and I went up to Les Avant. Glorious day, very warm there and beautiful scenery.

The new view from our flat most lovely, full sun, and Alps about 3 miles across the lake. Tops covered with snow and streaked with the same down the sides.

Heard to my surprise from Elise this evening who is at the Grand Hotel, Caux.

Attended the meeting (prayer) at Clarens yesterday, held every week under the presidency of my old friend General McCausland now 74 years of age. He had two sisters massacred in the Indian Mutiny, one of whom was thrown into the well at Cawnpore.

23 December - Friday

Heard from Elise King-Hall who is staying at Caux, on Wednesday. She came down and lunched with us today and we had a long talk over old times and the tears came into my eyes as she mentioned how devoted my mother had been to me. All the old scenes were vividly portrayed to my mind.

I fear from what she said that Lizzie is a incorrigible gambler and that they owe money all round, though the tea shop is doing very well in Place Vendôme. Elise said to me, she thought Olga so pretty, with such beautiful eyes.

24 December - Saturday

Olga and I went by funicular railway to Glyon and back, walking towards Caux and very fine full sun and beautiful views.

X.Mas Day - Sunday

Villa Miguel, Territet, Switzerland

Spent quietly with all the children. Stevie having returned from Lausanne, where he had spent the night at his old school. Dr Auckenthaler, who gave him a great reception at the breaking-up dinner, about 40 to 50 being present.

Stevie in his uniform made a speech. The telegram which Gieve sent us was forwarded on by Olga and arrived just as they were sitting down, stating that he was 13 out of the term 80. Very good and I am much pleased.

Dr Auckenthaler came over and had tea with us today.

28 December - Wednesday Evening

I left Montreux last night by 9.10 train and arrived at Charing Cross 5 pm this afternoon and came on to 116 Cambridge Street, Warwick Square. Most comfortable lodgings. Mrs Allamann.

Edith turned up to supper and spent the evening with me. Dear Rob met me this morning at the Gare de Lyon and we spent a couple of hours together. I had to sit up most of the night, but had a very smooth passage over.

31 December - Saturday

116 Cambridge Street, SW.

Looking back over the past year and what I wrote in my journal this time last year. What a change.

Here today my flag hoisted in HMS President this morning, as Vice Ad. C-in-C on the Australian Station, a fine finish up to my service career. How wonderful and gracious God, my Father has led me and I pray I may always remember this and endeavour by His Grace to fulfil the purpose, which He has in view, in sending me out to this command.

Dear Olga and Stevie arrived this evening. I met them at Charing Cross. Stevie staying at 30 Belgrave Road.

E.D. been staying with me, here, until today and it has been very pleasant having her companionship. Last night we went and heard Dr C. Morgan at West’r Chapel. Very full and we were very struck with the helpful way he opened out the scriptures.

Replied to Poore’s wire by letter, offering £80, instead of the £120 for pair of horses, he asked.

1911

1 January - Sunday

Today, morning and evening, Olga, Stevie and I attended Westminster Chapel and heard most helpful and powerful addresses from my friend Dr Campbell Morgan. I had the inexpressible delight this morning of Stevie, who came this morning with us, stopping to the Communion Service. Afterwards we went to the Vestry and Olga asked Dr C.M. to stay with us, if he came to Sydney in 1912.

My text this morning “Choose ye whom ye will serve.” By God’s grace I reply in the words of Joshua “As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.”

Saw Francie this afternoon and Olga and I had tea at 30 B. Road.

10 January - Tuesday

Edith’s birthday.

11 January - Wednesday

Been very busy as has Olga in getting things together, and heavy work it has been and needless to say most heavy expense. Stevie going out a good deal and a general favourite with every one old and young. I went to a children’s dance at Francie’s a few evenings ago. Stevie dances very well indeed and Francie made me take a turn with her and at one time Bertie and I and Stevie were all on the floor at the same time.

Met Sir Gerard Noel this afternoon at the Stores, who congratulated me most heartily and said all kinds of nice things to Olga about me.

It has been one of the most pleasant circumstances in the app’t that nearly all the senior Officers and many others have been so pleased at seeing me app’d to this command.

12 January - Thursday

Dear Olga and I getting the few odds and ends required. This afternoon we went to 60 Eaton Place and met there Ella, Nini, Baldie, Bertie, Mabel, Francie and Ted being there of course and Eddy and Rosebud with Stevie.

Quite a gathering of the Clans and there I said good-bye to my dear sisters Francie and Lel and also to Nini. Dear Francie and Lel, I could see felt our parting as I did also. In the evening ED came in and spent some time with us.

This morning, I called at 14 Regent Street and saw St John who was installed in a fine Art Gallery and has some new appointment as Secretary. What it is I do not know. It is called the Art Gallery, and has to do with Ducros the Motor owner. He owns the whole house and has the lower part filled with Motors.

I fancy people are to be attracted in to the Art Gallery and look at the pictures, and probably some may buy motors which stand invitingly near them as they pass by.

13 January - Friday

A cold NE day, a terrific gale blowing all yesterday morning and during the day. Many wrecks.

Last night our dear boy, Olga and myself knelt down and asked God to bless us and that we might all be spared to unite again, at the end of my command. This morning my precious Olga and I asked God to guide us and overrule all that we did to His Glory in the responsible post we are going out to fill.

My dear boy Stevie came round and at 10 am we drove off in a bus for L.pool Street. ED being with my beloved Olga, whose sweet face I last saw at the door of the lodgings. Picking up Bertie and saying good-bye to Mabel who affectionately waved her hand. We arrived at the Station and there found my dear brother Baldie as were all my Staff, etc. and down we went to Tilbury Docks and off in a tender to the P & O India.

A bleak cold day and Bertie and I thought how very backward the Authorities were in the comfort of passengers, as regards their embarkation.

Soon the time came for the parting and after clasping my only and dear son to me, we separated. Poor Stevie quite broken down and my heart very full and just managed to control my feelings. May God bless and guide him in his new life.

The tender left and I felt I was now alone. It was most cheering having Bertie and Baldie with me.

HALF PAY - II